Chapter 096: Give me a chance to love you well
"Xinxin, Xinxin, wake up, Tongxin, I want you to wake up, I want you to wake up, do you hear me?" Now Xiangnan's emotions are really extremely chaotic. At this moment, all his thoughts are about Tongmo, all his beliefs
Even if she could wake up and survive, the force of the slaps on her face began to increase, but at this moment she still didn't react at all.
Heart, heart, heart...
Suddenly, Xiang Nan felt a sharp pain in his heart, a kind of fear of losing his true love. Some people say that the farthest distance in the world is not life and death, but that I am right in front of you but you don’t know that I love you. But Xiang Nan thought
To say that these two distances are the same, they are equally torturous and make life worse than death.
In the past twenty-one years, in the twenty-one years of knowing him, she has been very close to him, right in front of his eyes, so close, so close that she can be touched, so close that as long as he nods, she will immediately jump to him.
Belongs to him, but even in this distance, he has no idea that she loves him, and has no idea at all
He loves her, so he has been tormenting each other for so many years. But now, it is not easy to get to this point. Now they can be together again, and they can be happy together as a family of three. Is God going to play tricks on people like this?
Do they experience the distance between life and death at this time?
No, that's too cruel, too cruel to her!
At this moment, Xiang Nan's heart seemed to have been torn apart. As time passed, his heart became more and more torn. What was that feeling? It seemed familiar, but also strange.
What was familiar was that this feeling vaguely brought him back to twenty-one years ago, when he learned that he was an orphan. What was unfamiliar was that this feeling was more painful than all the previous ones.
Intense, more painful than all the previous pains combined. When Wei Yinuo left him five years ago, he was already on the edge of pain, but it was not as painful as now. After losing Wei Yinuo completely, the pain was not as intense.
Watching Su Yan die in his arms was even more painful.
Childlike innocence, childlike innocence.
This girl he has watched grow up since she was five years old, this girl who has been in love with him for eighteen years, this girl who has been his Mrs. Lu for two years, this girl who is the mother of his child, where did she come from?
When did she already exist in his soul? When did that love become so deep into his bones that he could never abandon it? And when did she become everything to him and his only courage to live?
"Xinxin, wake up, okay? Please wake up." Seeing that the time is getting longer and longer, Tong Mo still doesn't wake up. Xiang Nan feels that his heartbeat is getting weaker and weaker, and his breathing is getting slower and slower, just like hers.
The harder it became, the more he could clearly feel the strange taste that was constantly pouring into his mouth. It was a mixture of tears and blood, and it was an entanglement of love and pain.
His legs were still stuck tightly with something, and he couldn't move at all, but he gritted his teeth and used force to pull his legs out. He suddenly felt as if his legs were broken, but he couldn't care less.
He didn't care at all, he used his broken body to hold on, and tried his best to pick up Tong Mo's body and held her tightly in his arms. Even if his arms hurt and he was weak, he would not let go.
.
Xinxin, wake up. As long as you wake up, I will devote all my life to making you happy. I will be with you every day and night, when you are sad and when your abdomen hurts.
, when you are depressed, when you will cry
At all times, I will accompany you, comfort you, give you warmth, soothe your troubles, and wipe your tears; as long as you wake up, I will listen to you in everything from now on, and you are right in everything. I will not fight back or scold you.
Mouth: As long as you wake up, I can do whatever you want me to do.
Love always hurts each other, but it is the most painful and true when life and death are parting. From my heart, I just ask you to give me a chance to love you properly...
"Xinxin, Xinxin..." All other words seemed too pale now. Xiangnan hugged her tightly and kept shouting her name. He felt that his voice was getting weaker and weaker.
Getting dumber and dumber.
Suddenly, at this moment, Xiangnan felt Tong Mo's body move, and he felt that the blood in Xiangnan's body couldn't help but boil, and he shouted hurriedly: "Xinxin? Xinxin?"
"Well..." Tong Mo's mind was completely confused now. She just vaguely felt someone calling her in her ears, so she responded vaguely subconsciously, and when she heard this response, Xiang Nan Zhenzhen
She was ecstatic and asked quickly: "Xinxin? Xinxin, are you awake? Are you awake?"
Now Xiang Nan was really excited. Tears of excitement kept falling down. Then the strength of his arms tightened again to completely embrace Tong Mo's upper body with his chest. He was so happy that he couldn't control his emotions: "Too
Well, my heart is not dead, my heart is not dead..."
He just kept repeating this sentence stupidly. After he was overjoyed, he quickly asked and touched everywhere: "Xinxin, tell me quickly, where are you hurt? Where does it hurt?"
Now Tong Mo's body seemed to be split apart. She couldn't tell where it hurt, but it seemed that there was no part of her body that was not hurting. She frowned tightly, secretly breathed out to calm down her emotions, and then tried her best.
Slowly spit out: "It's okay, how about you?"
Hearing these words, Xiang Nan let out a big breath again. Fortunately, she was still conscious. Fortunately, she would not die. What about him? Is he okay?
Just now, a feeling of nervousness and fear was still supporting him. Now this feeling has weakened, and the consciousness of holding on has also weakened. At this moment, he only feels the kind of pain that wants to tear his whole body apart, and that hot feeling
The liquid flowing out of my body is getting faster and faster, and my legs really don't seem to be growing on my body. They are completely uncontrollable. At this moment, my whole body is getting weaker and weaker.
However, in this situation, he must not reveal his weakness at all, otherwise Tong Mo would collapse. He shook his head in the darkness. Although it was dark in front of him, he still felt that Tong Mo had seen it and the look on his face.
Smiling indifferently, Xiang Nan forced his voice to sound normal at the moment: "I'm fine too, you don't have to worry..."
After saying that, Xiang Nan felt a burst of bitterness in his heart, which was also accompanied by a burst of weakness. However, strangely, even the regret became insignificant in the face of these two emotions. Xiang Nan has never been a person who is greedy for life and afraid of death.
But at this moment, he was so greedy for life, or in other words, greedy for this woman.
This love is too hard, and it is too torture. Twenty-one years, parting and reuniting, now we are back to the starting point, or it is a new beginning. Now he has just held Tong Mo again.
How he wished he could hold her hand this time and never let go, never let go for the rest of his life, and just hold her hand like this, to the end of the world, to the end of the world, but...but he still had such a chance.
?
How many people can be defeated in the face of death? Has he done too many mistakes and let down too many people, so he has to pay such a price?
The words fell and the tears came.
Without giving Tong Mo a chance to speak again, he lowered his head and kissed her mouth with his cold and hot lips, kissing her so hard, kissing her so hard and lustfully, just like a
This kind of goodbye kiss is a kind of greed for the last kiss.
For the first time, the kiss was so real and the kiss was so painful...
The kiss under such circumstances was really inappropriate at this moment, but it seemed that Tong Mo had already felt his pain, so she also felt pain. The moment the teeth met, she felt liquid flowing into her mouth. The more and more
He came more and more urgently, and the thick smell of blood filled the tip of his nose. Tong Mo, who was a little awakened by the kiss, also touched his hands.
His body may have only touched the full scalding liquid. Thinking of this, Tong Mo's heart suddenly twitched and she hurriedly pushed him away. However, the sudden force made Xiang Nan's body overwhelmed at the moment.
He was so weak that he was about to fall down in her palm. Tong Mo hurriedly hugged his waist tightly to prevent him from falling.
"Pumpkin, tell me honestly, are you seriously injured? Really?" Thinking of this question, Tong Mo panicked and was so frightened that her whole body couldn't help but tremble. After kissing some of Xiang Nan's body, she hurriedly touched it.
His face, everywhere he could touch, the corners of his mouth, the bridge of his nose, and his eyes were all covered in blood, and it kept flowing out.
When I touched these children, I was really going to collapse. Like a frightened child, I cried all of a sudden and started to speak incoherently, "Pumpkin, tell me, tell me quickly, I want to
What to do? What can I do to help you...stop the bleeding...yes...I'll help you stop the bleeding first...I'll help you stop the bleeding first..."
After saying that, Tong Mo started running around in a panic. There was no medicine here, and it was so dark that he couldn't see anything. Tong Mo hurriedly tore off his clothes. He wanted to bandage him first, but his hands hurt.
It was tight but it couldn't be torn apart no matter how hard it was, which made Tong Mo feel broken and useless.
But just as Tong Mo was tearing her apart, Xiang Nan fumbled and held her hand, as if with a smile, and said slowly: "You don't have to do anything now, just like this... let me hold her...
Before I completely lose my strength..."
Tong Mo's face was already filled with tears at the words. She couldn't see his face in the darkness, but the increasingly weak voice sounded real to her at the moment. It hurt because it was too real. She raised her head, and Tong Mo looked hard.
Chapter completed!