"Misunderstand?"

"The pillow you saw on the day of breaking up was indeed given by Ding Lin, but everyone in our dormitory received such pillows.

Before that, several juniors and sisters from the same department held a farewell party in our dormitory to send off Ding Lin... She needed to take a break for some reason, and that party was also the last party for everyone to go their separate ways. As a farewell gift, everyone received it. I don’t know you would mind that much. If I knew it would lead to our breakup, I would never accept it."

"So in your opinion, I am an ignorant girlfriend who is jealous and unreasonable because other girls give you gifts?!" Su Guo pulled her hand out of Qin Yao's hand.

"So you regard this pillow as a misunderstanding of our breakup? The culprit?" Su Guo was a little angry, and a nameless fire surged into her heart. "I spent ten years to exchange for the identity of Qin Yao's girlfriend. Do you think I would give in because of a pillow?"

"But you didn't come to me again after the quarrel that day..."

"I haven't looked for you?" Su Guo jumped up from the sofa excitedly and stared at Qin Yao's face that was confused and confused. "I regretted it less than ten minutes after the quarrel! I went back to find you, but what did I see? I saw you holding Ding Lin, downstairs of your dormitory! So many people were looking at you, and I heard someone saying, 'Didn't this man have a girlfriend?' Yes, Qin Yao, you had a girlfriend at that time! Even if you broke up, it didn't take more than ten minutes, but you were holding other girls who like you!"

If Su Guo hadn't mentioned it, Qin Yao might have no longer remembered that he had hugged Ding Lin.

Even if I think about it today, I really can't remember the details at that time.

He remembered that it seemed that Su Guo was angry for a while after leaving, but not long after, he rushed downstairs to find her, but was stopped by Ding Lin in the downstairs of the dormitory. Ding Lin said something like "I'm leaving, I'm afraid I'll never meet again in this life" and hugged him.

But even if the hug is enough, it will take only a few seconds. When he wants to push the other person away, the other person has already let go. Of course, he didn't know that Su Guo would see this scene at that time.

"Ding Lin's incident is even more misunderstanding. She was off school because she suffered from depression." So in front of Su Guo, Qin Yao was reluctant to mention more about Ding Lin.

"Every time you quarrel and every time you break up, I will make up first. You always bully me unscrupulously because I like you more...

"I thought to myself that Qin Yao, you can't, can't you coax me even once? My heart is not made of stones, I will feel pain and sad. Even an ordinary friend cannot be so bad by you...

"So when I saw you and Ding Lin hugging me, I made up my mind not to come to you again this time! Unless you come to me to ask for peace, I will never forgive you! But... you are really heartless..."

Su Guo later learned that Ding Lin was not with Qin Yao.

In fact, no matter whether it is Ding Lin’s leave of absence or her depression, she doesn’t need to know.

She was not afraid of Ding Lin becoming her strong opponent. In fact, she was not afraid of any girl close to Qin Yao. Even if most of them had bad intentions towards Qin Yao, she had never been afraid of it.

What she feared most at that time was Qin Yao herself. Whether Qin Yao herself liked to care about herself, and she had no sense of security about this, because she could not feel the same like and care as she did in Qin Yao.

Su Guo felt that she was not so humble or unconfident at that time, but Qin Yao was too dazzling, not only in her eyes, but in everyone's eyes.

Su Guo didn't know how far Qin Yao could accompany her. Her biggest hope was to go to the end with him, but it was always like this. The more you expect, the more disappointed you will be, and you will fall into a deep cycle.

Suffering from gains and losses, and at a loss.

Although Su Guo died of drunkenness in the dormitory, her cell phone was not turned off, and she did not receive any words from Qin Yao. Even he learned from others that he finally went abroad.

Su Ran mocked her and said, Su Guo, you were abandoned completely, and the other party fled directly to the other side of the ocean and broke off relations with you.

"No, I regret it, I really regret it!" Qin Yao stood up, the light in the living room was blocked by him, and a shadow covered Su Guo's head. It was the shadow from Qin Yao, just like every day and night after the age of twelve.

"You see me and Ding Lin downstairs in the dormitory because I was going to ask you for explanation, and I wanted to take back the word "breakup".

"But I can't find you everywhere. I searched you over and over in your school, every classroom, every corner I thought you would appear, but I still couldn't find you.

"I couldn't get through your phone... It was then that I realized how bad I was. You always appeared in front of me, but once you disappeared, I couldn't find it...

"I had been waiting downstairs of your dormitory that night. I couldn't think of any way to find you. I could only wait for you where you were most likely to appear. At two in the morning, I finally saw you go downstairs..."

Qin Yao did not return to the dormitory that day, so he walked to the small Northeast Restaurant outside the school alone. The small shop where Su Guo often packed pots and buns of meat for him. The first time he was drunk was so much that someone carried him back.

Qin Yao no longer remembered the hug Ding Lin and him downstairs in the dormitory, but Qin Yao would never forget that at 2 a.m. downstairs of Su Guo’s dormitory, he saw Su Guo with a man.

Qin Yao couldn't hear what they were saying, but it was obvious that the man became more and more excited as he spoke, and then suddenly turned and left. Su Guo obviously didn't expect the man to turn around and leave. After a moment of stunnedness, he almost rushed behind the man and hugged him tightly.

He could never forget the scene of Su Guo holding other men. After so many years, he could still clearly recall that the night sky was so dark that night, the wind was not strong, but it made people feel cold.

Qin Yao told Su Guo that he regretted it very much. Not only did he regret that he broke up at that time, but he even more regretted that he did not rush over to pull Su Guo back to him that night.

This is probably what character determines destiny.

Even though Qin Yao, who was dazzling like a star in Su Guo's heart, had his inferiority and unknown. Even if he always showed his indifference and refusal to show his never caring, he could not escape the imprint that fate was added to his body.

The first time Su Guo met Qin Yao was on the first day he had just moved to that town.

That year, Qin Yao's father passed away, and his mother took him away from the indifferent family that had never accepted them, mother and son.

But what's the difference between moving wherever?

All your past will become rumors and follow you, and you cannot escape wherever you are. Since you cannot escape, you do not need to hide.

The young man who once wanted to do better and hoped to be recognized by others gradually faded away and was calm until he locked himself in a room without doors and windows.

At that time, Qin Yao felt that no matter whether he fought for it or not, he would still lose it in the end. Even Su Guo, who was always chasing behind him, would eventually leave under the tempering of time.

Since you leave, it's better to let go.

"I went to Xiaodongbei to get drunk on the day we broke up. Su Ran took me back to the dormitory. After that, I fell asleep for two days." Qin Yao said that the person I saw at 2 a.m. could not be himself. At that time, she was probably clamoring in the dormitory to kill the shameless dog man and woman.

"I know, after meeting your sister and... her fiancé today, I know that everything five years ago was just a misunderstanding. You misunderstood me and Ding Lin, I misunderstood you and others." Qin Yao held Su Guo's hand again, "I don't want to break up with you. I regretted it five years ago. Let's get together again!"

Su Guo met Qin Yao since he was twelve years old. He never knew that his face would be filled with an expression of eagerness to get something but he still had to be careful and afraid that the things would run away.

That thing is Su Guo.

If it were five years ago, Su Guo would have rushed towards Qin Yao without hesitation. Even if he was disliked and verbally spoke to her, she would not let go of her hand! `But-

"But Qin Yao, we will break up not because of those misunderstandings."

In the subject of emotion, Su Guo is more qualified to become a professor than Qin Yao. It is a career that was trained by the real world of emotion and then was covered in scars before graduating.

So she could see clearly than Qin Yao that the breakup between them might appear to be due to those somewhat irritating misunderstandings.

But in the final analysis, it is because I don’t love enough.

If you love, if you love deeply, all misunderstandings are just thorns that can be cut off on the road of love, not the southern wall. You only need to hit it once and you will be bleeding, your eyes are full of devastation and unbearable.

No one has ever forced them to break up, lock them up and not meet without explanation, nor be brave.

"Qin Yao, you have always been the light on my way forward, warmer than the sun and more brilliant than fireworks. I am like a shadow, a light chaser, always chasing your light... Such pursuit is very tiring but still happy."

The separation of parents was the first poppy planted in Su Guo's heart, and it was slowly nourished and gradually became budding in her heart. Qin Yao's appearance illuminated her hazy heart with pure and beautiful light.

The poppy gradually withered until it disappeared.

"But once the light that belongs to you disappears, I become a lonely boat that cannot find the lighthouse. I thought I would wander on the sea without direction and never rely on the shore." Su Guo's eyes still had the struggle and pain of the past, so his smile could not soak in the eyes, float on the surface, and flow into form. "I have always forgotten that I also have my own route. I can no longer need the light of the lighthouse. Even if I hit the reef, even if I can never rely on the shore, it is my own journey, not as your shadow, it is always just standing behind you..."

Not for anyone, just be Su Guo himself.
Chapter completed!