Chapter 124 Homecoming
When I woke up in the morning, Xiaoyu was no longer in my arms. Judging from the sound from the kitchen, I knew she was preparing breakfast. I put on my clothes and got up and left the bedroom. Xiaoyu tied her hair on her head, put on a coat over her pajamas, and had an apron around her waist. She was stirring eggs in the kitchen in a fake manner.
I walked over and hugged her from behind. Xiaoyu looked back at me and laughed: "Hate, don't make a fuss, I'm making breakfast for you!"
I laughed in my heart, ignored her, and blew gently in her ear, and Xiaoyu giggled. I began to kiss her earlobe, and then kissed her jade neck along her ear. Xiaoyu's breath gradually became heavier, and a slight moan was heard from her mouth and nose. With a "pop", Xiaoyu put the egg bowl in her hand on the kitchen table, turned around and hugged me and raised her neck and kissed me. I flashed my head and dodged and continued to kiss her little neck. Xiaoyu smiled, hugged my head and closed her eyes and enjoyed it.
I kissed all the way down and suddenly saw the necklace pendant on her chest, the invisible necklace pendant that had seriously injured Qianhui. My heart sank at that time and stopped moving my mouth. Seeing that I stopped, Xiaoyu opened her eyes and said to me, "Cheng Dong, what's wrong?"
I felt uncomfortable, and sighed inwardly, and said with a forced smile: "It's nothing, make breakfast for me quickly, I'm hungry." Xiaoyu is such a smart person, and immediately understood what was going on. She sighed lightly, pinched my hand, looked at my eyes, and blamed him: "Cheng Dong, you're thinking about it again!"
I smiled bitterly and didn't say anything. Xiaoyu said again: "Cheng Dong, the matter has passed, and I can't let the past life always pester you. You are a man. Whether you are right or wrong, you have to straighten your back and walk on, and your life has to continue! If you always look like this, not only will you be sorry for your wife, but you will also be sorry for me and Yaoyao. Don't you want Yaoyao and I to be in pain and depression with you all your life in the future?"
I sighed a long time, reached out and hugged her in my arms and said, "Xiaoyu, don't worry, I will get better and will not disappoint you and Yaoyao. But now things have only been a few hours, so you have to relieve me for a while."
Xiaoyu looked at me and did not continue the topic, saying, "Are you going back to move today?" I felt ache in my heart, "Hmm". Xiaoyu stared at my eyes and said, "Okay, today I will give you a day off, you can go and move. If I need me to help you, I can also go with you."
I sighed inwardly, thinking that you would accompany me. No matter how cold-blooded and ruthless I wouldn't do such a thing! Actually, I also know that Xiaoyu said that moving with me was to remind me. She was afraid that I would be soft-hearted and turned backwards. Alas, can I... still move back now? So I smiled bitterly and said, "Thank you, the beautiful boss, can give me a day off, but I'd better move my family by myself, it won't be a problem for you!"
Xiaoyu angrily glanced at me, snorted, and said aggrievedly: "You knew you were so upset and depressed that you came to me. Now you are in a good mood, of course I don't have to bother! Besides, you won't move to me again? Now that stinky girl Yaoyao is so proud. You and her can stay together, and I have to stay alone in the empty room!" As she said that, she turned around and picked up the egg bowl and stirred it up one by one.
Although I knew that Xiaoyu was playing with her little character half-fake and half-true, I still felt very distressed. I kissed her on the face and said, "Xiaoyu, I'm so sorry, it's all my fault. I'm not good about you. I'll let you be wronged, but I'll let you accompany me with absurdity. I'm really..."
"Oh, are you annoying? They are teasing you! Go wash your face and brush your teeth quickly, don't delay making breakfast!" Xiaoyu interrupted me and drove me out of the kitchen.
After I washed up, I ate the breakfast she made with Xiaoyu. The breakfast was very simple, each person had a glass of milk, a piece of bread, a few slices of ham, and a mess of fried eggs. Looking at Xiaoyu's breakfast, I smiled and shook my head, but my heart was filled with warmth and happiness. I sat down and ate it in big mouthfuls. I would like to eat Xiaoyu's bad breakfast for the rest of my life. This is the life I want.
After breakfast, Xiaoyu went to work in the company. I put on my dried clothes and drove back to move. Along the way, my heart kept falling, and my heart still couldn't get rid of the heavy weight. It is said that marriage is the grave of love. Without marriage, love will die without a place of burial. What is a failed marriage? Is it rebirth, liberation? Or an abyss, or hell? I don't know the answer yet, but I know very well that the guilt in my heart and the tingling feeling brought to me by memories will never be able to truly get rid of it in my life.
I opened the door and entered the room. Qianhui didn't go to work. She sat in the living room. When she saw me coming in, she didn't say anything, but just looked at me calmly. I had no face to say that, and after a while, she said, "I'll move." She closed her eyes and turned her head in pain.
I took a deep breath and walked past her. I found a large suitcase and started to hold my own things. Qianhui returned to calm and watched me wandering through the room. The air seemed to have solidified and the atmosphere was suffocating. I didn't have many things, except for clothes, but I still stuffed a suitcase full of them. In the end, there was a photo rack left for me. It was originally placed on my Tianyuan's desk, but I took it home after resigning. It was the one she gave me when Qianhui and I were just together. I don't know if I should take it away.
I looked at this photo, which was Qianhui's bright eyes and sweet smile. I suddenly felt sad, my nose began to heat up, and my heart was filled with reluctance again. Why did I look at it for more than five years but didn't realize it until the last moment when I discovered her preciousness? I sighed and put it in the suitcase speechlessly. If I could, I was even willing to forget this marriage and Qianhui, but there were some things in my life that I couldn't give up, just because I didn't want to deceive myself.
"Since you are leaving, why are you still carrying it?" At some point, Qianhui had already stood up and leaned against the door frame, standing behind me.
"Qianhui, I..." I turned around and said nothing. Qianhui looked at me with eyes, but her face was still expressionless, without tears, or even sadness, but I knew her heart was bleeding.
"Forget it, if you want to take it away, take it away." Qianhui smiled faintly, as if she was mocking herself. This was the first time I saw her expression change after entering the door.
I packed my things silently, but Qianhui was still standing at the door blocking the door. I didn't know what to do. Qianhui looked at me, sighed slightly, and made way out. I felt ashamed, lowered my head and dragged the big suitcase in front of her. When I came, it was this big suitcase, and when I left, it was this big suitcase.
"Cheng Dong." Qianhui suddenly said.
I stopped and turned around.
Qianhui looked at me with resentment and said, "There is really nothing that can make you nostalgic for this home?"
I was so sad that I was in great pain, and I didn't dare to look at her.
Qianhui walked up to me, looked up at me and said, "You are not afraid, will you regret it in the future?"
I saw two lines of tears flowing silently from her cheeks, and I almost hugged her in my arms and hugged her head and cried bitterly. I forced myself to hold it back, gritted my teeth, and said, "Qianhui, I'm afraid, I'm very scared, but I have no choice now, even if I really regret it in the future, I will recognize it."
After hearing what I said, Qianhui seemed to not know me, half open her mouth and stared at me. After a long time, she sighed softly, half turned around, and said, "You go." I took two steps, and I really couldn't bear it. I looked back at her, and Qianhui kept her original posture. I closed my eyes, walked to the door quickly.
"Husband!" A heartbreaking cry sounded behind me. With a burst of rapid footsteps, Qianhui rushed over, hugged my waist, and pressed it behind me and cried bitterly, "Don't leave...please... don't leave..."
I stopped and sighed secretly, and my heart softened again. The tears that I had endured for a long time finally flowed down. At this moment, I felt really naive and failed. It turned out that my seemingly huge determination was all made of paper! Why did I stop in the moment before going out? Why did the bitterness in my heart break the dam in an instant? Why? Why is it so difficult for me to be a despicable villain whom I am referring to?
God! Did I do something wrong in my previous life that I would suffer such torture in this life!
I took a deep breath, calmed down and said, "Qianhui, don't do this."
"No! I won't let you go! I won't let you go!"
"Qianhui! Let go of your hand!" I made up my heart, raised my voice, and growled, "I said everything I should say last night. What's the point of doing this?"
"I don't care! I won't let you go anyway! I won't let go, and I won't let go even if I die!"
Alas! I sighed and had no choice. At this time, my phone rang, and the sound of Qingyang music made Qianhui and I recover from awakening. Qianhui let go of my hand and I connected the phone.
"Dong, it's me." Yaoyao's timid voice came from the phone.
"Oh, Yaoyao, is there anything wrong?"
"...I, I'm fine. Just...didn't your sister get married yesterday? I think...I want to ask..."
"Yaoyao." I looked at Qianhui beside me and interrupted, "It's inconvenient for me to speak now, so I'll talk later."
"...Oh, okay." Through the phone line, I felt that Yaoyao's heart had fallen into the bottomless pit.
I hung up the phone, but Yaoyao's loneliness, helplessness and panic still shook my heart. I turned around, looked at Qianhui, and said bitterly: "Qianhui, I'm really sorry, I really have no other way now."
Qianhui sighed lightly, took a step forward, reached out to rub the tears on my face, and said, "Cheng Dong, I will let you go. But I will not agree to divorce you for the time being. There are many reasons, but one thing I want to tell you first, it's not that I refuse to let you go, nor that I want to take revenge on you, because I know that you are not without me in your heart. Moreover, marriage is a major event in life. We have been together for so many years. The word divorce is a wound that cannot be healed in life. If you regret it, it is not something you can bear with the word "recognition". So, I think...you should leave, just take it, just treat it as both of us calm down first. Do you think this is the case... okay?"
My heart was as if my heart was shattered, and I felt an indescribable feeling of pain. Qianhui suffered a huge inner pain and made such a decision. This... was all for me! And Qianhui said this, which was equivalent to letting me go. I looked at her, said "um" in my mouth, and agreed. Then I carried the big suitcase, turned around and went out of the door, and didn't dare to turn my head. I ran downstairs and got into the car as fast as possible.
It turns out that moving is really hard, it is completely different from carrying a water cup to change the office.
Sitting in the car, I sighed and looked up at the distance. It didn't rain today. The sky is a dark color that loves black or not. It will not be clear because of my going or staying. I am infinitely sad, infinitely sad, and my fragile emotions hurt people too deeply. Some things are really difficult to face because I have never been strong enough.
I started the car speechlessly, and with the roar of the car, I left. This time, I really left.
Finally returning to my new home, I felt very tired, both in my body and in my heart. As soon as I opened the door, I heard a burst of rapid opening and footsteps. Yaoyao ran out of the room and saw me and the big suitcase behind me, stunned: "Dong, you...you...you are..."
I forced a smile and said, "I'll go home."
With a scream, Yaoyao opened her arms and ran towards me, jumped up suddenly in front of me, I smiled and hugged her. Yaoyao hugged my neck, wrapped her legs around my waist, and hung her whole body on me. Yaoyao lay on my shoulder and said, "Dong, you are finally home, I'm waiting so hard... wuwu... wuwu..." Yaoyao was extremely happy and actually started to cry. I felt sad and bitter. Who said that the newcomer could only laugh, Yaoyao... wasn't she just crying!
I kissed her face and said, "Yaoyao, I'm homeless now. Are you willing to take me in?" Yaoyao laughed, and with tears in her eyes and her small forehead, she bumped into me. Yaoyao's happiness inspired me. This time, I met her, and with a "bang", the two of them hit each other heavily, and they screamed in pain again.
Yaoyao stroked her head, frowned at me, and said, "Dong, you are so bad!"
I smiled and said, "I know I'm broken, do you still like me?"
Yaoyao didn't say anything, smiled mischievously, then hugged my neck, opened her mouth and kissed me...
A new life begins from this moment, and happiness comes from this moment. After more than thirty years of life, I no longer believe in life, but I believe that happiness will not grow old. Life is often just one joke after another. There is too little pure happiness in life. No matter how far we go, we will eventually go home.
Chapter completed!