The unexpected meeting and conversation with Shi Shanshan actually prompted me to make up my mind and understand what I should do the most. Soon, I said goodbye to her and left, and hurried to my own home.

When I got home, it was already morning hours. I didn't expect that Tang Xiaoru hadn't slept yet. When she pushed open the door, she saw her sitting on the sofa in the living room.

Almost as I saw her, Tang Xiaoru had already gotten up from the sofa and walked towards me quickly. With a bumpy expression on her face, she called me: "Husband..."

I'm sweating! It's been more than two months since I got married, and this is the first time I heard her call me husband. I immediately realized that Tang Xiaoru was worried. She didn't know what the result of my consideration for one night was. This husband was reminding me that I was her husband. No matter what I decided to do, I can't change this fact.

I said, "It's so late, why are you not sleeping?"

Tang Xiaoru shook her head and immediately snuggled into my arms, saying, "I can't sleep. If you are not at home, I feel uneasy."

I said oh, patted her back gently. Then I said, "Okay, I'm back now, take a shower and go to bed, and I'll go to work tomorrow."

Tang Xiaoru nodded, but her body did not move. After a while, she seemed to have plucked up the courage: "Have you... done? Prepare... how to treat Ferena?"

I know that Tang Xiaoru is waiting here to ask me this. I smiled, closed my hands, and hugged her body a little tighter. I said softly: "Don't worry, I've already thought about it. Tomorrow, I will go and explain to Ferena clearly that the person I love is you, and I will never leave you and be with her."

Tang Xiaoru suddenly had a mixture of surprises, raised her head suddenly, was excited and confused, "Really? Then... how do you plan to repay her love for you?"

I shook my head and said, "There is no way to repay me. Since I can't live up to you, it means I have to let Ferena down. This is an impossible thing to have the best of both worlds. I can't satisfy you both. Then, let her hate me. I thought it through and decided. Even if Ferena hates me for the rest of her life, she will still be with the person I love."

In that moment, I saw my wife's eyes quickly filled with tears of joy. Two seconds later, her little mouth suddenly came over and began to kiss my face like crazy.

"Husband, I'm so happy, thank you, thank you..."

When I heard the word "Thank you", my mood suddenly became extremely heavy. This was what my husband should do, but it made her express her gratitude excitedly. This shows how much pressure Ferena brought to her and how much anxiety and fear she felt in her heart.

I hugged her tighter and thought to myself: Immediately, all this will be over. In the future, I will not let you worry about me. Although it is cruel to treat Ferena like this. But for your laughter, I am willing to bear all the sins and infamy.

Since I made the decision, I no longer hesitated. The next day, I called Ferena and asked her to come out to meet in the evening. Ferena didn't know what I planned. She was very happy to hear that I actually asked her for an appointment. She said that she hadn't been singing karaoke for a long time and asked me to sing with her tonight.

I don't care, anyway, as long as I see her, I made an appointment for the time and place of meeting, so I put down the phone.

I lit a cigarette and began to think carefully about how I should speak at night so that Ferena could accept my choice more easily.

But I know that no matter what kind of tactful way I use, it will bring fatal blows and injuries to Ferena. I can even imagine how painful and despair she will be when Ferena hears me telling my final choice. Tonight, I will inevitably face a tormented condemnation of conscience. Perhaps, in this life, I will be deeply guilty of this heavy guilt, and this heavy guilt will torture me forever.

However, I have no other choice. Because if I choose Ferena, it will also cause great harm to my wife. I will also be guilty for the rest of my life and will never have happiness.

So, I agree with what Shi Shanshan said. Since it is bound to hurt someone, then protect the person you love the most!

Night came. After work, Tang Xiaoru and I had dinner outside together. She knew that I would meet Ferena in the evening, so after dinner, I went home alone. I walked to the meeting place I had made an appointment with Ferena.

When I was walking on the road, the wind blew! Tonight, it was very cold. When the wind blew, I felt like I was in an ice cave. My mood was as cold as this weather, without a trace of warmth.

After more than ten minutes, I arrived downstairs of the KTV. When I walked here, I immediately stopped. Looking at the open space downstairs, I suddenly felt very complicated.

Four years ago, it was here. That day, it just started snowing. Ferena danced in the snow and expressed her feelings to me for the first time.

That scene is still deeply impressed by and unforgettable! Unexpectedly, four years later, we returned here. But this time, we are coming to end the relationship between me and her.

My heart couldn't help but feel infinite emotion. The cycle of worldly affairs is really unpredictable. No matter how I, Damn Ferena, started and ended from where. At that time, I thought he was just a little girl's impulse and did not take this relationship seriously. However, time proved everything. Ferena's unwavering determination in love is unswerving to death! On the contrary, I failed her most sincere and innocent feelings.

In my heart, I felt guilty and uneasy, a kind of unnamed heavy feeling that made me feel like I was breathless.

This is the so-called guilty feeling? This feeling will be with me for the rest of my life and I will never be able to get rid of it. When I think of waiting for a while, I will push the person who loves me into the abyss of pain, I can't help it and my whole body begins to tremble.

It’s not because the weather is cold, but because my heart is twitching and bleeding!

At this time, I heard a roar of the car engine coming from behind, followed by two sounds of car horns, as if they were coming for me.

I turned around and saw Ferena pressing the familiar Porsche, rubbed my body and parked in the parking space downstairs.

Immediately, Ferena got out of the car and trotted to me with a smile.

"Hehe, have you been waiting for me for a long time? By the way, do you still remember this place? This place is our first kiss, you won't forget it, right?"
Chapter completed!