Section 4: Rejecting feelings

When he saw me appearing in the dormitory, Zhang Sheng sat in front of the computer and played games as usual, but he did not use his own computer. His computer, my computer, and our respective items were no longer in the dormitory.

"Why are you back so soon?" When Zhang Sheng saw me appear, he stood up strangely and asked, "Is it going well?"

"It's so smooth that I can imagine." I sat down on the bed in the same room and looked at Zhang Sheng, "Where are our things? Where have you gone? Have you picked them up?"

"Yes, I've gone to buy underwear. Damn, what a bird's talk about?" Zhang Sheng said, and stood up, "The house has been prepared, I'll wait for you to patrol."

"So fast?" I remember that after renting a house last semester, I basically didn't do anything, so how could I live in a moment?

"Come on, we four of us had been doing all day yesterday, and I did all the physical work."

"Idiot, you won't hire a moving company?"

Zhang Sheng said with a bitter face: "Nonsense, I thought I didn't want to invite him. But when I was about to call the moving company, Loulanxue said no, it was just a little thing anyway, and I moved it myself, so why waste it? Chu Luohua also started to make a fuss, so I had to move it myself."

"They are right, they are thrifty, hahaha." I smiled and put my shoulder on Zhang Sheng and said gloatingly.

Just as we were laughing and standing up to see our new house, our roommates came back, and he hurried into the room and said to us while carrying the book: "I heard that this afternoon was the class held by the dean's daughter. Wouldn't you both go? It's said that she is a beauty."

As soon as I finished speaking, the girl with short classical bangs and a beautiful smile on her face with a faint deep heart appeared in my mind. So I stopped quickly and asked, "What class did she teach?"

"Admiring the Works of Western Female Writers", an elective course." The same-sex answered.

"Appreciation of the Works of Western Female Writers"? This course is really strange." I said, smiling and looking at Zhang Sheng, "Have you chosen this course for me?"

Zhang Sheng smiled and pursed his lips, "How could I help you choose such a mentally retarded class?"

I reached out and tapped his head gently, "You are mentally retarded, and you don't choose beautiful girls' classes."

"Oh, what does it matter? If you really want to go to the mm, you can go even if you don't have a choice." Zhang Sheng glared at me and said.

"That's true, but it probably won't be a seat anymore, right?" I asked as I looked at the same room.

"Don't worry, this is only available for our Literature College, and we will be able to take classes in the large classroom, so there must be seats. However, if you want to go, you should hurry up, otherwise there will be no seats in the front row." As she said in the room, she hurriedly left first.

At this time, Zhang Sheng smiled and hit me sideways with his elbow, saying, "Go to class, little pervert."

I smiled at Zhang Sheng and said, "If you don't say it, I almost forgot that I am still a student."

After saying that, we followed side by side behind the same room and walked towards the large classroom that could accommodate 500 people. When we walked to the classroom, we saw that it was almost full. In Xijing University, where almost no one wanted to choose elective courses, especially the social science elective courses, there were so many people who re-elected this "Appreciation of the Works of Western Female Writers". From this we can see how serious the sexual hunger of college students in our country is. The government should really pay great attention to this issue and appropriately introduce regulations to forcefully reduce the admission scores for beauties and reduce the tuition and fees for beauties.

Finally, I sat down in two seats in the last two rows and heard the people next to me talking about gossip about this female teacher, the dean's daughter. It is said that although she is only twenty-five years old, she is already married in Nut Country. As soon as I heard this, I felt a little regretful, "Oh, it's such a pity, why can't I think so hard at such a young age?"

As I was sighing, the ringtone rang, and then I saw the dean's daughter Liu Ning appearing in the classic style of a female teacher in the former Soviet Union. She wore gold glasses, a white shirt, a gray long skirt, and like in that photo, she still had classic short bangs. It seemed that she loved this hairstyle. The smile on her face was much more vivid than in her photo, but there was still a magic power to eliminate evil thoughts in people's hearts in her smile.

Now it is different from that time. No one believes that the teacher is close to the father's way, so generally speaking, when the beautiful teacher appears, the boys in the class will make exclamations without any concealment, and even whistle even more vulgar. However, when Liu Ning appears in the classroom, this situation does not occur in the classroom. On the contrary, the entire classroom suddenly becomes quiet. Everyone corrects their sitting posture and looks straight at the blackboard. It seems that the magic of peace in Liu Ning is not only effective on me.

"Hello everyone, my name is Liu Ning. Since Nut Country just came back, I will teach you this "Appreciation of the Works of Western Female Writers" throughout the semester." Speaking of this, Liu Ning smiled, "I read BBS last night and saw some students posting a post asking a doctorate in aesthetics, why did he teach a literary history class? It's still such a strange topic. Regarding this question..."

Seeing Liu Ning standing on the stage and introducing herself with a smile, Zhang Sheng suddenly came to me and said, "Hey, Li Wenci is here too."

At this time, all my attention was on Liu Ning, so I didn't care much about Zhang Sheng's words. I just said "Oh" and continued to listen to Liu Ning's words.

"Hey, she's watching you." Zhang Sheng then pushed me again and said.

I still asked casually: "Who?"

"Who are you, a pig head? Idiot, Li Wenci is watching you!" Zhang Sheng said, pinching me hard underneath, and now my attention was finally withdrawn. He looked at him with some anger and asked, "Boss, why are you doing? Kill someone?"

"Even if Qian Buyi turns against you, Li Wenci has not offended you. Why are you so cold to others? Do you know, Li Wenci came to help when moving yesterday. She helped you all your room. Chu Luohua and Loulanxue couldn't get in the way."

When I heard him say this, I finally turned my head and looked at Li Wenci. She was sitting in front of me two or three rows on the left, looking at me secretly. When I looked at her, she quickly turned her head back.

"Did you see it? I just said she is watching you." Zhang Sheng said in a narrator.

While thinking about finding an opportunity to chat with Li Wenci after class, I turned my face and stared at Zhang Sheng and said, "I know you have good eyesight and I have no glasses."

"Damn, I saw the injustice and drew my sword to help. My brother said the same thing. Li Wenci had no place to be sorry for you. It makes no sense that you are so cold to others. Even if you can't be together, you don't have to be so cold to others. It's always okay to be a friend."

I was a little confused at first, but when I heard Zhang Sheng nagging in my ear, I became even more confused. So I tsk, turned my face and said to Zhang Sheng impatiently: "Oh, okay, you are a little virgin, you know what's wrong, stop yelling, I will solve it myself and attend class seriously."

After saying that, I turned around and looked at the podium with a solemn look on my face. When Zhang Sheng saw that I didn't match his tune, he felt that it was meaningless, so he stopped talking. As soon as I turned my head back, I heard Liu Ning start asking: "What is your favorite book written by Western female writers?"

Most of the men here spend their spare time in games and pornographic products. Where can I have time to read any female writer's books? Moreover, we are all in our decades now, and it is impossible for us to still have the enthusiasm to scream like in elementary school. Teacher, I know, I know, how I don't have the shape.

Therefore, when Liu Ning asked this, we boys didn't speak much, but the girls almost shouted in unison: "Jane Eyre."

"Okay, then in the first lesson, we will talk about "Jane Eyre" first." Liu Ning said, looking up at all the students present, and said, "Before we talk about this book, we will first choose two students to recite the classic paragraphs in "Jane Eyre". I wonder which two of you are willing to come out to recite?"

Generally speaking, male college students are generally shameless, with exceptions in class. Therefore, as soon as she finished speaking, the classroom was silent. Seeing this, Liu Ning shook his head helplessly, "We Chinese people are not good at this habit. They are too shy. They just recite, there is nothing to be embarrassed about."

After a while, Liu Ning saw that no one was willing to take the initiative, so he changed his statement, "Since everyone is unwilling to go to power, there is another way. Let's learn from the Greeks. Everyone looks around them and see who can do it. If you think it's OK, you shout his name loudly, and the one who calls the most will come to power."

After she said this, the whole classroom suddenly became a mess, and everyone looked around and then started shouting. However, as the well-deserved No. 1 and entertainer in the School of Literature, the three words Chu Tianqi are undoubtedly the highest.

At this time, Liu Ning smiled and pointed at me along the eyes of everyone, saying, "Don't hide, it's you, this is the will of the masses, and you must not disobey." Speaking of this, she added, "Before I came to class, my father introduced you to me, saying that you are very smart, but you like to sleep in class, and it is said that you can even fall asleep while standing."

There was a burst of laughter in the classroom, but I had to slowly walk to the podium in this burst of laughter. Fortunately, I had already acted a lot, so I couldn't be said to be stage fright, I was just a little embarrassed.

When I stood on the podium and next to Liu Ning, Liu Ning smiled and looked at the audience, "Who would like to go on stage with this classmate Chu Tianqi?"

When I heard Liu Ning's words, I felt like I was waiting for a mate, and I felt uncomfortable all over, so I lowered my head awkwardly. The audience was filled with a lot of rushing. It was the girls' turn to make a fuss with each other. But no one dared to stand up even after the rushing and making a fuss. Just when Liu Ning was about to use the same trick again, a familiar voice sounded, "Teacher, I'll do it."

When this sound came out, the whole classroom was filled with cheers, especially those of our classmates who shouted the loudest. As for the reason, I didn’t have to look up and knew it, that was, the one who raised his hand to ask for the stage was our classmate, Li Wenci.

Amid the noise of the classmates, Li Wenci came to the stage calmly. After Liu Ning praised her, he gave each of us a book and a passage to us, and asked, "Do you need to be familiar with it?"

Li Wenci shook his head and said, "No need, I have read this book many times, especially this paragraph."

Liu Ning then looked at me, I nodded and said, "I'm fine, too."

"So...it starts now?" Liu Ning looked at the two of us and asked.

We both nodded together, "Okay."

"What's your name?" Liu Ning asked Li Wenci again.

Li Wenci replied: "Li Wenci."

"Okay." Liu Ning smiled at Li Wenci, then walked to the side and said to the students in the classroom, "Now let Chu Tianqi and Li Wenci recite the classic paragraph of "Jane Eyre" for us, and everyone applauded and welcomed us."

After she finished speaking, there was warm applause from the audience, especially Zhang Sheng and the guys in our class, which were particularly enthusiastic, but I saw that these applauses were mostly gossip.

Facing everyone's applause and laughter, Li Wenci didn't react much. She turned around, looked at me, and asked, "Can you officially start?"

I looked at Li Wenci who looked a little cold on the surface. For some reason, I had an illusion in a trance, as if Jane Eyre was standing in front of me, as handsome, self-esteem, and stubborn. If I met a man who suited her, she would definitely be a treasure in my dream.

Although I thought this way in my heart, this thought was only in my heart and did not appear. I just nodded with a plain expression and said, "It's OK."

Li Wenci closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and then tears immediately flowed out of her face, which surprised me very much, and the sound of play in the classroom stopped because of her tears, and the whole classroom returned to the quiet state when Liu Ning first came in. At this time, Li Wenci read out Jane Eyre's first dialogue, "I thought you were gone too."

"I changed my mind, or the Blanches' family changed their minds. Why are you crying..." Although I was surprised, I was a professional who received high-intensity special training, so I barely took it.

"I thought I would leave Thornfield." When Li Wenci read this, he looked at me, his eyes filled with tears of stubbornness and grievance.

I swallowed a bit dry and barely calmed down and began to read to her. We read one by one. Every time Li Wenci read it, it was full of emotions, which made me unconsciously enter the emotions in the book, and my mood became heavier and heavier. I never thought that, a good actor who is famous for bringing people into the play, would now be brought into the play by a performer who has never performed before.

When I read the tenth sentence, I read: "Even good friends will break up. Let's take advantage of the time we were together and sit here quietly for a while. This may be the last time I've been sitting here. Sometimes I have a wonderful feeling about you, Jane. Especially when you're by my side, there seems to be a string on my left rib, which is tightly connected to the same string in your small body. If you have to separate, the string will be broken. I have a strange feeling... My blood will flow out of my body, and as for you, you will forever forget mine."

Li Wenci shook his head and read, "I will never be like that, sir, you know. I understand that I have to leave, but it's like... I see the fate of dying."

"Where did you see this? This is inevitable?"

"From those beauties you have."

This dialogue from Li Wenci made me frown. The book clearly states "from your bride?" How could it suddenly become "from the beauties you have?"

However, this question was only a moment, and I quickly understood what Li Wenci meant. Now it seems that the recitation between her and me may not be as simple as "Jane Eyre".

In order not to let the students in the audience notice something wrong, I quickly continued, "What bride? I don't have a bride."

"But you will have it soon!" said Li Wenci.

I sighed like Rochester and said, "Yes, I will, there will."

At this moment, almost another moment, Li Wenci's tears surged out again, and her fists were squeezing hard. She put aside the book and said loudly to me: "Do you think I will stay and be a person who is insignificant to you? Do you think I am poor, low, and not beautiful, and have no soul or soul? I have the same soul as you, and a complete heart! If God also gives me wealth and beauty, I will make it difficult for you to leave me, just like I am difficult for you now. Okay, I have expressed my heart, let me go now..."

When she said this, she finally couldn't hold on anymore, threw the books on the podium, then covered her face with one hand, and rushed out of the classroom with a loud cry.

The whole classroom was silent, and the students' expressions were strange, moved, surprised, and inexplicable. I was holding the book in my hand and stood in place, watching her back staggering towards the door, feeling endless emotion in my heart, but I didn't know what to do.

After everyone in the classroom, including me, stayed for almost five seconds, Liu Ning walked up to me, gently pushed me, and said, "Why are you still standing here? Why don't you chase me?"

I didn't listen to Liu Ning. I still stood there. After looking at the door for a while, I put the book back on the podium, and then said to Liu Ning lightly: "There is nothing to chase. If you don't have the confidence to bring happiness and happiness to others, what will you do when you chase me?"

After saying that, I lowered my hands and walked back to my seat in front of everyone.

I didn't know why I finished the whole class. I only heard the ringing ringing in my ears half an hour later. Then, without waiting for Liu Ning to say that get out of class was over, I stood up in everyone's strange eyes and left the classroom.

Soon, Zhang Sheng ran out.

"Tell me, why didn't you chase Xiaoci just now?" Zhang Sheng said with an indignant face.

I shook my head tiredly and said, "I don't want to make any explanation now."

"Don't give me this." Zhang Sheng pursed, and then said, "I don't know what you are thinking. If you ignore her, isn't it just to be inappropriate to money? I have told you how many times you have told you that the matter between you and money is between men. Why bother a woman? Is this your mind?"

"It's not a matter of money."

"Whose business is it?" Zhang Sheng said, holding me back, "Oh... I know, you are afraid that Xiao Ci will bother you, right? Li Wenci does like you, this is what she said to me in person. But she has told me that she has no other extravagant desires for you, she just wants to be an ordinary good friend with you. A girl has said such words, what else do you want? Aqi, I admit that you are awesome, but don't take yourself too seriously. If you continue like this, you will not be the Chu Tianqi I know. Because Chu Tianqi I know will definitely not be as cold-blooded as you."

I sighed a long time, patted Zhang Sheng on the shoulder, and said, "A Sheng, let me tell you honestly. I originally planned to invite Li Wenci to dinner after class, but now, this is impossible. Believe me, I did this because I changed, or I felt arrogant, I really did it for her."

"Barring, if you make someone like this, you have the face to say that you are good for others. They just want to be friends with you, but they don't want you? Do you use this to punish others?"

I had a fire in my stomach, but I kept pressing it. Now when I heard Zhang Sheng doing this, I finally couldn't hold it back. I twisted my neck, then turned around, and veins roared at Zhang Sheng: "I'll ask you a question. Is it possible for you to be friends between you and Chu Luohua? You idiot."

When Zhang Sheng heard me yelling, he was stunned at the time and could not make a turn.

But I didn't leave him anymore, but just turned around with great anger and left alone. At this moment, I suddenly remembered a dialogue in a Hong Kong movie - it turned out that the feeling of dumping people would not be better than being dumped.

I think I can say something now, it turns out that rejecting people’s feelings is not better than being rejected.
Chapter completed!