Sometimes "sin" is like a seed that you cannot see or touch. It will grow quietly in your heart and take root deeply when and where it will not be known; or it is just a gust of wind that seems to be there, you think it has passed without trace, but you don't know that it has already blown the ripples in the heart of that pool.

You may not be willing to call this "sin" at all. At most, it is a "sudden whim" in a moment. You have no malicious intentions and absolutely do not want any serious consequences for your behavior.

But that's what the saying says-

Don't do evil in small ways.

In this world, there is never a big difference between "sin" and it's just that things are not born in yourself and you are unaware of it.

When did Li Shuwen start planting this "flower of sin"? Perhaps in the eyes of others, it is really not considered a bad thing. Even if the final result of the matter is indeed towards the result he wants, the reason is that it has nothing to do with him.

He just met Su Guo on the train back home during the winter vacation that year. He mentioned that he met "her" and Qin Yao in the Sanguan Canteen that time, and told Su Guo that you saw you, "with a ponytail and a beige coat and talking and laughing with Qin Yao beside you."

He once regretted that he shouldn't say that, but when he thought about it carefully, he was actually basically true in the words he said, except for the four words "talking and laughing" that he made up by himself.

Even these four words are just my own speculation.

A handsome man and beautiful woman walk side by side and eat hot pot together in the canteen during lunch time. Shouldn’t it be a joke? Even if you don’t say that, wouldn’t Su Guo think about that? What he is talking about is the fact.

Even though he never said "talking and laughing", the strange atmosphere between Su Guo, Qin Yao and Ding Lin in the library last time, as long as he said that he had seen Ding Lin and Qin Yao be together, Su Guo would definitely misunderstand it.

He just came out of the library and met Su Guo with a frustrated look on his face. He kept following her and saw her walking on the stairs in front of the library. He hesitated for a long time. He was about to go up and say hello, but when she turned around, she smiled and said, "What a coincidence, senior, I just happened to want to enter the library, so I borrow your campus card to use it."

If this accidental encounter with Su Guo on the train and his unintentional words were just an accident without thinking, how could he justify what happened before this?

When he heard that Su Guo and Qin Yao were going home together, Qin Yao stayed at school for two more days after the exam. On the day when Su Guo finished the exam, he should have helped the final work of the semester in the department director's office. Why did he suddenly take out his cell phone and call his cousin who was working at the train station? Why did he go back to the dormitory to pack his luggage and rush home?

If all these things can be attributed to his sudden homesickness, then when the department director asked when the laboratory should be finished when the experimental supplies that should be sorted in his laboratory, he not only said sorry that he had booked the ticket to go back, but after he added another sentence, "Most students went back after the exam two days ago, and now only Qin Yao, who is still in school, may be left."

Of course, Li Shuwen knew the department head's appreciation for Qin Yao and knew that he had always wanted to cultivate him. If Qin Yao had not looked down on the role of student cadres, many teachers in their college would have already included him under his command.

As for the things in the laboratory, it can be sorted out in half a day. There is not much work, let alone tiredness. The only disadvantage is that this laboratory is on the basement floor of the school's laboratory building. It is basically impossible to receive signals during class, and it is useless to bring a mobile phone. It allows students who are in class here to do experiments without distraction.

So he was so hypocritical and artificial when he asked Su Guo on the train, "Why didn't you and Qin Yao go back together?" He was like a clown who directed and acted by himself, with an ulterior motive of darkness, allowing the seed to break out of the ground and let the gust of wind stir up the wind.

The things he did during the holiday that year made him unable to let go of it because he was never a vicious person. Even if others did something that was sorry for him, he just laughed it off and never held grudges, let alone let himself become that vicious person?

But the fact is that he did it, he was furious and reckless, and he also made the Spring Festival that year quite nervous, for fear that his temporary confusion would cause a misunderstanding between Qin Yao and Su Guo. He was envious of Qin Yao, but he did not hate him. Because he knew very well that he had never had the possibility of "fair competition" with Qin Yao for Su Guo. Su Guo liked Qin Yao, and that he liked Qin Yao so desperately would not change because of the appearance of him or another person. And what he liked was her persistence and open-mindedness?

So at the beginning of the new semester, when he could often see Su Guo hanging breakfast at the door of the guard room early in the morning, when he accidentally heard Xiaopang say that the junior named Ding Lin no longer chased Qin Yao, when he saw the mobile phone next to Qin Yao's clothes and the black mobile phone case on the steps of the stadium, he let down his heart.

Fortunately, at least I didn’t hurt anyone because of my temporary selfishness.

From then on, he buried the extremely hidden "sin" that he had never revealed to anyone, carefully collected it, and made plans to never get involved in this part of his heart that he thought was dirty and embarrassed in his life.

That year he was senior and she was junior.

He has always been disliked those noisy parties that call friends, but he was more concerned about the "breakup meal" in his senior year than anyone else. He went to Xiaopang to indirectly and asked Xiaopang to determine the number of people attending the party in advance so that he could locate him. He also welcomed everyone to bring his family to him.

The breakup meal was unprecedentedly grand. Most of the life science majors got some contact with each other, and he reserved a seat for everyone.

In the end, only two people did not come.

He worked hard for half a month and took several days off with the internship unit. Finally, there were some people he was not familiar with at all. In fact, only one person he wanted to hire was hired.

When the party was halfway through, he insisted on going back to school despite everyone's dissuasion. When he saw that the path in front of the school market was probably the person who was his "best VIP" at the party today, he was snuggling in the arms of a boy.

They hugged each other, his chin resting on top of her head, her hands forming a circle behind him.

In fact, he shouldn't have listened to what the colleague in the internship unit said, "If you hug the person you love tightly on Christmas Eve, you will definitely be happy."

Nonsense!

Happiness, which is invisible and intangible, and is extremely fantastic and mysterious, has never been concrete, and it is not something that can be possessed by a "hugging"!

A year later, at those gatherings that miss the past, he accidentally heard someone talking about Qin Yao, saying that the girls who loved him and the ridicule of the crazy ones around him were talking about them and the ridicule of the people who said "Look, I know they were not far away"...
Chapter completed!