I rarely see Namo getting angry. I am angry for a few times, but on that kind-eyed face, the ridicule faded by 70 or 80 points, which is really not convincing. However, his face was very ugly at this time, and the anger in his eyes was so deep that it could not be ignored. I couldn't help but shrink my neck. Usually, I might even make harmless jokes with him at this moment, but at this time I really didn't dare to pull the hair from the tiger's head, so I could only follow him timidly, and then he pulled it to the ground. I was stunned by the fall, and my blood surged, and almost vomited a mouthful of blood. After all, after coming out of the canyon, my body's injuries have not healed yet. Seeing A Zheng like this these days, his appetite was naturally not much better. After struggling like this for a few days, his complexion became worse.

Now that Namo was angry, he fell to the ground directly... Although he didn't vomit blood in the end, he couldn't help but coughed several times before slowly calming down. Namo looked at me condescendingly, and he knelt on his cushion, looking at the Buddha statue on the precepts very sacredly. After a while, he looked at me coldly. There was no sadness or joy on his face, which was very similar to the Buddha statue on it. I looked at Namo in a daze. After a long time, Nan Wu took the lead in breaking the silence, his voice was cold, with some blood: "Do you want to live?"

I was stunned for a while and then said, "I don't know that those dreams are very real. I am often troubled by the feelings of people in my dreams. It's very sad. It makes me depressed for a while. I think you feel it too."

Namo lowered his eyes, and I couldn't see his expression clearly. He only heard his voice coming from a faraway place. There was a fragrance of flowers, a song of birds, and a gurgling stream, which gave me a rare peace. I was addicted for a moment, and it took a long time to say: "Namo, I seem to hear the sound of birds and wisteria flowers. It was the last time we went to Xunyang City, it was called this name! You seem to have gone too? Is that fragrance of flowers?

Nan Wu was silent, and then said, "You remember wrongly, I didn't go to Xunyang City that time." I was stunned for a while, and then asked blankly after a long reaction, "Is that right? It turned out that I remember wrongly, I always thought you were going!" Then my consciousness became more blurred, and I heard myself say, "I remember you went! Don't lie to me." The light in the world was a little dark, and I felt a little cold in my body, so I curled myself up and looked at Nan Wu blankly, not knowing what I was thinking. It took a long time to hear Nan Wu say, "It's all."

I'm lying to you, I've been to Xunyang City and I know that the wisteria flowers there smell very well." Then I smiled, maybe I saw the questions in my eyes, so before I could ask, I smiled and said, "You want to ask me why I lied to you before?" He tilted his head and gave the answer for a long time: "Because you haven't lost too much blood and are not awake, at most, after half an incense stick, you will faint. Then if half a cup of tea is still there and no one to bandage your wound, you will be lucky enough to see the black and white impermanence. Are you happy?"

I struggled to say something, but unfortunately I couldn't even hear the sound. For a long time, I felt that the world had slowly left me. A second before I was unconscious, Namo sat cross-legged there without moving, with a cold and compassionate expression.

——You don’t want to save me either?

——Why do I want to save you if you don’t want to live?

——Yes, then can you give me liberation? There is no more of the kind in the next life.

——Sorry, then I can’t do anything, you know it yourself! You only have one life to live, but this life is forever, so you are also destined to be lonely, and no one can help you.

——I understand, you go.

——It’s really ruthless! If you can’t help you, you will cross the river and burn the bridge, if it weren’t for the beginning...

--roll!

The last sharp shout was light but not to be ignored. Then the world fell into silence again. Then, I didn't know how long it took, and some light appeared in front of me. I chased the faint light and stumbled forward. After a long time, my legs and feet were already numb. I knew that once I stopped, I would definitely not be able to stand up, so I kept running, and then when I was suddenly tripped by a stone, and then fell. My knees hit the mud, and some tiny sand seeped into the flesh. Although it was not a particularly large wound, the blood was flowing. I looked at the blood gushing out of my knees and couldn't help but shout: "Is anyone? Save me!" However, all I got was silence, and then I lost my life because of it.

Later I seemed to have entered the underworld. The moon could not shine in, and the sun shining everywhere could not warm it. It seemed that there were a few people around one person, men and women, who looked ridiculous and mocking on their faces, but they kept kneeling respectfully on one knee. It was not an overly humble posture, but their flattery and desire in their hearts were brought out inadvertently. I actually didn't see the person surrounded in the middle.

Face, but for no reason... I thought he was me. Then I saw him standing there proudly, expressionless on his face, cold and cold, more like a piece of wood than Brother Shu. But I couldn't guess what Brother Shu was thinking, but at this moment I could see the man's meaning very easily. He felt disgusted, and when the little finger of his left hand was slightly raised, I clearly noticed his murderous intent, but for some reason, I didn't move, just walked into the hall behind as if no one was around.

Later it was another dream, but just when I thought it was another dream where I didn’t know the cause and effect, I had no expectations and no sense of resistance. Anyway, after all these years, I have been used to it, and sometimes I even experienced a bloody battle. Those scenes were as clear as those dreams just now, but the same thing, I couldn’t see the protagonist’s face clearly. Some of them were me, some of them seemed familiar, familiar but strange.

However, I made a mistake. The story didn't even have the beginning, so it was cut off by others. The fog in front of me spread out little by little until Qingming Festival. Then I fell asleep a little bit. Until this time, I felt safe and finally fell asleep. I no longer had any concerns. I had a premonition that I might be able to sleep well this time. Of course, before I fell asleep, I suddenly remembered what happened before I was unconscious. Thinking of Namo's cold eyes, I suddenly felt that I might not be dreaming, but maybe I was really going to hell this time?

I smiled relievedly, but I felt a little unwilling and disappointed.
Chapter completed!