He is working hard to grow and change, but if he can, he hopes to have her by his side. But such a wish seems to have become a luxury at this moment.

The five fingers were forced to release, and Xie Yu had the strength to resist, but he no longer had the courage. Because he suddenly realized that it seemed... he could not keep her.

Before leaving, Chu Jiao turned off the lamp beside him, and the last sentence she left was, "Good night."

As the sound of the door shutter sounded, Xie Yu closed his eyes, as if he was left alone in the darkness.

The slightly upward curve of the lips was only ironic. Xie Yu's hands covered his forehead, and his head hung down a little weakly.

Perhaps when you are so sad that you will have only a blank space left in your mind, and even the excess emotions are like a rare gift.

In the end, because of physical discomfort, the chaotic emotions in his brain were suppressed. He fell asleep deeply, and the last sound of the sound of good night in his ears seemed to be the same.

That night, Xie Yu had a dream.

In my dream, I returned to the last night before the wedding. The joy was so real that it was not like dreaming. In a trance, Xie Yu thought that all this was true.

He was waiting for the upcoming wedding with joy, hoping to change everything that happened next. He vowed not to do the same thing as before, and he must give Chu Jiao the most perfect wedding.

Chu Jiao was also very beautiful that day. She was wearing the wedding dress he chose when he accompanied her to the wedding shop. She was as beautiful as the moon that day. It was the first time he saw in his life. She was about to truly become his wife.

That dream was so real that Xie Yu was like an immersive person. He accepted everyone's blessings in the envious eyes of his friends. His father's always serious face rarely smiled, urging him to be kind to Chu Jiao and take good care of her for the rest of his life.

The wedding began soon. Amid everyone's cheers, he saw Chu Jiao walking towards him, holding a bouquet of flowers in his hand.

Xie Yu looked down at the ring on his hand, and soon it was about to be worn on her hand, and she would officially become his wife.

Just when the distance between the two was only two meters, suddenly, for some reason, the bell rang. All the guests were attracted to their attention and looked up to find the place where the bell was located.

The next second, Xie Yu was even more frightened to find that his hands gradually became transparent, constantly extending to his arms and whole body. He shouted, but no one noticed his abnormality, and even Chu Jiao in front of him did not look at him.

It was not until the bell stopped that the guests looked at the stage again, and their faces were filled with fear and shouted one after another, "Where is Xie Yu? Where has Xie Yu gone? This is marriage, why are others missing?"

Xie Yu was still shouting loudly, but obviously no one could hear his voice, and was still searching around or discussing in a low voice.

Xie Yu's eyes looked at Chu Jiao standing in front of him. This was the first time he had watched her look and reaction at that time at such a close distance. Her eyes were obviously red, but she was still holding back her sadness. Her firm back and slightly raised head represented her self-esteem and pride.

Later, Xie Yu stood aside, looking at Chu Jiao in a daze and calmly narrated the fact that he ran away from marriage.

He was powerless to stop and could not change the ending that had already happened.

At three o'clock in the morning, Xie Yu woke up from this nightmare. His cheeks were covered with sweat beads, and he seemed to have lost all his strength.

The bell in the dream is so harsh and terrifying when you think back, just like a fairy tale I heard when I was a child. When Cinderella arrives at twelve o'clock, she will lose her crystal shoes. When the bell rings, his dream ends.

Even in a dream, he could not deceive himself. Having a beautiful dream turned out to be a luxury at this time, which was so sad.

for a long time.

Xie Yu slowly stretched out his hand and spread his five fingers. He seemed to want to grab something, but nothing was left. The hand finally hung weakly on his side.

It turned out that it was her who he was trying to catch.

However, he still couldn't keep her.

This high fever lasted for three days before completely retreating. When Xie Yu returned to the company, Chu Jiao had already completed all the resignation procedures and left.

Because of Xie Yu's illness and Chu Jiao's departure in the same time period, everyone in the company guessed that something must have happened between them. Everyone became cautious, and no one dared to mention Chu Jiao's name in front of Xie Yu.

But every time a company meeting is held, there is always an empty seat in front of the long table in the conference room, which is the most common seat in Chu Jiao before.

Someone sat down once before and was scolded by Xie Yu, but he didn't say the specific reason. Even if Xie Yu didn't say it, he could guess it if he was smarter. In addition, Xie Yu did not make any more angry in the company, and he didn't know when he started wearing a polite and distant mask on his face.

Whether it is Song Zhi or other employees in the company, when they mention Xie Yu, they will say, "Mr. Xie is really different from before, and now they still look a bit like Mr. Xie back then."

Life seems to be able to continue like this, and it seems that it should develop like this.

But sometimes when looking in the mirror, Xie Yu doesn’t like this. But this is how I feel when I grow up. I start doing things I don’t like and become a better person in everyone’s eyes.

At the end of December, the first snow fell in the imperial capital, and Xie Yu was waiting for good news.

The hospital called and told them that my father's health had improved and he had already developed a certain degree of self-awareness. There should be only two months left before the formal awakening.

After visiting my father with my mother, I went home for dinner, Xie Yu chose to return to the company.

In Xie Yu's office, there was a movie in the computer, which Chu Jiao once filmed abroad.

After Chu Jiao left, Xie Yu's most common thing in his spare time outside of work was to watch her works as a screenwriter countless times. Even the idol drama that Mu Yule acted in was to watch twice because of Chu Jiao.

Among them, Xie Yu’s favorite is this one. He has also checked it and has won many awards in foreign exhibitions.

The male protagonist is a mixed-race racer who is arrogant and never cares about consequences. Later, Xie Yu found an interview about Chu Jiao. She said that this racer has a prototype in real life and is someone she likes very much. Xie Yu could hear that the person she was talking about was him.

When Chu Jiao said that, she had an unconcealed smile and yearning in her eyes. At that time, she seemed to be just twenty years old, with a little childish look on her face, but her expression was serious.

It turned out that he used to be the one who she liked so much and worked so hard to go there.

If you think about the things that have happened in the past six months, it has not been long, but the ups and downs seem to have exceeded all the time in his life.

He didn't dare to get close to her life rashly, for fear that it would cause backfire again, so he could only continue to look at her from a distance.

And Xie Yu still remembers what Chu Jiao said to him in the end—

People always have to learn to grow up on their own.

He was trying hard to learn, learning to make himself what a mature man should look like in her heart, and hope it was not too late.

The scenes in the movie are snowing, and snowflakes are falling outside the window. All of this looks so beautiful.

Chu Jiao posted a message on Moments, photographing the appearance of snowflakes falling on her hands and melting, only a few seconds.

However, this video made Xie Yu feel cold all over, and his phone slid from his hand and fell to the ground.

After a few seconds of silence, he bent down and picked up his phone. He didn't even dare to give Chu Jiao a thumbs up, but put the lock screen of the phone aside.

Because when he just clicked on that video, he heard the voice of Meng Xingqiu recorded together. The man asked her gently if she was cold, and this kind of care sounded too harsh to Xie Yu.

If it were in the past, Xie Yu would have tried his best to do some damage, but now he no longer dares.

If Meng Xingqiu and Chu Jiao were really together, he would not know how to face all this.

It turned out that everything had changed, but everything seemed to have not changed.

Because he Xie Yu was the same from beginning to end, he was still the coward who could only choose to escape.

Xie Yu continued to watch the movie, and the protagonist's loving appearance made him feel a little lost because he could always see some shadows of himself and Chu Jiao in the male and female protagonists.

If he had never chosen to escape, would these be the future that Chu Jiao had planned for them?

A creature like human is really strange and complicated.

When you have it, you often don’t know how precious those things that are within your fingertips are, but when you lose it, you will regret it and often miss it all night.

He has said the word regret thousands of times, and he has long known that it is the most useless.

Xie Yu closed the computer, opened the files placed on the desktop, lowered his head and continued to work. He forced himself not to think about things that might exist or might not happen.

If Chu Jiao is really with Meng Xingqiu, then...what?

The tip of the pen stayed on the paper for half a minute, and the ink traces had penetrated the paper, but the expression in his eyes returned to peace.

At worst, you can wait for three, five, and ten years. Even if you can't wait for their relationship to be broken, at worst, he will try harder to destroy the Meng family, and there will be a way.
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