With a "bang", I closed the car door, and my heart was shocked again, and my depressed feelings could no longer be controlled. I lay on the steering wheel and cried bitterly, vented my whole heart, then wiped my tears and started the car.

Chevrolet roared and rushed out. The headlights of the car illuminated the road ahead, and it was bright. The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and it had become a rainstorm. From time to time, faint thunder came from afar. The strong wind in the rain blew the trees beside the road, and the rain was blown away by the wind to the night sky and splashed everywhere. On this rainy night, everything seemed to be struggling and twisting in distortion.

It's a strong wind! It's a heavy rain! Tear everything apart, I'm obsessed with the broken and flying posture!

I stared coldly at the journey of heavy rain in the night. This rain came at the right time. It made my catharsis even more refreshing. I am now a complete Chen Shimei, but I don’t care. So what can Chen Shimei? I will use it on me if I am despicable, shameless, hypocritical, and deeds! I will calmly accept all the most vicious adjectives in the world! From now on, I will live for myself, and no longer be afraid of human beings to be evil!

If feelings can only make me feel helpless, then I ban this damn love; if the existence of a family can only add to my heart, then I reject the so-called responsibility for marriage. All conscience, morality, and law are just shit and drowss, and they are all fucking me! As for secular vision and rumors, they are worthless. I just want to love the people I want to love, do what I want to do, and live the life I want to live, and I don’t care about the rest!

At this moment, my soul was as dry and twisted as the trees on the road.

My face was ferocious, as if I was going crazy, I drove the car quickly, cursing all the way to the downstairs of Xiaoyu's house. I got out of the car and let the rain swell and wet my hair and clothes. I went upstairs and opened the door with the key. As soon as I walked into the living room, the light in Xiaoyu's bedroom was on. I felt bitter again. When I was with me, Xiaoyu slept very much and always snores, but when I was alone,... alas!

Xiaoyu came out of the bedroom and looked at me in surprise. I forced a smile and took off the wet clothes on my body. Xiaoyu turned around and ran to the bathroom to take a big towel, walked to me and gently wiped my head, face, and rain on my neck. I looked at Xiaoyu's thin pajamas, felt distressed, and reached out to grab the towel and said, "You go back to the bed first, I wipe it and go."

The spring nights in the north are very cold and can easily cause people to catch a cold, let alone such a rainy night.

Xiaoyu smiled helplessly, listened to my words, turned around and entered the bedroom. I wiped a few randomly, took off my coat, and entered the bedroom. Xiaoyu half leaned against the bed and looked at me with pain, full of love. I put on the cage and lifted her top and pierced her face into her warm arms. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the soft feeling of her body temperature. My heart was much calmer. Xiaoyu stroked my hair that had not yet been dried and said softly: "You told her."

"Well, that's right. She's found out."

"Then she... agrees?"

"disagree."

"Then she... must be very sad, right?"

I sat up and said, "I don't care whether I'm sad or not. Anyway, in the eyes of many people, I'm already worse than beasts. From now on, I only have you and Yaoyao in my heart, and I don't care about anything. I will concentrate on achieving our highest goal. Whoever dares to stop me will get rid of anyone, killing Buddha when I meet the Buddha, and killing demons when I meet the demon." As I said and gestured, I became excited again.

Xiaoyu sighed slightly, got up and hugged my head, and held me in her arms with heartache, her eyes turned red. I reached out to put my arms around her waist and let her hold it. This feeling was so good. If it weren't for Xiaoyu, I really didn't know how I would survive this night.

Xiaoyu hugged me for a while, stroked my head and said softly: "Chengdong, the matter has passed, don't be sad anymore, you will never have to suffer any more pain and condemnation. From now on, no matter how big the matter is, I will deal with it with you. I will always follow you, comfort you, and never let you suffer again."

All my excitement and emotions collapsed in Xiaoyu's tenderness and love. I sighed against her warm breasts and said in pain: "Xiaoyu, to be honest, Qianhui has always been very good to me. She has helped me a lot over the years, but now I have abandoned her ruthlessly. You don't know, looking at her heartbroken and heartbroken look, I really can't help but feel uncomfortable. I can't forgive myself in my life!"

Xiaoyu held my face with both hands and looked at me deeply, "Cheng Dong, don't think too much, don't blame yourself too much. Time will dilute everything, whether you are to you or her. Besides, long pain is worse than short pain. It's just a matter of time before you face this choice, or you are sorry for her, or you are sorry for me and Yaoyao. Besides, the freezing three feet is not a day's cold. When you come to this point, I will never believe that it's your fault. How can a slap sound like a slap?"

I pinched Xiaoyu's hand that was touched by my face and said, "That's right, Qianhui has never made any mistakes after all. It was me that I was fickle and cheated. No matter how she said that she was innocent, she was a victim. I can leave her cruelly, but if I want me to forgive myself from now on, I really... I really can't do it."

Xiaoyu glanced at me disdainfully and said, "What does it mean that she has no mistakes! What does it mean to cheat! Is it because you have an affair that you have to take all the responsibilities? This is not fair at all. Cheng Dong, let me tell you frankly, although your wife is a good woman, I don't like her, and even look down on her. She put aside you when you need her the most. Which woman can treat her husband like this? Even in normal times, she just did the superficial work that a wife should do and never really care about you. She didn't take the exam I have thought about what you are thinking and wanting, and never ask for anything from you. In other words, except for those superficial work, she has neither fulfilled her wife's obligations nor demanded her rights. After living together for a few years, you are simply apart from a pair of walking dead bodies. In front of her, you just have the identity of a husband, and it is a sign for her to face the world as a successful woman. You don't feel like a husband at all! I even suspect that you don't even feel like a man!"

Xiaoyu's words made me dumbfounded.

Looking at my shocked look, Xiaoyu continued: "Compared with her, although I can't do the superficial work of washing and cooking, I will at least do it. And I know what you are thinking and what you need. I will really love you, care about you, and even spoil you and spoil you. And your wife, she is not even as good as Yaoyao. Maybe it's hard for Yaoyao to know what you are thinking, but when she truly regards herself as your woman, she will make you feel all kinds of demands to you with peace of mind. Even if you feel a headache, it will make you feel the pride of being a man and make you understand the responsibility of being a husband. To be honest, your wife has lived with you for a few years, except for psychological pressure, she has given you nothing, but just blindly making you feel guilty and touching you, but this does not mean love. Think about it carefully." Xiaoyu's extremely selfish and shameless talk was already harsh in the end.

I looked at Xiaoyu with an uneven face, smiled bitterly, and said, "Xiaoyu, why... can you say that?"

"Why can't it be! Am I wrong?" Xiaoyu said she was tired, squinted her eyes, put her hands on my neck, and put her head on my shoulder, and said a little aggrievedly, "Cheng Dong, I can love you with all my heart, and let you love you; I can be a strong woman, shelter you from the wind and rain, charge in the battle, or be a little woman to make you feel pain and spoil you. I dare say that you have never got these feelings in her!"

I sighed, reached out and hugged her in my arms, and said, "No matter whether you are making a point of being unreasonable or unreasonable, it really makes me feel much more comfortable. Xiaoyu, thank you! I am really lucky to meet you in my life. You will always be the greatest achievement in my life. Don't worry, I will cheer up."

Xiaoyu smiled proudly, put her mouth in my ear and whispered: "Everyone said I know what you think. We two are the real people with similar smells, and no one can compare to them."

Facing such a little rain, what else can I say! I put my arms around her face and hugged her tightly.

Perhaps the same smell is not a good word, but in this heartbreaking night, I still feel extremely warm because Xiaoyu has no reservations for me. Although her words are shameless in theory and are even completely contrary to the secular morality, it is undeniable that her words do come to my heart. Xiaoyu and I are indeed as selfish, as despicable, and as smelly as I am. I feel happy for this and am willing to be proud of it.

Xiaoyu said again: "Chengdong, without the family that bothers you, our highest goal has finally completed the first step. From now on, I will accompany you, and Yaoyao, we will accompany you. If you think of the world of three, we will accompany you. If you think of Tahiti, we will go to Tahiti. We will be with you and turn your most romantic dream into reality."

Xiaoyu's words moved me so much that I burst into tears. I didn't know what to say, but I just hugged her tightly. When I was injured, who else could truly comfort me and soothe my painful heart?

Xiaoyu got up from my arms, kissed me gently on my lips, then hugged me and lay down, covered her quilt, turned off the lights casually, and said softly to me: "Cheng Dong, it's almost dawn, let's have a good sleep first."

"Well... Xiaoyu, you are so nice. You are the only one in the world who can understand me and be nice to me."

"……The same to you."
Chapter completed!