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Chapter 48 The humiliation and embarrassment of a moment is better than a lifetime

Chu Jiao tells the truth, but the truth is often unpleasant and hurtful.

The rare sincere expression on the boy's face was stiff in an instant, and the next second it was filled with some indescribable paleness.

He opened his lips weakly but didn't know how to explain it. In the end, he could only say: "It's all my fault."

If there is a regret medicine in the world, no matter what the purchase price is, Xie Yu will buy it without hesitation.

It’s a pity that there will never be those illusory things in the real world. Things have already happened, and people always have to pay the price for the mistakes they have made.

Xie Yu lowered his eyes and was afraid to look at Chu Jiao's eyes because he was afraid of seeing disgust or rejection in those eyes.

"I know that the harm you bring cannot be easily solved with just an apology. I really regret it and have always been reflecting on it. I will change myself and work hard to become someone who deserves you."

"A person worthy of me?" Chu Jiao repeated his sentence with some confusion, but the next second hesitated: "The establishment of this goal itself is wrong. There is no need for your life and the future to be related to me."

"Chu Jiao, do you have to say it directly? OK, you are all adults, so today I will go straight to the point." Xie Yu reached out and grabbed his hair, with some irritability on his face, but he still looked at Chu Jiao and said, "Give me another chance. I have been separated for a long time and I found out...I found that I like you."

At the end of his speech, he stuttered unconsciously, but he still plucked up the courage to finish this sentence in full.

Chu Jiao's expression became a little stiff, and she didn't know what expression she should have for a moment.

In fact, since she met Xie Yu today, her abnormal behaviors and previous help and show of goodwill have made her feel a vague answer.

But once Xie Yu really said this, Chu Jiao's words made her feel a little uncomfortable even when she heard this.

In fact, the way Xie Yu looked when he said this sentence had appeared countless times in Chu Jiao's dream.

She liked him at that time, and felt that the word Xie Yu accounted for a huge proportion in her life and future.

And Xie Yu finally said it, but unfortunately she no longer wanted it.

It was like something. She wanted it for many years, but she had put in all her efforts but couldn't get it.

I finally persuaded myself to give up, but at this moment I got it easily.

It was like telling her how ridiculous everything she had done so long ago.

Even the sweet chestnut cake in his hand didn't have much appetite now. Chu Jiao put it down before looking at Xie Yu and asked, "Is there any difference between me and before?"

If I ask more obvious, then it is why I suddenly say I like her now.

"If you like it, you like it."

In fact, Xie Yu didn't know how to answer this question to be called the perfect answer, so he answered it according to his inner instinct, but this answer obviously did not satisfy Chu Jiao.

"Then you can say you like me today, and you can say you don't like me tomorrow." Chu Jiao's lips raised slightly, but the expression and smile on her face had nothing to do. "You could have left me alone at the wedding because you didn't like me before. If you don't like me again in the future, you don't know what else you can do."

"There won't be another next time." Xie Yu replied hurriedly, fearing that the reaction would be slower for a second and it would seem that his attitude was not firm enough. He quickly added: "I don't mean to let you accept me now and give me a chance. Even if you will still reject me in the end, just let me be your free coolie first, as long as you don't deliberately avoid me, it's fine."

Chu Jiao nodded in a slight way, but said, "No need to wait for the end. I can reject you now, so that we don't have to waste our time."

"That's not what I mean."

Xie Yu wanted to explain again, but Chu Jiao didn't give him this opportunity and said directly: "No matter how you think about it, the ending will be the same."

"Xie Yu, you are so naive. Don't always do something wrong because of your own whim."

Chu Jiao's words were like a basin of cold water, poured directly on Xie Yu's face in person, and her repulsion towards him was self-evident.

Xie Yu raised his eyes and looked at her with some pleading in his eyes, "Is it possible that there is nothing at all?"

Chu Jiao did not answer this question directly, but said: "Just as you thought at the beginning, we were not suitable for each other, so we shouldn't be together. I feel so much now. Xie Yu, after all, I should still thank you. It's better to be humiliated for a moment than torture each other for the rest of my life."

Having said this, there seems to be no need to continue.

Chu Jiao stood up and walked out, "I'll go back first, you can rest early, good night."

Xie Yu stepped forward and chased after me, "Wait for me, if you don't agree, you won't agree. I didn't say it's okay? Anyway, I'll take you back in a hotel. You are not safe alone at night."

"No need." Chu Jiao didn't turn her head back, so she stood by the side of the road and reached out to stop a taxi.

Xie Yu knew it was difficult to persuade him, so he hesitated for a moment and immediately got into his car, and followed the taxi where Chu Jiao was taking.

Because he still needed to park, after watching Chu Jiao enter the hotel, the two of them had no chance to say another word.

Xie Yu was a little annoyed. He felt that he seemed to have been wrong again today.

Not only did she not bring the distance between him and Chu Jiao closer, but she made her even more repulsive of herself.

Xie Yu sat at the table, leaned his head against the wall, his face full of depression.

He seems to be like this, since he was a child, and he can't do anything well.

Even if I like someone now, I feel that I am so powerless.

But at the same time, he became more and more regretful of what he had done.

Chu Jiao used to like him so much. What kind of harm did his ridiculous behavior bring to her that would cause the current situation.

What exactly should be done to change the status quo.

Xie Yu is like a child who has made countless mistakes since he was a kid who has grown up and made countless mistakes but has never received actual punishment. Because he has always been so unscrupulous and is not punished if he makes mistakes, he will become worse next time, until he makes irreparable mistakes.

And now Xie Yu is in such a deadlock.

Xie Yu called the front desk and asked them to bring some wine.

He drank the precious wine directly like water, and the fishy and stimulation made him cough violently.

Xie Yu thought, it would be great if he was drunk, and he would not be so uncomfortable if he was drunk.

But the next second, the hand that raised the bottle was hanging in the air, hesitating and putting it down.

He whispered to himself.
Chapter completed!
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