However, when I woke up again, I was still in the temple. I struggled to sit up, but found that I was helpless. Following the source of the pain, I lowered my eyes and saw the bandaged right hand. Perhaps it was Namo's evil taste. He wrapped the thin gauze layer by layer, and then wrapped it all the way to his shoulders. The bandage was very thick, which could be easily seen from the fact that I couldn't even bend my elbows.

So I raised my arm with difficulty, but finally I could only smile bitterly and put my arm down. What's the use of things now? Nowadays, this is the cause that I planted myself, and sooner or later, I will also eat bad consequences. The four words of cause and effect cycle are very fair. I supported my head and looked at the wooden beams above my head casually. It was still late at night outside. Of course, it may be just because of late autumn, so the night was extended. It was very quiet outside, and the autumn wind was rustling, like an angry lion. Even the peaceful temple could not calm it down. In late autumn, even the evening cicadas had returned to the soil and reincarnated again. Therefore, there were only geese flying south and some unknown birds outside. Even if the geese stopped to rest, they would not be too noisy, but some birds were not necessarily, even in such a dark night, they were not willing to show their existence lonely.

I am usually very annoyed by these sounds because once I wake up from a nightmare at night, I will never fall asleep again. On the one hand, I am still scared, and even if I let me sleep, I can't sleep well. On the other hand, the birds outside the window seem to only prefer me. Every day at the Yin hour, they start to make fun of each other, and then stop at two hours of Mao hour. But it was already dawn at this time, so I couldn't sleep no matter what. This situation has lasted for a long time. In this regard, I have also read books and asked Brother Shu, but they just thought that I was under too much pressure recently and couldn't sleep well, because the temple

The temple was originally in the deep mountains, and some birds were extremely normal. When they said this, I almost believed that this was just my own problem. The next morning, I still heard the noisy chirping. I couldn't find the reason everywhere, so I could only go to bed as soon as possible. After that, the situation was indeed much better, so I no longer struggled with it. Then on such a quiet night, I actually heard such noisy sounds again. I carefully turned sideways and looked outside. According to the birds outside, I was a little tired, and the sky outside was not very bright. At this point, I guessed that it was almost sunrise.

I looked out the window tirelessly. You have never seen birds here, but the sounds have always come from here. Every time, I always think of endless things, such as myself. Sometimes I look at my past, and I know that my life may be too bad. Brother Shu advised me to live in a mess, which was a good thing. Namo would also say this. He said this with a smile, inadvertently making this sentence seem particularly convincing, but I may be a person who is very good at contradicting himself.

I think I should be a very rational person, always living cautiously, and calculating gains and losses. Although I am not like the businessmen in the ordinary world who care about the small profits of being frivolous, since that is the case, there must be a reason. To put it in a more vivid way, I have an account book in my heart, regardless of money, but remember the kindness of others to me, and then carry these precious friendships on my back like a heavy burden. Sometimes I even feel exhausted and panting, hesitating, but at a loss.

I occasionally ask Nanwu about this matter very tactfully. He always disdains this and always jokes with me very seriously: "Yuli! You are still too young, and you will suffer others' kindness to you. Anyway, everything has cause and effect. Perhaps the cause you planted before has the fruit of the present, or the cause you planted by others. What kind of fruit will you bring to you in the future, just like now... I'll help you peel the orange, and now you can help me cook!" Although this is said in a not-so-serious tone, there is indeed some meaning in the words.

But I still frowned at that time, shook my head and wanted to say something, but later I was interrupted by Namo. He said that I was too serious and stubborn in everything, which was the same as "it was easy to break, but it was extremely strong and humiliating". So he advised me to be a little more tactful in dealing with people and not to worry about everything. I forgot what happened later, but many questions, but others' answers could not convince myself, and I would silently put the question back in my heart until I was free, and I took it out and chewed it carefully to find the reasons. Although I was a little tired of living like this, I could always think of something over time. For example, when I think about it now, I could only get one answer - I was sick.

I sneered. Although I felt that this answer was indeed a bit ridiculous, it was not aimless. Otherwise, why would nightmares last for many years? Just like in the materials I have read in the book, there is a kind of Gu. The middle-aged man was deeply trapped in dreams for many years and committed suicide. I frowned and regarded these unverified answers as truth. Whenever I was unreasonable, I would repeatedly advise myself in my heart. But as long as I had thoughts about this, these little thoughts would instantly magnify dozens of times and make people take action. This idea is also the only answer I can think of for so many years, otherwise why would I have such absurd and unreasonable thoughts at a young age?

I swayed and got up, sitting against the wall. The sky outside the window was already slightly bright, and the sound of birds had disappeared. So I hesitated for a moment, and finally sank into my dantian and shouted: "Is anyone there? I want to show my respect!" Then I was knocked on my forehead by a hard object. I looked innocently in the direction where the thing was thrown over. When I saw that the person was Sister Gan Yu, I was surprised. While rubbing my forehead innocently, I tilted my head and said: "Sister! Why are you next to me? I thought it was either Namo or Xiao Ge at such a big night? Who are they forget about the Baduan! They are willing to let our Sister Gan Yu watch the night like flowers?"

However, Sister Gan Yu was not grateful at all, and said with a normal expression: "Don't be poor! You probably didn't see how scary Namo's face was! On the night you fainted, no one dared to enter two meters around him, and even Shu didn't want to touch his bad head at this time. I advised you to put away your tail and be a human being, otherwise my sister wouldn't be able to protect you!" I was stunned by the fear, and said in fear: "Then... where is Namo now?"

Gan Yu smiled: "It's not far away, I'm still here just now. I'm probably going to see the medicine now! I'll be back soon, be ready!" I shook and wanted to ask a few more questions, and then I was attracted by the sound of steady and powerful footsteps outside the door. Judging from my understanding of everyone in the temple, the footsteps should be - Namo.

I frowned, and a series of methods flashed through my mind. Finally... the moment Namo came in, I suddenly sniffed and after I was ready, I planned to cry.
Chapter completed!