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Chapter 57 Let You Live While Waiting to Die

"Have you gone to find Xiaoye?"

"Yes, I went to find her. What's wrong? Do you regret not having to say good words in advance? Don't worry, Xiaoye didn't say anything." Su Guo felt her eyes hurt, and suddenly she felt a little dry and painful, "Oh, by the way, I saw someone. Xiaoye said his name was 'Zhao Yinan', do you know him?"

"I don't know," Qin Yao knew that Su Guo was driving should not affect her, but his hand was on Su Guo's right hand placed on the steering wheel, and his thumb gently rubbed against the back of her hand, "Su Guo, please believe me, and please give me some time. It won't be too long. I will handle all this well. Whether it is Ye Chenxi or Zhao Yinan, their affairs have no connection with us."

"As someone else's boyfriend, are you watching your girlfriend cuckold herself? Qin Yao, why do I think you live so frustrated?" Su Guo inadvertently shook off the hand that Qin Yao covered her hand, as if he was serious, "Qin Yao, no matter what, as your childhood friend, I really can't bear to be bullied. Tell me if you have anything to do. I will definitely vent my anger for you. At worst, I can post big-character posters to this pair of dogs and women, expose all their misfortunes, and I vent my anger for you!"

"Su Guo..." Qin Yao naturally understood that Su Guo was mocking him and blaming him for hiding something from her. Of course he was willing to tell Su Guo everything, but... he had to abide by the agreement he made with Xiao Ye at the beginning.

"Your home is here."

A few days ago, Su Guo finished picking up Qin Yao from get off work. The two of them either went to Su Guo to cook a few home-cooked dishes with a variety of flavors, or had a meal in Xiaodongbei next to Qin Yao's school. They were quite harmonious. Until today, Su Guo went to Xiaoye and learned about the "activity" between her and Qin Yao, and then pretended to be Qin Yao's identity to go to the 4S store to set up a 4S store and learned that his car was not broken at all.

"What are you eating for dinner? Why don't we go to eat Japanese food today and call Lao Liu. You don't say that he likes salmon the most. I know there is a Japanese food nearby that is not bad."

"No need." Su Guo opened the door lock, "Goodbye."

"What's wrong with you?" Su Guo, who Qin Yao knew, would choose to believe in herself unconditionally. No matter what unexplained things she did, she would still believe in the Qin Yao she liked. What's more, she knew that there must be a reason for her and Xiao Ye to pretend to be a couple. "In the past, you would choose to believe me no matter what I said or did."

Su Guo sighed, "If what you gave me is the same as what you gave others, then I won't want it."

If you are willing to help Xiaoye out of your gratitude or sympathy, then what you said about recovering me after five years of separation is probably due to guilt and a little regret for the past.

"You know what I mean to you, Su Guo."

He lied to her that the car broke down, he fainted and sick in front of her, he stayed begging her for nothing, and he told her more than once: I regretted that I shouldn't have left you five years ago, I still love you, I always love you, I am willing to use the rest of my life to win back your love.

This is the craziest and most desperate thing that Qin Yao has done in thirty years. He thought she understood, and she should understand, and they have been... they have long believed in each other's feelings.

"If you don't say it, how could I understand? Forget it, I don't want to know about the matter between you and Xiao Ye anymore. Even if you tell me now, I don't want to know."

"So, you're already disappointed in me?"

"The feeling of disappointment will never be overwhelming, it will only accumulate little by little." Disappointment is different from love. Love can pour out and drown you and make you die immediately; disappointment is the slow boiling of frogs bit by bit, allowing you to die while living.

"I know that I was not good enough to you in the past. We can start over. I will treat you well this time!" He had experienced the pain of losing her and understood that he had already felt deeply in love with her. Perhaps it was earlier than she fell in love with him and deeper than she loved herself.

Qin Yao was confident that she could recover Su Guo. After all, she had been chasing herself for ten years, and she never thought of giving up liking herself in the ten years when she was so mean and ruthless to her. But now, he was no longer confident. From the moment she refused to escape from her, he found that Su Guo was no longer the silly girl who would pursue her desperately as long as she liked her. She began to know how to protect herself and hide her feelings, just like Qin Yao himself in a certain period of time, locking herself in a dark room and not allowing anyone to get close to her. It was a way of self-protection for those who were afraid of being hurt.

Su Guo is protecting her heart from being hurt, especially from her own injuries.

"I won't pick you up tomorrow."

This is the last sentence that Su Guo said before Qin Yao got off the car.

The next day, Su Guo stepped on the unit with a throttle and got low pressure all day long. Even the security guard noticed it. The master asked Manager Lin what happened to Manager Su recently? A few days ago, he was full of wind and asked everyone to drink milk tea and dessert every day. Today, he suddenly had a dark face and didn't like anything. Even the few green ivy that the aunt placed in the tea room were poisoned.

Lin Zhi told the security guard that a large customer under Manager Su's name was about to get it. Who knew that he was intercepted by other bank competitors halfway through, so he was in a bad mood. We should understand her more and tell the aunt not to be angry with her.

Lin Zhi came to the tea room and felt a little distressed when he saw several pots of green ivy that were almost barren.

"Break up?"

Fortunately, he quickly caught the teacup that someone threw at him. There was no water in the teacup, but the heavy stainless steel was so heavy that it could make people say "ouch" when hitting it in his arms.

"Kill someone!" Lin Zhi patted his chest, looking cowardly as if he had survived the disaster.

"Let you talk nonsense again!" Su Guo sat on the bench in the tea room, with her hands tilted her head, and her eyes were floating.

"Nonsense?" Lin Zhi also dragged Zhang Bai's bench to sit beside her. "I've been spending the night at your house, why are you sleeping late... Hey hey, these words are not what I said. You can twist your ears when you are capable!" Lin Zhi's tolerance for Su Guo is also good enough. It's normal for him to be either smashed or twisted his ears. It's normal for her to lie and hide her from time to time. "I say Comrade Su Guo, we are also comrades who have been built for many years of revolutionary friendship. From graduation to now, for five years, although you haven't taken me seriously, I... ahem, that's what you treat you as a friend. If you really can't figure it out, just talk to me?"

Lin Zhi's words were sincere and touching, and Su Guo was almost fooled by him.

But just as Lin Zhi said, they were "comrades who have been built for many years of revolutionary friendship", how could she not understand him?!

Su Guo took out his cell phone from Lin Zhi's suit pocket and pressed the password with a familiarity, "Oh, there's still a recording! Which faction's spy is this?"

"Hehe..." Lin Zhi took back his phone and smirked, "Gua'er, you also know that I have never had much self-control for beauties, especially those of the white, rich and beautiful type..."
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