"The biggest problem with mental illness is that it is difficult for patients to get rid of the impact of something or experience on themselves."

"This is my problem... I have carefully studied and summarized it over the past few days. Haha, I found that there are actually many problems hidden in my past."

"These problems are difficult to solve in unison, because the objects are different, and the situation is different. The biggest difficulty is that I cannot tell a stranger my past in such detail."

“So, I considered this treatment.”

"Hypnosis therapy has always been the ultimate method of psychotherapy. I was wondering whether I could use hypnosis methods to treat problems encountered at different stages of my entire life."

"But the feasibility of this matter is unknown at present, and there are two big problems. The first point is that it is difficult for me to be hypnotized by others. This is probably the disadvantage of learning psychology and being too psychologically guarded. The second point is that it is the same as the previous problem. I can't find someone I can trust to implement this treatment plan."

"Even I feel hesitant whether this treatment should be implemented."

"Because of an inadvertent person, it may directly cause my psychological problems to burst out... Haha, I am explaining this matter now, just like a simple causal relationship. I look very rational now, but if the worst happens, then I will no longer be the one sitting in front of the camera now."

"It seems that it is the right decision to make an image record in advance."

"It's considered as keeping insurance."

"I hope that if I become a lunatic in the future, I myself or others will still see these videos, at least I will not let the truth be completely buried in my brain."

After talking to himself for a while in front of the camera, Han Yu in the video stretched out his hand again and turned off the switch of the video recording device as if it was easy.

However, Han Yu, who was watching these videos in front of him, was sitting on the sofa at home, and his face looked surprisingly solemn.

He seemed to have caught something in his mind, but it was not very clear.

Looking at the black screen of the TV screen, he fell into a brief and chaotic thought.

Although he did not say in the end whether he planned to implement the treatment plan that sounded whimsical, Han Yu, who was familiar with his personality, obviously felt his determination from the video.

In fact, when recording that video, he should have decided to implement a very dangerous treatment plan.

The reason is also very simple. Han Yu looked normal on the surface at that time, but after watching a few videos, Han Yu could still see that he should have fallen into a state of paranoidness at that time.

It seems normal, but it is not normal.

At that time, he was paranoid and believed that he was a dirty existence and should not bring back the so-called darkness to Yoona and the others, so before going back, he had to "clean up" himself.

In Han Yu's opinion, this paranoia has a high probability of exceeding the crisis awareness of normal people. Even though he knew it was extremely dangerous, he felt that he should have implemented the treatment plan in the end.

From this point of view, would it be that his experiment failed, which led to his instability in his mental state before returning to China.

This also explains why he later split Richard and the others.

But this does not conform to Han Yu's previous judgment.

To say that Richard and the others are really a subtle difference, there is obviously something in the whole thing that he doesn't know.

After roughly sorting out the thoughts in his mind, Han Yu took a deep breath and solemnly clicked on the last video file.

Logically speaking, this should be the last video he had before returning to China.

I wonder what kind of content this video will tell him?

"Bang, click, click..."

The video started playing, and there was another shaking scene at the beginning.

After the picture stabilized, he also saw his face appearing in front of the camera again.

Han Yu carefully observed himself in the video, and he found that his expression seemed to have not changed much compared to the previous video, and he did not become crazy or depressed.

Didn't he try to implement that treatment plan during the interval between the two videos?

So, what is his purpose for shooting himself with the camera again?

"I thought about it carefully and I found that the person who will see these videos in the end should not be myself. Maybe it should be robin? Or zoe?"

"Haha, I don't know why, I always feel that one of the two is more likely to be zoe."

"If the person who is watching the video now is zoe or robin, I hope you can give her a sorry for me."

"It's not only because of all the sad behaviors I've done before, but also because I had a dream yesterday that I actually dreamed that she betrayed me, and I was very angry about it. Could it be because I got news yesterday that she was secretly buying the shares that LJ had scattered? I feel that I was not like me at all, he was more like a certain side of me, like a split personality."

"No matter what... I gradually felt that my mental state was indeed out of control. Before that, I felt that I should say what I should say first, so as not to have no chance to say it again in the future."

Having said that, Han Yu in the video suddenly sat upright, stared at the camera and remained silent for a while, and finally spoke again and said in a low voice:

"It was probably because of yesterday's dream that I suddenly thought of a bolder idea...it may be able to solve all the difficulties in my treatment plan."

Hum? Han Yu suddenly felt refreshed and quickly looked at it with concentration.

"I was wondering... can I put myself in a state of false personality division through self-hypnosis?"

In an instant, Han Yu, who was sitting on the sofa, was stunned for a moment.

And he is still saying in the video:

"I know this method is so whimsical. But I have to say that if this method succeeds, it will perfectly solve my problem."

"I am going to make a series of psychological hints in advance, which can also be said to be a preparation for the shaping of personality. First of all, I want to split a young personality. I named him 'Lin Yunyu'. He will represent my life stage from 6 to 17 years old. I encountered a lot of things in those years, and I was very happy and happy, but I also had a very unhappy relationship with Yoona and the others. I hope he can help me solve these problems..."
Chapter completed!