Chapter 35 My hot face has long been plastered by you
"Qin Yao Where do you live? After Su Guo gets off the car, you have to show me the way..."
"No, I'll go down with her."
"It's okay, I'll take you home, it's raining outside."
The car parked outside the Suguo community. Su Guo thanked Li Shuwen and was about to get off the car, but Li Shuwen suddenly grabbed Su Guo's hand.
"I'll come to you again in two days."
Su Guo thought that Li Shuwen came to him to send a message to their company for the subsequent release, so she didn't think too much and responded to "Okay".
"Qin Yao...I'll take you back..."
"Thank you, no need." Qin Yao got off the car with Su Guo.
Su Guo knew that Qin Yao was behind him, and also knew that he was following him on purpose.
Su Guo didn't know what Qin Yao's actions meant, but she told herself: Su Guo, don't be mean, don't look down on you! Don't forget the hardships you endured, the tiredness you suffered, the pit you fell into, and the wrong path you took. How did you force yourself to endure the heartache and bury this person deep in those years!
Su Guo quickly pressed the number on the password key, opened the door, closed the door, and went upstairs without any pause or hesitation, and even with urgent fear and anxiety. It seemed that Qin Yao behind him was a man-eating monster, and if he was one second late, he would be drunk with blood...
Su Guo threw the bag on the ground casually, her shoes were tilted, and she hurriedly opened the refrigerator door and fed a large mouthful of ice water.
Su Guo, who wanted to use ice water to cool her heart, kept the sound of Qin Yao's coughing in her ears.
Qin Yao’s cold seems to be quite serious. Since last time he told him that he had been sick, hasn’t he been cured for more than a week? Has he taken good care of himself? Have he taken medicine? Have you seen a doctor? Steamed a sauna? The cold is already hypoxia in his brain. What if he fainted while steaming a sauna? Is there shit in Xiaopang’s brain?
It’s raining! It’s raining!
When Su Guo hurried downstairs with an umbrella, Qin Yao was gone.
Su Guo looked at the umbrella in her hand and her feet wearing slippers. She felt that she was just a fool. She shouted, "I haven't loved you anymore." While running towards you with tears in her face...
In vain, I was unable to hang my shoulders down, so tired that I wanted to cry.
But when he turned around, he fell into an embrace without warning.
Not warm, it was even a little cool and a clear manly atmosphere, which once made her intoxicated by someone's arms.
In an instant, tears collapsed.
The most fucking emotion in the world is not that the two little kids are not, but that the two little kids are not able to fall in love again.
For a long time after Qin Yao left, Su Guo was unable to accept this reality.
She even felt that she and Qin Yao were separated for a while, a little further apart and less contact, but they did not break up, and they did not separate. Tomorrow, next week, next month, next year... Qin Yao will be back.
She once thought that it would be a result if she kept waiting, but time told her that it was futile.
So, she began to sort out her feelings.
I met Qin Yao for the first time since I was a child and went to junior high school until I realized that they had ended. After more than ten years, I said that it was not long, but only one-eighth of my life. It was her entire youth.
As Qin Yao said, no one will be his life at this age. Many people are just passers-by in your life, some passing by, some unforgettable. But no matter how long or short it is, it will pass and finally let go.
How to say it? It’s a pity. Like a person who will miss you, it’s like sitting on a slide, and it’s over in a flash. You sit at the bottom, and after thinking about it, you still feel that it’s hard to get back with your own strength. At least you’re too lazy to return the same way, or you’re too lazy to go around and start over again, get up and pat the dust on your butt, and walk towards the crowd.
I no longer have to love like a dog, waving my tail to wait for him to throw a ball.
Time is not long, you and I are kind. When you meet again, I hope you understand me and smile with a deep affection for you but a expressionless smile.
But when Qin Yao appeared in front of him again, he was no longer a shadow in his memory.
He shone into Su Guo's life again like a long-lost light, but she could not show the "still deep love but expressionless smile" that had been carefully prepared for five years. She didn't even dare to look into his eyes, for fear that he would be hidden in his heart that would collapse at any time under the expressionless face.
"What's the point of you like this? If you have your life, I'm ready to start my own new life. What can you change when you pester me and come to me?" Su Guo sighed and poured Qin Yao a cup of hot water.
"Are you talking about the beginning... to Li Shuwen?"
"Qin Yao, don't change the topic!" Su Guo threw the dry towel that was ready for Qin Yao on the sofa, "You don't have the right to ask about my life. No matter who I am with, I have no obligation to report to you! Go back!"
She really didn't have the strength to get entangled with Qin Yao anymore.
"Then why did you chase me for ten years and have not been allowed to break into the ten years of my life?" Qin Yao's hoarse voice because of a cold revealed an unwilling reluctance. "You have been chasing me for ten years and liked me for ten years, why can't you continue to chase me for more than one year?"
"It's impossible to chase you anymore."
"Why? Tell me why? What I did wrong, I will change..."
"Qin Yao," Su Guo's face was filled with a bleak smile, "Qin Yao, my hot face... has long been cold by you."
"When you are hugging others, when you go abroad without saying a word, when you come back a year but never come to see me, when you... invite me to dinner but bring your girlfriend, or I have already planned to give up very early, very early."
In those years, the result of her chasing Qin Yao was that she hit the south wall, and her head was bleeding and injured. She finally chose to leave, probably because no matter how much she liked her, she could not exchange for the future. After separation, there were ten thousand possibilities in the future, but there was no Qin Yao in this possibility.
"What exactly should I do so that you can come back? Tell me, Su Guo, I beg you to tell me..."
Many times, many things have irreversible endings. Even if he is as smart as him and becomes a top student with high IQ, he is unable to change. However, he does not need to change anything else. The only thing he wants to get again is only one person, changing an ending that he once was so wrong that he could not recover.
"It was my fault in the past. I am willing to use all my future time to recover you! Su Guo, you don't need to come back, but please wait while you are here. This time, I will pursue you..."
"Whatever you want." Su Guo turned her face, preventing Qin Yao from seeing the expression on her face. In fact, she couldn't tell what she felt when she heard Qin Yao say "I will pursue you this time." But she subconsciously didn't want Qin Yao to know her mood at this moment, she had reached the limit of disguise.
"Su Guo."
"what?"
"Ahem..."
"So your illness has not yet recovered and you have to show off what kind of rain?"
"Su Guo..."
"what……"
"I……"
Chapter completed!