Chapter 096: How long are you going to hurt me, Lu Zhannan?
Inside the car, it was dark.
Outside the car, it was also dark.
All that could be heard in her ears was Xiang Nan's increasingly weaker breathing. The sound of breathing sounded in Tong Mo's ears, tightening her heart and tightening her neck. Then the feeling of fear became more and more intense.
The stronger the anger became, the more Tong Mo felt extremely frightened when he heard Xiang Nan's words just now, and he quickly cursed: "What nonsense are you talking about? Why have you completely lost your strength? No nonsense, no nonsense! None of us will die, no one will."
Will die!"
Tong Mo said this very firmly, but his face was already full of tears, and his heart was beating wildly at this moment, as if he had been thrown into a frying pan, it was hot and hot, this kind of
It felt more tormenting than torture and more painful than death, especially since Xiangnan's injury this time was entirely because of herself. This feeling really made her worse than death.
Really, she would rather all these injuries happen to her than to him...
"Pumpkin, please say something, please talk to me!" She felt that the body leaning on her arms was getting heavier and heavier, and her breathing was getting more and more erratic. She didn't speak for a long time. Tong Mo was scared, and her hands were aimless.
She was groping around on his body and talking to him nervously. She was afraid, she was really afraid, afraid that he would leave her, afraid that he would fall asleep like this and never wake up again.
"Ahem..." Hearing Tong Mo's panicked voice, Xiang Nan wanted to speak, but it felt like something was stuck in his throat and he couldn't spit it out, so he coughed twice violently.
"Pumpkin, how are you? Are you okay?" Hearing his violent coughing, Tongmo became more and more panicked. She tightened her arms and hugged him tightly again, shouting to the endless night sky with all her strength, "Yes."
No one? Help, can anyone hear me? Help...help..."
At this moment, Tong Mo really felt that she was useless. At this moment, he was bleeding crazily. At this moment, he was on the edge of death. But she could only watch him bleed and watch him get worse and worse.
It's getting more and more uncomfortable, what should I do? What should I do? Who will tell her what she has to do at this moment? Who will tell her what she has to do to help him and save him?
"Xinxin... stop shouting... no one will hear..." Tong Mo kept shouting loudly, until his voice became hoarse, with obvious hoarseness and obvious crying tone.
, Xiang Nan struggled to spit out this sentence, yes, this is a small ravine, and how could there be anyone at night?
"pumpkin……"
Tong Mo called out in a low voice. In fact, she also knew that no one would hear her even if she shouted hoarsely, but at this moment, what else could she do besides doing such a stupid thing? And now she heard Xiang Nan say this
Tong Mo couldn't say anything. He felt that his heartbeat had stopped at this moment and his breathing was frozen. Only his tears were still alive, and he was still alive crazily.
She opened her eyes and looked at Xiang Nan in front of her. Although the focus was still very blurry, she could faintly see his outline. His handsome face was already covered with blood. She kept looking at it with her eyes open, letting those
The eyes looking for light slowly adapted to the darkness, blood, and light. The blood was on his body, and the light was broken glass fragments scattered on his body, mixed with the red light of his blood.
It seems to light up the dark night sky.
He bled a lot, really bled a lot, it must be painful, right? But he didn't say a word.
"Xinxin...don't you want me to talk to you? Well...let's talk..." Xiang Nan understood Tong Mo's mood very well at this moment, so he could only work hard to slowly reduce the panic in her heart.
Without waiting for Tong Mo to reply, he continued, "Xinxin... I know you still blame me... hate me..."
"pumpkin……"
"Xinxin, listen to me first..." Hearing Tong Mo want to interrupt, Xiang Nan hurriedly spoke out first, but because of his excitement, he coughed more and more violently, Tong Mo quickly said: "Okay, I won't say,
If I don’t say it, you say it.”
Tong Mo hugged his body tightly. In order to make him feel better, she kept her body motionless. She stopped saying anything and just listened to what he said.
"Xinxin... I know very well that if it hadn't happened this time... you wouldn't have accepted me so quickly... and I was just a blessing in disguise... I also know... my mistakes really don't deserve your forgiveness...
...but in my heart...I really...really want to follow you, so...so I am so shamelessly close to you...I want to do everything I can to get close to you...I know that I am like this
It's very annoying...but there's nothing I can do...I
There is really no way...Especially...Especially when I see you and Xiao Yuandong together, you know that my objection will only make you angrier and get closer to him...but you just can't help it...I can't help it.
I will try my best to prevent you from being together..." Xiang Nan kept talking, and the further he went on, the more awkward he became. When he heard this, Tong Mo was already flooded with tears, and he felt waves of pain in his chest.
It started to hurt violently, with no intermittent pain at all.
Yes, he was right. When she was with Xiao Yuandong, he would always think of various ways to stop her. Especially that time, he was so impulsive that he took the initiative to fight with Xiao Yuandong, and then... Then she was furious.
, she stabbed him hard with the scissors. Now that she thinks about this Tong Mo, she feels really distressed. Whether it was intentional or not, the pain he felt at that time must have been more painful than the wound, right?
"Pumpkin, stop talking, stop talking." Tong Mo is about to collapse now. The past has been too torturous. Thinking about it, there is nothing but hatred and mutual harm. She really
I don’t want to think about it anymore, let alone hear this from his mouth at this moment, “Those things have passed, let’s just let it pass, okay? As long as you get better, we will live a good life, and Ru Xi, and
Our daughter is so sensible and cute, let’s continue to be happy as a family of three, okay?”
After saying that, Tong Mo couldn't help but hug Xiang Nan tighter. Yes, as long as they were both safe this time, she wouldn't want to mention the past again. She thought that their family of three could live a good life. She would wake up early in the morning.
She gets up, cooks for her husband and children, and then the family sits at the dining table to eat happily. There is no excitement, no life and death, just such a simple life, ordinary happiness, really, Tong Mo has no other choice.
There is really nothing else to ask for.
Hearing these tears that Xiang Nan had dried up, he couldn't help but fall again. Yes, that kind of life is really so happy. Has he waited? Two years of torture, three years of blankness, has he really waited for it now?
At this moment, Xiang Nan really wanted to answer simply: "Okay"
But he really doesn't dare to make any more promises. Those promises are poison that hurts feelings. The more he talks about them, the less valuable they become. So he doesn't dare anymore. What's more, he is more prepared to say that it's not that he doesn't dare because he doesn't have the confidence, because
Now he feels worse and worse. If Tong Mo hadn't hugged him tightly, he might have closed his eyes at any time and never woke up in his life. In this case, how could he make a promise to her again?
"Xinxin, thank you...thank you for being willing to accept me like this...a me who has hurt you deeply...a me who is such a bastard...but I'm afraid...I'm afraid I'll let you down again..."
Let down?
At this moment, Tong Mo understood the meaning of these two words very well, but because she understood it so well, she felt even more heartbroken. She hugged him with all her strength: "No, no, I won't die, and neither will you."
, we will all be fine, we will all be fine."
"Silly girl, people are bound to die sooner or later... If... if something happens to me this time, don't feel sorry for me, let alone take advantage of me... You must find someone... who is thousands of times better than me...
A man who is good to you and good to Ru Xi..." When he said these words, Xiang Nan felt more uncomfortable than anyone else. At this moment, he was more afraid of death than anyone else, but he clearly felt that the smell of death had left him.
He is getting closer.
"No!" After hearing this and hearing the word 'death', Tong Mo really broke down and burst into tears, "Lu Zhannan, you can't be so selfish. I have loved you for nearly twenty years, and you have occupied so much of my heart."
Life, I have only loved you as a man in my life. Twenty years, tell me how many twenty years there are in life? You have ruined me, ruined everything about me. My heart can no longer hold anyone. It’s full.
It's all you, tell me, you teach me how to fall in love with others?
How to forget you? You are right, you are a bastard. You have abandoned me once, and then you chased me so shamelessly. Now you have chased me and you want to abandon me again. Lu Zhannan, what are you going to do?
How long will you last? How long will you hurt me? I don’t care, I don’t care. If you abandon me again this time, I will never forgive you. I will never forgive you. Did you hear that? Lu Zhannan,
Did you hear that?"
When he heard her words, Xiang Nan couldn't help but burst into tears. Silly girl, really a stupid girl. Why do you still need such stubborn love after being hurt so much? Twenty years? Twenty years spent in hurt.
Why do you continue to torture yourself? It’s not worth it, it’s really not worth it.
"Okay." After hearing this, Xiangnan still agreed. He would try his best to stay alive, not for himself, but for his beloved woman, and for his lovely daughter.
"Boss!"
"Xinxin, Mr. Xiang, where are you?"
"Boss, did you hear that?"
"Xinxin..."
…
Suddenly, the voices of Yuan Jin and Cheng Cheng, as well as the sound of police cars, were faintly heard in her ears. After hearing this sound, Tong Mo was ecstatic and excitedly said loudly to Xiang Nan: "Pumpkin, listen,
Listen, it's Ah Jin and the others, they are here to save us, we are saved, we are saved..."
When he heard their voices, a smile spread across Xiang Nan's lips. Yes, Tong Mo was saved, and he could finally relax. It's just that he, forgive him, is not an iron man or a superman, he is just a mortal of flesh and blood.
Chapter completed!