Perhaps because Yun Hua's disdain expression was too dazzling, Qi Ziheng's emotions became excited again.

"Drawing, I'm not him, I'm really not him."

Qi Ziheng said anxiously, "During the time I was in a coma, I have been having that dream. An immersive dream made me even think that I am that idiot. But I am really not him. I won't do it like him, never! I won't protect the person I like in such a stupid way."

"He is paranoid, he is also cowardly. He does not have strong enough confidence to protect his lover, but he refuses to let go, and stubbornly locks her up beside him. He clearly likes her, but never says he loves her; he thinks he has done too much for her, but in fact he doesn't know what she wants at all; he is hopelessly stupid. He claims to like her, but he has never really understood what she wants..."

"He is really stupid and stupid. All her experiences are harmed by him! He is not qualified to say he likes it, he is not qualified to love her."

Qi Ziheng's eyes were earnest, and even looked at Yunhua with pleading, "But I am not him, I will never be like him. He is blind, but I don't, I am not blind, I am not him!"

"Drawing, I'm not him, I'm really not him..."

Qi Ziheng's voice was very low, with a painful plea, "That was just a dream of mine, or maybe it was a dream of yours. He was the person who looked exactly like me in the dream, but he was not me, painting, he was not me, I was not him... You can take my anger on me, but you can't really treat me as him, it's unfair..."

Yunhua was silent.

Qi Ziheng's eyes were deep, and pain spread in his eyes, "You can't treat me like this. Drawing. From the first meeting to now, you have treated me with an attitude towards him. I am completely confused. I have endured your hatred for him without knowing anything... It's been so many years. Do you know how confused and painful I am every time I face your disgusting gaze?"

"You will never know how uncomfortable your disgusting eyes will make me feel." Qi Ziheng's throat choked, and his voice became more and more low and hoarse. "Being looked at by someone he likes so much with such disgusting eyes... This is probably the most ruthless punishment."

"I always thought that I did something wrong, or that I was too annoying, otherwise why would you look at me with that kind of gaze? Even if I could not even want my life to save you, I couldn't get the care of you with your eyes..."

Qi Ziheng took a breath and looked at Yunhua and smiled slowly, "Drawing, don't you know, how many times have I been disgusted with myself? It must be that I am not good, otherwise why would you look at me like that? But I don't know where I am not good at all, and you are unwilling to tell me what I am wrong! I keep examining myself, but there is no result, and I will only fall into the lowest level, bigger and deeper disgust..."

Qi Ziheng suddenly reached out and hugged his head.

His voice was very dull, very low, very dumb, "I finally know now. I am right, it's not my fault. The person you hate, the person you hate, is him, not me..."

As he said that, Qi Ziheng suddenly looked up at Yun Hua, "Drawing is like twins. My brother did something wrong and made you hate him and hate him, but what does it have to do with my brother? My brother just looks exactly the same as him. Except for this face, I am completely different from him, completely different! Don't you feel it? I am not him!"

"I'm not him!"

Qi Ziheng yelled out the last four words with almost all his strength.

Yunhua finally still, moved.

Didn't you feel it? I'm not him.

Yunhua pursed her lips and became silent.

She replied in her heart: Yes, I feel that you are not him, but... but I have no choice...

When facing the same face, she really couldn't separate Qi Ziheng from Qi Ziheng in her previous life. She also knew that she might not have taken her anger on Qi Ziheng, after all, Qi Ziheng never felt sorry for her.

Qi Ziheng in this life is different from Xiao Ruyue in this life.

The former did not hurt her at all, or it did not have time to hurt her.

But the latter, Xiao Ruyue, really attacked her again and again, so her revenge was natural.

So what about aligning Ziheng?

Whether he didn't have time or he wouldn't attack her at all, it didn't matter. What's important is that Qi Ziheng has indeed never done anything to be sorry for her. She has always been unilaterally hostile to him, ignoring him, and ignoring him...

Is it unfair?

Maybe it's right, but she really can't treat him as someone other than Qi Ziheng.

"It's because of this face, right?" Qi Ziheng looked at her and chuckled, "Just because this face is exactly the same, you can't separate me from him, right? Then I don't want this face, okay?"

"What are you going to do?" Yun Hua's brow frowned immediately.

"Don't worry, I won't do anything that makes you embarrassed." Qi Ziheng smiled, "Since you can't tell me and him because of this face, then I'll change my face and help you distinguish it."

"Qi Ziheng!"

Yunhua's brow frowned fiercely, "Don't do this!"

"Oh by the way, there is also a name." Qi Ziheng smiled, "It's not just the face, but also this name. Qi's surname cannot be changed, but the name doesn't matter. What kind of name do you like? Or do you choose one for me?"

"Qi Ziheng!" Yun Hua pursed her lips, "Why are you doing this?"

"You don't understand!" Qi Ziheng looked at Yun Hua and shook his head slowly, "You don't understand, how much I want to be another person in your heart, rather than the Qi Ziheng who hurts you deeply. I'm not him at all, I'm not his, I've never been him..."

Yunhua closed her eyes.

She was shaken.

Now she can tell whether a person is true or false.

She could see Qi Ziheng's struggle and pain.

She could understand completely, too.

Indeed, Qi Ziheng in this life was not Qi Ziheng in the previous life. He had never experienced those things personally. Even though he suddenly had the memories of his previous life, for Qi Ziheng now, he was like he suddenly had the memories of his twin brother. He watched his twin brother do so many things, but he didn't agree with it, and he didn't think it was him...

It's similar to a dual personality.

But there is a difference.

The dual personality in psychology is that the two personalities do not know each other and do not remember what each other has done. A small part is that the master personality does not know the existence of the secondary personality, but the secondary personality knows the existence of the master personality.

If calculated based on dual personality, Qi Ziheng, who can control the body in this life, is obviously the master personality. The memory of the previous life is a secondary personality for him. The problem now is that the secondary personality is dead and no longer exists, but the master personality has more memory of the secondary personality.

And Yun Hua took his anger at his master's personality because of what he did with his subordinate personality...

For Qi Ziheng in this life, his master's personality is indeed very unfair. He has done nothing, but he has endured Yun Hua's hatred...

"sorry."

Yunhua looked at Qi Ziheng and said softly.

Qi Ziheng, who was about to collapse and full of pain in his eyes, suddenly looked up and looked at Yunhua in disbelief, "What did you... say?"

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't treat you with his attitude, and I'm sorry, I can't control myself. So...so I will try to stay away from you and try not to have contact with you, otherwise, I'm afraid I will be unable to help... hurt you, or even kill you!"

Yunhua's voice was very faint. She was saying sorry, but she didn't feel much guilty. She was just saying a fact.

However, for Qi Ziheng, this is enough.

He was a little disbelief, and then he was ecstatic. His hands trembled slightly, "Don't, don't say sorry to me, what he did ruined your life... No matter how angry you are, it's normal... It's normal for you to take your anger. After all, for you, I am him, he in another world..."

"Don't say sorry." Qi Ziheng's expression couldn't stop, and he wanted to laugh but wanted to cry, "Drawing, I... I'm sorry, I didn't know anything before, I shouldn't force you. No one knows how painful you are. With those memories that make people collapse, you haven't become dark, you're getting better and better... You really don't have to say sorry to anyone, especially me! I'm not qualified. It's me that I should say sorry to you..."

Qi Ziheng cried so hard.

A big man cried like this and it really ruined his image, but Yun Hua could clearly feel it, and he was so excited at this moment.

At this moment, Yun Hua was really relieved.

This world is different from that world after all, nothing is different.

At this moment, Qi Ziheng sniffed, and he looked at Yunhua, "Do you know how I got this angina pectoris?"

Yunhua blinked, "What got it in the dream?"

Qi Ziheng smiled bitterly, "It's him."

"Um?"

Cloud painting is incomprehensible.

Qi Ziheng sighed, "I don't have the right to ask you to believe it, nor do I have the right to ask you to understand his bastard. But he did... forget it, let's not talk about it. After you died, Xiao Ruyue and Duan Xinhai found another person who was similar to you to replace you. Xiao Ruyue also used your photos during your lifetime to deceive him, making him think you were still staying in the sanatorium..."

"One day, he got drunk and couldn't hold on. He was so tired. He worked so hard and climbed up desperately. But after dreaming at midnight, he was still alone. He couldn't even hug the person he loved the most. He wanted to take a look at the person he loved the most, but he could only use the photos..."

"He couldn't hold on anymore. He drank too much and indulged himself to go to the sanatorium to find you, wanting to tell you all his plans. Originally, Duan Xinhai had explained all aspects of the sanatorium, and Xiao Ruyue informed him in advance. Every time he went to the sanatorium, the people who received him were arranged by Duan Xinhai. No one would tell him the truth and would do everything possible to prevent him from seeing you."
Chapter completed!