Chapter 44: True and False(1/2)
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At this moment, when I saw the hurt, my beloved girl was heartbroken, and Meng was still scratching her heart, and suddenly she felt no idea.
He stood in a daze at the door of the bedroom and stood stalemate with Liping for a while. It seemed that there was a sudden inspiration. He heard a "boom" sound and knelt down in front of Liping again.
I only heard Meng said sincerely:
"Liping, my dear, please agree to me and my pursuit!
I really love you! I have told my father and mother that in this life, you will not marry me!
In my future life, I am willing to go through fire and water for you, and I am willing to go up the mountain of swords and seas of fire for you, and even sacrifice my life!
If, if you don’t promise me, I will die in front of you immediately!”
After saying that, Mengdu turned his head and looked around. He saw a vase made from Jingdezhen on the bedside table. He immediately got up, reached out and grabbed the vase, then returned to Liping and knelt down, picked up the vase with both hands, raised it and smashed it to his head!
"No, you can't do this!"
Liping was stunned by Mengdu’s series of actions!
When he saw him suddenly committing suicide in front of him, he rushed forward in panic and grabbed the vase in Mengdu's hand.
"Liping, my dear, just let me die!
Today, I have offended you, and I deserve to die!
Now, I, I--you don’t promise me, I will never love any woman again in my life! I have no meaning to live!"
Meng Du seemed to have made up his mind and reached out to grab the vase from Liping's hand again.
He snatched the vase and said:
"Please, Liping, just now, it was all that damn alcohol that made me confused and made me lose my mind! I, I shouldn't take off your clothes when you were drunk;
You shouldn't possess your body when you are not awake.
I deserve to die, I deserve to die!
Liping, let me use this vase to end my life! Let me use my own life to redeem my sins to you!”
Meng Du showed an extremely repentant look, confessed his feelings in front of Liping, and showed a determination to atone for his sins to the death.
what to do?
what to do??
What to do???
Why does the fate of many disasters always haunt and torture me endlessly?
What kind of evil did I do in my previous life?
How much debt do I owe to others???
Look at Mengdu, he begged me so devoutly, so sadly, and snatched the vase so much, and was it my fault again?
Am I committing sins in my life and owing new sins?
Ah, I have hurt a man's heart and hurt Li Gang in blood!
Today, am I going to destroy this man’s life and take Mengdu’s life?
Oh God! Where are you?
Why did you let me come to this world?
Why??
Why???
Liping tightly protected the vase with both hands, and looked at the pain in her dreams with sad eyes, and her heart was already in a mess!
She listened quietly to Mengdu's confession, looked at him kneeling in front of her sincerely, thinking to herself:
Maybe dreams really love me?
Do you really love me to the point of being crazy?
To be fair, apart from the deviant behavior tonight, what mistakes did dreams have to me on weekdays?
No, not only in front of me, but also in front of others, in today's society, do he have any obvious shortcomings? Is there anything else that should be condemned?
Maybe, maybe, as he said, any man will do the same deviant behavior as him after he is drunk, especially in a special occasion where there is only one man and one woman?
And, what did he say just now?
Yes, he said that when I was drinking in front, the idiom I made up "Lying on the bed and going around Beijing - Mengdu" made him believe that I was truly loving him and confessing my love and love to him.
I—, why did I make up such a idiom tonight?
Could it be that fate is really hinting and guiding me in the dark?
If this is the case, what mistakes do dreams have to be condemned?
Why should Meng Du end his life for the deviant behavior in the preceding period, or for hurting me?
oh--!
My childhood and youth lovers have been lost.
If I hadn't had my childhood sweetheart with Li Gang, would I still be so cautious about Mengdu and reject Mengdu?
Do I really need to be so careful about Mengdu and reject Mengdu?
Now, Li Gang has cut off contact with me.
Why, why can't I agree to have sex with Meng now?
As the saying goes:
The elderly doubt many real things;
Young people believe in many fake things.
A kind-hearted girl always believes in many fake things, whether in the best or the worst, whether in the best, or in the worst!
Poor Liping, she has not yet fully kept up with the trend of the times!
Because she is educated and influenced by her parents for a long time, she still values the chastity of a girl and values "the men and women are not close to each other" in terms of interactions between men and women, especially in sexual contact!
It is important to which man took away his virginity and which man possessed his first time!
Today, Meng Du has become her first man!
Liping felt that she was not qualified to choose another man.
She could only obey fate's arrangements and would only marry the man in front of her in this life.
Liping lamented in pain.
She turned around and put the vase in her hand weakly under the bed.
Then he sat back on the bed and said sadly and ashamedly: "Mengdu, tell you the truth. I have been in love with others in the past. I am not worthy of accepting your love."
"No, you are a pure girl! You are a complete virgin. Just now, I have personally verified your..."
I never thought that my adaptability would bring such a fundamental turning point.
After hearing Liping's words just now, he jumped up in ecstasy and took a special look at the bed sheet stained with virgin blood!
Suddenly, he realized that his words were about to "run out of the air", so he stopped talking and changed his words:
"Just just now, I have personally verified that your kind heart is and your simplicity is innocent!
I know you will forgive me and have pity for me!
Dear, promise me! You stand up and I swear to you:
From now on, as long as you disagree, I will never touch you a hair, nor will anyone allow you to touch you a hair!"
After saying that, Mengduo wanted to kneel down in front of Liping again.
"No, dreams are all, don't, don't do this. My mother said that there is gold under men's knees! Men cannot kneel down casually!"
Liping, who was simple-minded, quickly stretched out her hands and stopped Mengdu, who was about to kneel down in time.
"Then——, dear, you forgive me?"
Meng Mu looked at Liping happily.
Liping did not answer, but nodded in a silly way.
"Ah-! That's great! My dear, I'm so happy and lucky!
Dear, now, it’s still early before dawn, so you can sleep for a while.”
Mengdu happily patted his forehead with his palms twice, then helped Liping lovely and sent her back to the edge of the bed to sit down.
It is impossible to sleep.
But, what can I do without sleeping?
At this time, Liping did not refuse Mengdu's support, nor did she sleep for a while as Mengdu's advice.
To be continued...