Chapter 330 The Fantasy Knight
Ferena, who is already twenty-six years old, is no longer the carefree, lively and cute girl four years ago. It can be compared with the way she sang and the songs she chose.
Back then, she chose some cheerful and strong-tempo songs. While singing, she also had to do all kinds of cute dance moves. But now, she was sitting quietly singing, and the songs she chose were also deep and sad love songs.
And I was still the same as before, smoking smoke silently and listening to her singing quietly. Of course, my mood at this moment was completely different from four years ago. At that time, I was immersed in Ferena's singing and was deeply moved by her loveliness. Now, I only feel infinite guilt in my heart. Because tonight, I will hurt this lovely girl and push her into the abyss of pain with my own hands.
So, I felt extremely uncomfortable inside, and I could only smoke constantly. Ferena sang three songs, but I had already smoked the sixth cigarette.
When the prelude to the fourth song sounded, Ferena put the microphone back, walked off the stage, came to me, sat down quietly, and looked at me silently.
I asked strangely, "Why don't you sing?"
Ferena shook her head and said softly: "I don't have the mood to sing. I know, you have something to say to me tonight, right?"
My heart trembled, and I subconsciously looked away, not daring to look at her. It is said that a woman's sixth sense is very keen, and now it seems that it is true. I haven't said anything yet, Ferena has realized it.
Then, I heard her sighing in a low voice. After the sigh, there was a long silence.
I had to continue smoking desperately. I had no courage at all, and then I became even more anxious. Half of the cigarette quickly made me suck my head. I pressed the cigarette heavily into the ashtray. After rinsing it hard, I immediately picked up the cigarette box on the table, took out a cigarette and fell it into my mouth.
However, when I picked up the lighter and prepared to light it, Ferena suddenly reached out and gently took off the cigarette from my mouth.
Then, I felt her body leaning towards me.
Nothing was said, Ferena gently spread my hands, slowly leaned down, and her face rested on the base of my thighs.
I looked down at her in surprise. I didn't know what she meant, so I whispered: "Ferena..."
Ferena hugged my waist with both hands, nodded softly, but said, "Have you made a decision? Let me ask me out tonight to tell me your final choice?"
I could only remain silent, which was equivalent to giving her a promise.
Ferena sighed again, holding me tighter with her hands. After a while, she said quietly: "Can you...wait for a while before telling me your choice? Let me... hold you like this. I'm afraid... I won't have a chance later."
My heart suddenly ached faintly. I knew in my heart that Ferena might have guessed what my decision was. But why, she was so calm? Has she been mentally prepared long ago?
I saw Ferena raised her neck and stared at me in a daze. Her beautiful eyes contained infinite deep feelings. I felt guilty and could not look directly at her eyes. Just when she was about to avoid it, she suddenly heard her say, "Dai Yong, have you ever loved me?"
My heart trembled again and I immediately replied: "Of course I loved it!"
Ferena smiled and said, "How much love do you have?"
I said, "I love it very much!"
"Very very, very much, how much love do you have?"
I can't answer, but there is one thing I must be sure, I love Ferena, absolutely not as much as Ferena loves me. I feel ashamed of my firmness towards love.
Fortunately, Ferena didn't mean to ask me to answer. She just smiled and looked at me, her eyes a little confused, as if she was recalling the scene when she fell in love with me.
After a while, the confusion in Ferena's eyes disappeared, and she began to look at me intently, and said softly: "Do you know... when did I start falling in love with you?"
I was stunned, but I didn't expect her to ask me this question. I quickly recalled it, but found that I really didn't know when Ferena began to really like me. In fact, I still don't understand what her daughter, as a daughter, really like me. There are so many men who are better than me, so why does she favor me alone?
Before I could shake my head, Ferena answered this question to herself, saying, "Actually, when we first met, I had a good impression of you. Do you still remember? That day you stopped my car and said that you wanted to save a female colleague who was in a car accident. Although it was funny to lose money, it made me feel that you were very cute. I remember that Shi Shanshan was not your girlfriend at that time, right? For a female colleague, you actually kidnapped me to help you save people. For some reason, I felt that you were like a knight at that time. For a beloved woman, you could protect her and charge for her. At that time, I was thinking, it would be great if there was a man like this for me in the future."
I listened quietly, and before I knew it, I also remembered the scene when I first met Ferena.
Ferena continued, "Later, for the sake of Tang Xiaoru and my father, I came to you. Out of a strange mind, I wanted to try what it would be like to let you protect me. So, I forced you to be a bodyguard for me, haha. At the beginning, you were really incompetent. Every time you looked for you, you were pushing and hindering, as if I was just a big trouble. But that day, you were fighting with a group of hooligans in the bar to protect me, and the feeling of being protected by you came. You don't know
, I was so excited at that time. I grew up so old. This is the first time that a man fought desperately with others for everything and regardless of life and death. In my eyes, you were the knight in my life at that time, so brave and dazzling. My heart was pounding for you. That night when I got home, I had insomnia. I missed you all night. The next day, I made up my mind to make you truly become the knight in my life, forever and forever, just to protect me."
When I heard this, I was speechless. Ferena was really simple at that time! Have you read too many fairy tales? Just because I fought with those hooligans to protect her, I became the knight in her life?
Ferena looked at me, still so affectionate. She was smiling, and her whole body seemed to be trapped in her own fantasy.
However, the more she did, the more I felt nervous. Ferena's love for me was a bit obsessed with. It was a girl's fantasy of love, pure secular concepts without any slightest mix.
Chapter completed!