Ferena was still murmuring and whispering her love for me. She looked like she was trapped in her fantasy of love. I was frightened and worried.

This situation was something I had never thought of before. I thought that although Ferena loved me deeply, she was still within the scope of reason no matter what. Even if I could reject her love, she should be able to bear it.

Just like when she left me, although I was in pain and sad, I finally accepted the reality and slowly recovered?

But now I suddenly realized that this was probably my wish. Ferena's persistence in love might not be just as simple as her loving me. There are also things I had never thought of before.

That is, this is her spiritual pillar! Why can a girl endure four years of loneliness? What is the reason that prompted her to endure humiliation and grit her teeth and persevere?

That is because she firmly believes that her persistence and hard work will receive a beautiful reward. It is precisely with such a belief that she did not surrender and did not fall down. Coming back with me is the only purpose and motivation of her life.

Moreover, I realized that because of this, [Yun Ruoyunxi sanctified the love with me in her heart. It was no longer an ordinary love, it was an epic, a legend, and a fairy tale. It was a beautiful dream woven in the heart of a girl, extremely noble and beautiful.

I can't imagine that once Ferena's dream was broken, the only spiritual pillar that supported her persistence was destroyed, could she still bear it?

What kind of consequence will it be if you can't bear it?

When I thought of the consequences, my back suddenly felt cold sweat. If...that kind of terrible thing happened, such as Ferena could not bear the blow and went crazy, or committed suicide in pessimism and despair...

No matter which one it is, I will be guilty and unforgivable!

If this is true, how can I still survive? Where can I still have the face to live? If I don’t want to live anymore, what should my wife Tang Xiaoru do?

For a moment, my mind was disordered and all kinds of thoughts arose, like a mess that could not be cleaned up.

This is really the biggest problem I have encountered in my life. I really don’t want to hurt anyone, but if I don’t hurt others, this matter cannot be solved. If the harm is too severe, it will harm others and yourself. Not only will the problem not be solved, it will cause an irreversible tragedy.

Then what should I do? Oh my God! Why? What kind of difficulties will I encounter?

Just as I was in great trouble and pain, Ferena gradually lost her voice. I looked down and saw that she had closed her eyes. She smiled slightly, as if she had imagined the most beautiful scene, and was immersed in it.

I had no choice but to shout in my heart: Ferena! Please don’t want this [Yun Ruoyunxi looks like. The more you fantasize, the greater the disappointment. Then you can’t bear it, and I can’t bear it either! Be more sober and be more open-minded! Without me, life still has a beautiful place. Why bother so deeply and unable to pull it out?

Of course, Ferena couldn't hear the shouting in my heart. I didn't know what he thought of, but the smile on his face became more and more joyous, so he laughed at the end.

Then, she opened her eyes. She stared at me affectionately and said softly: "Dai Yong, do you still remember the first time we kissed?"

Looking at Ferena's eyes, I naturally remembered the first time I kissed her. The heavy snow, the leaking point in the snow...

Involuntarily, tenderness surged in my heart. I nodded and said, "Of course I remember!"

Ferena slowly supported her upper body, and her hands were supported on her thighs, still staring at me, and said with a smile: "What were you thinking at that time?"

I was stunned for a moment, turned my head and thought for a while, and said, "At that time, I felt incredible that I was kissing you. I never thought beforehand that you would like me."

Ferena's little face was getting closer and closer, and soon, I was only a few centimeters away from my little mouth.

Her eyes began to be confused and she murmured softly: "Then do you... know why I like you now?"

My heartbeat began to speed up. Ferena's face was so close that even though I was stupid, I knew what she wanted to do now. If it were the past, of course I wouldn't be polite. I would have held her in my arms and kissed her hard. But now... I could only lean back slightly and called her like a reminder: "Ferna!"

My reminder did not work. Ferena was completely trapped in her longing for love or fantasy. She had even closed her eyes, her red mouth slightly opened, and she exhaled like Lan De: "Kiss me, even the last time, okay?"

I...I was stunned!

Even if it was the last time? What does it mean?

Could it be...Ferena is ready to kiss me for being rejected [Yun Ruoyunxi is ready and is planning to kiss me goodbye?

Looking at the little mouth in front of me, my heart was suddenly confused. If... if this is true, what reason do I have to refuse this kiss?

Yes, now I already have a wife, and it is immoral to kiss women other than my wife. However, Ferena has made sacrifices that ordinary people cannot imagine for four years. I have no need to repay her, and it is already considered ungrateful. Now, Ferena seems to not ask for my love anymore. What she wants is just a kiss from me. If I don’t even want to satisfy her, then am I still a human being?

After only a few seconds of struggling, I completely put aside all distractions. At this time, everything I thought was unnecessary. If my kiss could make up for her efforts to me, even if it shouldn’t be, I would do it!

So, I immediately stretched out my hands to hold her waist, lowered my head, and immediately kissed her deeply...

This kiss was not as tender as water at all. Instead, it was a little crazy. As soon as Sichun met, Ferena immediately raised her hand and hooked my neck and pressed my head down. At the same time, her mouth opened and her little tongue spitted, she tangled with me frantically.

In the past, I kissed Ferena and was always so sweet. But this time, I was fighting, and my tongue was both enemies and us for two days.

Ferena was actually the main attacker, but I could only resist stubbornly.

With Ferena's active attack, my posture and I began to change slowly. At some point, it turned out that she was kissing me with her head down, and I could only lean back and accept it passively.

After kissing for a while, I felt her body pressing up, and I couldn't support it anymore. The sofa of the treasure chest was already wide and open, and there was no place to rely on on my back. As her body continued to press up, I finally couldn't hold it back and fell backwards.

After falling down with a plop, Ferena's body naturally pressed up. As the sofa shakes, he suddenly withdrew his tongue, stretched out his hands and supported his upper body.

At this time, I thought she had finally finished the kiss and was about to get up. When I was panting, I saw her legs tightening, and she was on the sofa, and riding on me. He was also panting, while sitting directly on my stomach with no politeness, leaning down and looking straight at me. There seemed to be an indescribable fanaticism in her eyes, as if... I was her prey, and she was about to swallow me in one bite.

I started to feel something was wrong, and while continuing to hold up, I said, "Ferena, what do you want to do?"

But as soon as I supported myself, Ferena immediately reached out to push my shoulders hard. With a plop, I had to fall down again. Moreover, while I fell down, her hands [Yun Ruoyunxi quickly pressed on both sides of my shoulders, and her upper body tilted. She controlled me firmly and did not give me a chance to get up.

I simply stopped moving, looking at Ferena's slightly red eyes, knowing that she might be out of control, so it would be better not to anger her first. So, I just looked at her calmly, and said nothing, and saw what she wanted to do.

Sure enough, after a while, Ferena bit her and started talking, saying, "Dai Yong, you have made up your mind to not want me, right?"

Goose Da): The annoying New Year greetings are finally over. From today on, I will resume normal updates. As for my new book, I was stumped at the beginning. Everyone said, is the protagonist of Xianxia novels better to travel through time? Or not to travel through time?
Chapter completed!