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After Liping reported to the Provincial Sports Commission, two months passed in the blink of an eye.

For young men and women who are in their prime, the most confusing and tormented experience is the sudden intervention and impact of external forces when they are in love!

During these two months, Liping called Li Gang every day;

And where is Li Gang's side?

Either the phone is turned off or no one answers.

I don’t know if the phone was broken or Li Gang deliberately refused to answer.

There was no choice, Liping wrote letters to Li Gang every now and then. And every time she wrote a letter, she clearly asked Li Gang to reply quickly.

Unexpectedly, I wrote more than a dozen letters in a row, but I didn’t get a reply from Li Gang.

Liping didn't know what happened to her lover, so she used her mobile phone to send a text message to Li Gang. She wrote on the text message:

"Gun, my dear, why don't you answer my phone or reply to me? Are you having an accident or are you sad that you were not transferred to the Provincial Sports Brigade? If you don't reply or answer the phone, I will go back to the county town to find you right away!"

Unexpectedly, Liping's trick really worked!

In less than ten minutes, she received a text message from Li Gang.

However, Li Gang's text message made Liping's heart chill!

Li Gang wrote in the text message:

"Liping, please stop contacting me again. It is no longer suitable for us to contact us! I hope you can adapt to the new environment and sincerely wish you happiness!"

The stingy tone and the indifferent attitude are unprecedented!

Liping quickly called his cell phone, but she didn't expect that the voice of the computer operator came from the cell phone:

"Sorry, the phone number you called has been turned off, please dial it later."

Could it be that Li Gang really had an accident?

Amid anxiety, worry and anxiety, Liping gritted her teeth and survived another month in the Provincial Sports Brigade.

I couldn't help it anymore. That day, she asked the leader of the sports brigade and boarded the train to the county town in a hurry.

The train headed south, and dust was flying all the way.

Bullet-shaped EMUs, rushing through the invisible obstacles of the atmosphere, and roaming among the hills in the south of the Yangtze River.

Staring at the fleeting road protection trees on both sides of the railway, as well as blooming violets and oleanders, as well as buildings of different sizes and sizes in the distance, the dark sorrows rolled violently in Liping's mind, and it was a sensation:

The society in front of us is in an era of drastic changes in reform; the economy of the provincial capital and the lives of the people in the provincial capital are also keeping pace with the times in the prosperity and excitement;

But my weight has been significantly reduced in the past few months!

Two children of cadres from the provincial capital came to the sports brigade to invite me again and again. They wanted to invite me to go shopping malls, parks, chrysanthemum exhibitions, watch internal movies, and visit famous places...

However, I knew their intention to invite me, so I could only reject them again and again, always letting them come with excitement and return with disappointment.

They also kept asking me to send a message to my father and asked him to buy local specialties from the county town for them.

I just called my father casually and tried to do it perfunctorily.

My father was very motivated to buy local specialties for the children of the two cadres.

As long as I receive a call from me, he will quickly buy the products purchased by the children of the two cadres, and will ask me to go to the train station to pick up the goods, and then ask me to hand them over to the children of the two cadres.

what do I do?

I can only go to the station to pick up the goods.

But after I received the goods, I could not give them to the children of the two cadres by myself, but I could only ask the express company to send them.

Anyway, I try not to contact the two cadres’ children as much as possible, and try not to let them have any inappropriate thoughts about me!

Doing this is because I have any disgust towards the two cadres’ children?

Of course not!

To be fair, Hao Min is smart, flexible, enthusiastic and generous;

All dreams are sincere and polite.

Children of cadres like this are rare in the current society.

But, why should I alienate them?

I am worried that if I get along with them too often, too casually, and too close to them, they will immediately fall in love with them.

Especially Wang Mengdu, the son of the deputy mayor, can be seen that he is pursuing me.

If I get closer to them, Wang Meng will definitely attack me directly!

And what about me?

It is impossible to agree to Wang Mengdu’s pursuit!

If I gave him a chance, what would I do if he really courted me in front of me?

If that is the case, everyone will be embarrassed!

Li Gang, Li Gang, do you really don’t know what I am thinking?

Don’t you know that I have long regarded you as my lifelong support and lifelong companion?

Don’t you know that I have been preparing to give you everything I have?

I have been in the provincial capital for more than three months. Apart from training, competition, and going out in groups, I almost never go out and I don’t step in the second door!

The leaders of the Sports Brigade took care of me very considerately, and my teammates here treated me as close as sisters.

However, without you by my side, I always feel that I have no backbone, there is always a kind of sorrow of separation from an isolated island, and there is always a kind of desolation without falling!

Actually, I also want to go out for fun, go shopping, go to movies, and go to the park to relax!

However, can you understand a girl’s difficulties?

At my age, before people around you are sure that you have a "boyfriend", colleagues will ask you enthusiastically:

"Do you have friends?"

"Do you want to introduce one?"

There are also many male teammates from the diving team, who just chase me like a hunting dog chasing a rabbit.

Therefore, I would rather lock myself in the house, even if I am lonely and deserted, I would not dare to go out to make friends easily, nor would I dare to contact the two cadres and children.

Every day, I have an inexplicable worry, as if I am not careful, I will fall into some quagmire that I can't extricate myself.

Li Gang, Li Gang, do you know that just last month, my father came to the provincial capital twice and forced me to go out for a trip with the children of two cadres.

I repeatedly refused, saying that I was busy with training and was tired, and I was unwilling to go out.

My father was so angry at me!

You know why my father scolded me:

"Don't you go crazy! Watching a movie will make you just have a lot of effort; going to the park is like walking around the doorstep, eating, drinking, having fun and going out to the streets and restaurants, and you don't want to spend half a piece of money! Why can't you go out with Meng and Hao Min to play with? Do you also need to train at night? Do you also have to dive on Sundays? Do you have to hold a golden rice bowl and hold a mud lump all day long without changing it. How could I raise a beast like you with two legs?!"

There are many more unpleasant words!

Although I have heard a lot of my father’s ugly words since I was a child, it is hard for me to tell you now!

I hate my father’s actions from the bottom of my heart.

How many times have passed? I really want to be happy and let go of my throat and have a big argument with him!

But you know, I am too cowardly, too kind, and too lack of courage by nature.

My father went to the countryside to work in the countryside at the age of sixteen; he was unsuccessful after work, and because he gave birth to my daughter, his personality was distorted and his worldview was distorted on the bumpy road of life.

In his mind, a certain philosophy of life among their generation had been formed strongly.

Deep inside him, there was an extremely strong desire to stand out and pursue, and a desire to unexpectedly get a god-given opportunity, or to curry favor with a high-ranking official and change his destiny overnight!

He always dreams that one day he can be able to hold his chest up, be arrogant, cheer up in front of everyone, and show off his strength.

What kind of mentality is this?

I don't know, and I can't explain it clearly.

But I despise it and hate it!

However, thinking about my father's depression for so many years, especially his mental depression, depressedness and loss, as well as his financial difficulties and poverty, I think he is actually very pitiful!

Every time he encounters something unpleasant outside, he will go home to excrete and get fire!

In the end, the unlucky ones were always the mother and our two daughters.

After decades, my mother has become a cowhide drum, and she can beat him as she beat him;

My daughter also became a punching bag, and he pushed it and let him scold him.

In this family, we are afraid of him, hate him, and pity him!

Of course, the most pitiful one is my poor mother.
To be continued...