Chapter 359 I just want to tell you that I love you(1/2)
"Later, I arrived in Seoul, which was 2000. At that time... I thought it was just a trip to visit my mother when I came back, but I didn't expect... I stayed until now."
"I have been practicing in the company for longer than you. I have been practicing in the company for seven years. My parents miss so much. I have watched the snow in Korea for seven years. In addition, the three years I have watched with you... I have watched the snow in Korea ten times."
"After so many years, I also know that in Korea, first snow has so many meanings."
"In legend, on the day of Chuxue, all lies, not a big mistake, can be forgiven, and sadness will be healed. The first of Chuxue means a new beginning."
"I know this."
At this time, Tiffany couldn't help but interrupt. She raised her little hand slightly and blinked her eyes and said, "Taeyeon has told me all these, but I heard that Chuxue has another meaning. Taeyeon has never told me, what is that?"
As she said that, a little curiosity appeared on Tiffany's little face. After coming to Korea, she was very interested in Korean customs and stories.
“…”
Glazed at this girl who didn't know if she would look at her words and expressions, and Jung Soo-yeon curled her lips, or spoke helplessly to Tiffany and said: "It is said that on this day of Chuxue, if the people who love each other see Chuxue together, they will always be..."
Suddenly, Jessica Jung's voice stopped abruptly. She turned her head a little, and her eyes met a pair of big eyes that were also aware of something but looked a little weird.
Suddenly!
The two beautiful figures that were originally quite close together quickly leaned back like conditioned reflexes, and then subconsciously looked at each other, then immediately looked at each other like an electric shock, and they all suddenly looked at other places.
"Hey...hehe...this legend...should..."
"If it's someone you love!"
Before the stupid girl could say something in a stiff tone, Jung Soo-yeon immediately glared at her and interrupted Tiffany's words with a dark tone. Her tone was firm!
"whispering sound……"
After a moment of staying, he seemed to be unable to react by Jessie Jeon's tough answer, but soon, Tiffany was still awake. He lowered his head slightly and curled his lips secretly.
"ah!"
"Okay OK~"
Seeing that Jung Soo-yeon glared at her like a furious cat, Tiffany immediately raised her little hand wisely, and bowed like surrender. Then he said to the girl sitting opposite him as if he was pleased: "Please continue. Yes!"
“…”
Looking at the girl's smiling crescent eyes, Zheng Xiuyan rolled her eyes slightly unhappy, but then, a trace of inexplicable light seemed to flash in her eyes when she looked at Tiffany in front of her, but it only flashed by, so Tiffany didn't notice it at all.
After a while, on this small table placed outside the window, the cool and soft sound sounded soft again.
"At the beginning... I didn't understand why the people around me were so happy when I saw Chuxue, but it was strange because everyone was very happy. So... I was a little happy too."
"But later, the more I looked at the first snow... I felt more annoyed."
"Because it always reminds me, oh... the year is over again. I have practiced for seven years, and every time I see the first snow, I feel that my efforts in the past few years seem to be in vain. In the past three years, I only thought that the snow was unexpectedly good at 07, and then..."
Suddenly, the faint voice came to an abrupt end again.
Sitting opposite, Tiffany, who was originally holding a small wine glass and siping carefully, was stunned for a moment, and then the expression on his face became a little deeper.
"Pani..."
The atmosphere was silent for a while, and the soft sound rang again.
But this time... her tone seemed to contain many indescribable complexities.
"Oh...what's wrong?"
Subconsciously raised his head, Tiffany's eyes met a pair of slender eyes that were quietly looking at her. In the dark and deep eyes, it seemed to be flashing with a little inexplicable sadness, which made Tiffany unable to help but pursed her lips and put down the wine glass in her hand unconsciously.
"Pani...you said, have we really gone through it? Is that darkness going through it?"
In a moment.
As the soft words that almost whispered into his ears, most of the hands tiffany hid in his cuffs suddenly tightened.
In just a moment, it was as if a wound that seemed to have scabbed suddenly began to hurt again. Countless memories that wanted to forget and block it kept pouring out from my mind.
Although a month has passed, Tiffany still feels that the Golden Record Awards Ceremony a month ago is like a beautiful dream, which makes her feel unreal and illusory whenever she thinks about it today.
And Tiffany knew very well that this feeling was not just her.
This month, the announcement began to get busy, and everyone's faces seemed to be full of happy smiles, but there were several times when Tiffany saw Taeyeon sitting alone in front of the trophy of the Golden Records, watching it blankly.
Tiffany could tell that hollow look at him at a glance.
It was a faint confusion and fear of the unknown in the future.
Has that black ocean really passed?
Have we... really been through it?
In the future...will it happen?
How can we make it…not happen again?
This is like a deep fear in the heart. As long as you experience it once, even if you succeed, you cannot easily smooth out the wounds it brings.
None of the members mentioned this month, but everyone knows that after it seems successful, more troubles come one after another.
They bother them all, everyone.
No one can give a positive answer in their hearts, because after experiencing such a thing, they actually began to be unable to even be sure of themselves.
So, after hearing Jessie Jung's murmuring words, Tiffany fell silent.
However, this silence did not last long.
"...Well! It's over!"
Suddenly.
She was obviously stunned for a moment. Then she subconsciously opened her eyes slightly, staring at Tiffany who suddenly pursed her lips and nodded heavily. She seemed to have never expected that this girl would give her such an answer.
"I...my mom said it!"
Looking at the dazed gaze of the closest relative sitting in front of her, Tiffany couldn't help but bit her lip, but then she still looked at Jessie Jeon. She paused word by word, and said the words in her heart very seriously.
"My mother said...the future is not determined by fate."
"None of us knows the future situation, but one thing is certain."
Tiffany bit her lip again, looking at Jessie Jeon gently and firmly, and said, "If we go to the future with the idea of losing, then... we will lose! So... don't have so many depressing thoughts. No matter what happens in the future, I, Taeyeon and the others, we will be with you. Next year, Sika. On the day of the first snow, we will be together, huh? That's it, year by year, I will accompany you through the first snow, even if there may be unhappy things that year, but at least... on the day of the snow, I hope you will be happy."
The words fell slowly.
Unlike her usual lively and cheerfulness, Tiffany's voice was soft and soft at this moment. With an unspeakable gentleness, she rarely showed her shiny crescent smile, as if she was encouraging herself, but the corners of her mouth were gently raised. She showed a quiet smile, just looking at Jessie Jeon in front of her. Even though she didn't laugh to the point of curling, her big eyes seemed to be flashing with a little soft light.
However……
“…”
"I hope you remember these..."
A slight and almost invisible sound.
"Hmm? Sika what did you say?"
Jung Soo-yeon blinked, then shook her head without changing her face, and said, "Nothing."
"Then...what I just said?"
Jung Soo-yeon looked up at the tiffany with expectation on her face, blinked, then nodded, and said, "Oh."
“…”
Suddenly, the gentle smile on Tiffany's face froze...
She looked at Jessie Jeon, who had just nodded expressionlessly after hearing what she said. She felt that she was in a bad mood for an instant!
What does it mean?!!
"That, guests, the fried chicken for both of you has arrived."
At this time, the waiter's intimate voice came from beside him. Tiffany took the fried chicken handed over by the waiter with a stiff face. Looking at Jessie Jeon, who was sitting opposite him, who had already started to eat with a calm look on his face, he secretly bulged his mouth with anger, holding an iron fork in his hand, and began to "torture" the fried chicken on his plate one after another.
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"Xiaoxian!"
"Hey, Sister Taeyeon, why are you running so fast?"
In the underground parking lot, two beautiful figures walked one after another.
The one walking behind was tall and graceful, wearing a pair of high heels, and the footsteps echoed rhythmically in the empty underground parking lot.
The one walking in front was unexpectedly petite, and walked hurriedly in front of her like a windy step, which made the girl following her unable to help but show a helpless expression on her face, and she had to hurry up and follow her.
"Hmm? Did you forget Xiaoxian?"
"What did you forget?"
Kim Taeyeon stopped, turned to look at Seo Hyun behind her, frowned slightly, and there was a hint of worry on her face. Then she heard her hesitate and said: "Today... today is..."
"Today is January 3, which is the day when Pani's sister's mother dies."
Suddenly, Kim Taeyeon blinked in a daze, looking at Seo Hyun, who was following her words with a calm expression in front of her, couldn't help but say in a daze: "Xiaoxian, you..."
To be continued...