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【111】Self-examination

Dongni Haiyi was punished by a math teacher to stand in the corridor for half of the class. If she was an introverted girl (such as An Zhi), she might have died, but Dongni Haiyi was neither particularly depressed nor used her period as an excuse. She stood up bravely outside in military posture.

After class, the math teacher found that Dongni Haiyi was still standing straight against the wall, and frowned slightly and said, "It's enough to get here. Pay attention to me next time in class!"

When Dongni Haiyi was standing, she saw a student almost tripping in the corridor because a tiles had cracks. Before she could ask someone to repair them, the math teacher came to talk to Dongni Haiyi, but she didn't realize that she was going to step on the tiles.

"Teacher, be careful!"

Originally, Dongni Haiyi wanted to say, "Teacher, be careful", but the math teacher just used the sentence "Be careful in class", and Dongni Haiyi took her away unknowingly.

Dongni Haiyi is a sports talent and is very good at fighting. Everyone knows that this is known. The math teacher was shocked and thought that the other party was punished to stand up to seek revenge. As a result, his feet were not tilted to the crack of the tiles, and he tripped for three steps forward before he didn't fall.

"Be careful..." Dongni Haiyi rushed over to support her, but the math teacher mistakenly thought she was going to beat her on the spot. She was so scared that she ran away and shouted at the director of the teaching who was walking over:

"Director Cui, help me! Some students want to beat me!"

The director of the teaching director Cui Daxing has never been ruthless to students who are provoking trouble, but he was discovered last night for stealing cultural relics and left a handle with Lin Qin. Now, the place where the accident happened was at the door of the second grade class () class, so he immediately became a little hesitant.

"Director, I'm not going to beat the teacher! I'm sleeping with a brick..."

Dongni Haiyi's Chinese has a faint accent, and occasionally she is not pronounced accurately, especially when she is anxious.

The director looked down and saw that there was indeed a crack in a brick, so he immediately decided to give Lin Qin some face some time () class.

"That's it. Although Dongni Haiyi is a little taller, her eyes look a little fierce from the perspective of an ordinary person, but she is not as fierce as the physics teacher's son, right? You tripped yourself and falsely accused the student of beating you. The teacher's ethics is a loss, which is very unfavorable for the future teaching work!"

There are several physics teachers in Qingzi Academy, but when it comes to his son, a physics teacher with a vicious look, the old teacher knows who he is referring to. Compared with that guy, Dongni Haiyi's eyes can definitely be described as kind.

The math teacher looked down at the broken tiles, thinking that the director was right, but he didn't understand why Cui Daxing, who was usually savage, started to lose his book bag today.

"I just misunderstood. Is it a loss if I can't talk about teacher ethics? You are so abnormal today..."

The math teacher was anxious to catch the next class and did not stay any longer. He did not know that the reason why the director became full of benevolence, righteousness and morality was because he had done something wrong. Only by pulling others to the moral judgment stage could he be psychologically balanced.

The director of the teaching department called the Logistics and Security Department and asked them to find someone to repair the tiles as soon as possible. At this time, Dongni Haiyi was surrounded by several fans.

"What, why is only Sister Dongni punished to stand? I see Bao Xing and the others are more happy than anyone else!"

"The math teacher must have been deliberately looking for trouble! Let's complain to him!"

Dongni Haiyi quickly waved her hand to calm down Nan Nan, Lingling and Xiaomei.

"Teacher is right. I did speak below. It's better for me to be discovered by myself than everyone else--and who makes me bigger goals?"

The sunny and vigorous smile immediately made the fans intoxicated, and several people chattered around Dongni Haiyi to go to the bathroom together.

"I found that girls especially like to go to the bathroom together." Bao Xing held his chin behind them, his tone as serious as Einstein discovered the theory of relativity. "If you want to know which girls are better, just look at who they go to the bathroom with to see."

"This is a habit that humans have left behind from hunting society," Lu Se, next to him, habitually pushed the glasses on his nose. "In ancient times, going to the toilet was a relatively dangerous thing. Women can guard against wild animals when they go together."

Lu Se suddenly felt someone pulling his clothes from behind. When he looked back, Alice had a slightly red face. The little loli raised her head and asked:

"Is it okay for the consultant to accompany Alice for a while? It's the direction of the female bathroom. Alice doesn't want to go alone today..."

Chapter 7, Section 1: If a girl is not accompanied by others to the bathroom, she will obviously be isolated. This situation is more suitable for taking advantage of the situation.

Lu Se didn't plan to take advantage of Alice. He understood that Lin Lian was happy to accompany Alice to the bathroom, and other classmates would not refuse. Instead, Alice was unwilling to be regarded as a child and rejected too many invitations. Instead, when he felt lonely occasionally, no one would accompany her again.

"Okay," Luther said gently, "but I can't get too close. When you get to the place where girls gather, you have to leave alone."

"No problem!" Alice was excited, "It won't bother the consultant too much, just walk a while! Can you walk now? Alice is a little anxious..."

Alice's expression reminded Lu Se of the time he was kidnapped by the kidnappers. He knew that Alice had probably drunk too much water in the morning, but Bao Xing said with a puzzled look: "What's the hurry? I remember that the beautiful girls don't need to go to the bathroom, they just went to the bathroom to look in the mirror!"

Lu Se gave his gay friend a blank look and walked with Alice. Alice kept it quite quiet in the process, giving Lu Se an illusion that the whole world was quiet.

It was a little cured... Just walking side by side with Alice, the cat's heartbeat slowing effect of sleeping on its thighs, and the impulse like Faust saying "Please keep this moment".

The old monk sweeping the floor in "The Legend of the Condor Heroes" once said: The more powerful the martial arts, the more corresponding Buddhist teachings are needed to resolve them, otherwise the evil spirit will easily attack the heart and become possessed by the demons.

Lu Se deeply understands this in the process of exploring the truth of the world. Understanding the truth of the world is a double-edged sword. While you look at the abyss, the abyss is also watching you. In-depth thinking brought by high IQ is often accompanied by loss of faith and self-destruction. Although Lu Se boasts of himself as a level 12 intelligent creature, he is only 17 years old and occasionally feels confused and lonely.

The world in ordinary people's eyes is relatively static, objective and stable, while the world in Lu Se's eyes is a terrifying monster that rapidly evolves. He understands his position in this monster. Because of his understanding, he often can't stop trembling in the dark night.

In a sense, ignorance is a blessing.

Lu Se once thought about teaching Alice the truth of the world. With Alice's iQ, he could probably understand it thoroughly to the same height as Lu Se, so that Lu Se would have a companion standing on the edge of the cliff and would not have to continue to bear the gaze of the world alone.

However, looking at Alice's happy appearance, Luther questioned his plan. Should he make the solid world under Alice's feet collapse instantly and make Alice tremble in the dark night like himself?

Lu Se does not regret that he has seen the truth of the world, which allows him to see the world more realistically and plan his life more reasonably, but what if his insight into the world is actually incomplete? What if his three underlying laws are similar to Newton's laws of mechanics, and are only close to correct within a specific range, is it actually flawed?

The first of the three lower laws is "the origin of fear". Lu Se uses fear to analyze everyone's feelings, and being able to quickly grasp the enemy's key points is its advantage, but at the same time it also denies the purity of other feelings, which makes himself fall into an endless abyss of doubt.

The sense of fear and security are the same twin existences as Tai Chi Liangyi.

Anger is a response to fear, and trust is a dependence on safety.

Any emotion can be disassembled into a combination of fear and security, sometimes simple and sometimes complicated.

According to this theory, the supreme human emotion "love" written by countless artists does not exist.

The reason why love between people is strange is that love is not pure, it is a compound, a distorted and stirred fear. In Luther's dictionary, there is no "I love you", only "I am very afraid of something and I have a sense of security here."

In my previous life, whether it was fighting wits with opponents of the Antarctic Science and Technology Station or malicious attacks against the Lin Group, the "Fear Origin" was easy to use and was invincible, but the Fear Origin could not explain the sense of stability and happiness that Luther got when he accompanied Alice.

"Forcibly explained, of course, it can be explained, but the third of the three laws of the bottom layer, 'Do not add entities', refers to the simplest and most correct one, and less is the truth... The twelve-level intelligent creatures must face theoretical flaws. Perhaps fear is not the only source. In addition to fear, there are other basic feelings that can be used as analytical benchmarks, but what is that?"

The reason why the three lower laws are very important to Lu Se is because he uses the "original origin of fear", "only immortality", and "do not add entities", which can analyze it, not limited to humans, but also applies to animals and even non-biological objects.

"Love" has always been considered a kind of emotion that only higher animals have. Even if people agree that cats and dogs have love, they cannot agree that amoeba or E. coli have love. Therefore, treating "love" as a basic feeling will violate the law of "do not add entity", which will divide higher and lower animals into two analytical formulas. It is not necessarily wrong to be complex, but it is definitely not the most correct one.

While thinking hard, Alice had already entered the bathroom, and another girl who was talking on her cell phone passed by Lu Se.

"Hmph, you don't love me at all! You don't love me as much as I love you!"

The complaints of an ordinary girl caused a big explosion in Lu Se's mind.
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