Chapter 1254 I will take revenge on you
As the opposite sex, walking rashly into a young girl's bedroom, even if she was allowed in advance, was a bit rude.
Han Yu could see that Zheng Xiujing was having a quarrel. Logically speaking, since the relationship between them was in a cooldown period, it seemed that he would not matter if he ignored Zheng Xiujing's little temper, but he felt that he could not do anything to her.
After all, in this world, she is one of the group of people he cherishes most in his life.
Whether it is a relative or a friend, since the girl has put sadness in front of him, it would be too heartless if he pretended to turn a blind eye.
This is also the reason why Han Yu sometimes thinks that Richard is very similar to him.
He can completely ignore outsiders, but even when he treats his own people, even if he is cold on his face, he can sometimes not resist the softness of his heart.
Therefore, Han Yu had to take that step, and he had to talk to the young girl who was lying on the bed and was pissing off.
"Speak quickly if you want to say anything. But there is one thing that should be said first, don't say anything apologized. I just said that this matter has nothing to do with you, so don't turn me into that kind of willful bad guy."
Hearing the sound of him walking in, Zheng Xiujing, who was lying on the bed playing with her phone, said without looking back. She seemed to be staring at the screen of her phone with a calm expression and could not see anything unusual, just as if the person who left the table with a shy and angry moment at the dinner table was not her.
Han Yu pulled a chair beside her bed and sat down, staring at her quietly, without saying a word.
"What are you doing? You don't say anything when you come in. Haven't you decided to say anything to me yet?"
"Um."
"What?"
Zheng Xiujing couldn't help but put down her phone, turned her head to look at Han Yu, who was too honest at this time, and frowned and said, "Are you kidding me now?"
The girl had a bad face and was obviously very dissatisfied with him.
Han Yu pulled the corners of his mouth and said with a wry smile: "I really haven't figured out how to tell you..."
"Then what are you going to enter my room?"
"I want to comfort you."
“I don’t need it.”
"But I want to do that."
"I said, I don't need you to comfort me!"
After leaving this sentence firmly, Zheng Xiujing turned around and continued to stare at the phone in her hand, but her lips quietly pursed, biting her lower lip with the tips of her teeth, biting her bit.
The feeling was not very painful, but the feeling that came to the brain was particularly clear.
Just like she heard what he said.
"…I know you don't want to see me now, but can we never meet in our lifetime?"
After a while of silence, Han Yu looked at the figure with his back to him and said softly in a complicated tone: "I know your dissatisfaction with me. If you are unhappy, it doesn't matter if you vent it on me. I once told another person that being angry is like holding a ball of fire in his hand. I would rather she throw the ball of fire to me than she holds it in her hand and be hurt."
Zheng Xiujing suddenly buried her face in the pillow and said in a muffled voice: "Do you know? I don't want to hear you say these things now. It seems like I'm so miserable... How do you know that I feel very sad? How do you know that I will be unhappy without you? Don't take yourself too important."
Hearing this, Han Yu smiled and said, "Okay, it seems that I am thinking too much, sorry."
He didn't say much, but just smiled gently and responded to the girl's words.
Now, seeing his calm and gentle reaction, Zheng Xiujing became more and more dissatisfied.
She supported herself and looked back at Han Yu. A strand of hair stuck to her cheeks was unconscious.
"Ah, don't you think it's more unlucky for you now? I won't tell you anymore, don't make others like bad people."
Looking at Zheng Xiujing's frowning expression, Han Yu still smiled helplessly, and his eyes fell on the strand of hair on her face. He was about to stretch out his hand, but stopped again. Then he said with a smile as if nothing had happened: "Then I won't talk about this... let's talk about that bracelet."
Zheng Xiujing, who wanted to raise her hand to touch her cheek, heard this bastard poking her "sorrow spot" again, and immediately grinded her teeth with hatred, looking like a furry kitten.
"Oh, I just forgot to pick it off!"
"careless?"
"Um!"
After hearing the girl's words, Han Yu subconsciously smiled and said, "It sounds like you are used to wearing this bracelet?"
When these words were said, not only those who listened, but also those who spoke suddenly fell silent at the next moment.
He said the wrong thing.
"snort……"
After a long time, a unique hum of accent finally broke the silence.
"Yes! I'm used to wearing this bracelet, can't it? If I can't get someone, I can always wear the bracelet I gave me, right?"
I have to say that Zheng Xiujing looks a bit like a broken can.
She sat up all over, sat cross-legged on the bed, and said to Han Yu solemnly: "But! Bracelets and bracelets... This is just a souvenir worth collecting for me. My baby's bracelets, but it does not mean that I love you, my baby! Yes... Maybe I can't say now that I have completely erased my feelings for you, but leo, I warn you, don't be too proud in front of me!"
Han Yu looked at her in a daze, then smiled for no reason: "Are you... afraid that I will despise you because of this? Is others afraid that you will think that you are the kind of girl who doesn't have self-esteem at all?"
Zheng Xiujing's face suddenly froze.
She gritted her teeth and glared at Han Yu without saying anything, ready to turn over and continue lying on the bed.
But at this moment, one of her arms was suddenly pulled by Han Yu.
As Zheng Xiujing opened her eyes wide, Han Yu stretched out his hand and gently hooked the strand of hair on her cheek with his fingers, then let go of the palm of his hand holding her arm.
"Xiujing, you told me not to treat you like a child before, so now we will talk publicly in the way of adults."
Zheng Xiujing still didn't speak, but just stared at him intently, and Yin Xian's stubborn expression seemed to gradually become serious.
"I have understood your feelings for me before, and you should also understand my feelings for you. Although you may be very sad at the beginning, this is an inevitable process... Xiujing, we are not so easy to separate between me and you."
"It's hard for us to separate, and that's what makes one of us feel pain for it, and even both of us will feel pain for it until... we return to the time we were."
"From my standpoint, I can't actually say too much to you. The words of comfort or apologies seem too powerless and meaningless."
"But the only thing I hope is that if you really feel very painful, I hope you can speak it out. Even if you don't tell me, you should tell the people around you and your family, so that you will not be alone. I don't want you to hide alone and feel sad and painful. In this way..."
Han Yu's voice paused. He stared at Zheng Xiujing's face with a complex and soft look, and said in a low voice: "In this way... no one would want to see you who looks like that. So do I."
Zheng Xiujing stared at him without saying a word and asked, "So, you would rather make yourself bored today than go to me with shamelessness. It is just to say these words to me? Do you think these words are meaningful to me?"
"What I said doesn't matter, what matters is what you plan to do."
"Everyone understands the truth, but if you understand it, you can do it, there will not be so many people in this world who are unhappy."
The girl's answer left Han Yu speechless.
The power of language is actually not that powerful. What is powerful is thought, not the so-called truth contained in those words. This is actually true.
At this time, Zheng Xiujing suddenly asked again: "Do you still remember the promise you made to me when I was at my coming-of-age ceremony two years ago?"
"……Um?"
Han Yu raised his head and looked at her in confusion.
"never mind."
As soon as the couple looked up, Zheng Xiujing shook her head expressionlessly, and turned her avatar to lie back, "Even if you promised me to go on a trip with you not long ago, you have forgotten everything you said at my coming-of-age ceremony."
Han Yu was a little silenced for a moment. He opened his mouth but didn't know what he should say.
Two years ago, he had not recovered that part of his memory, so naturally he would not talk about "forgot" or "not forgetting".
"Go out, I heard what you want to say. As for how to do it, it's my own business and it has nothing to do with you."
Han Yu was silent for a moment, but finally stood up.
Indeed, he said everything he should express. He didn't care what the girl should do next, nor did he have that position to care about it.
"You wait...sooner or later, I will ask you to "revenge" everything."
Just as he was about to walk out of this room, a sound suddenly came from behind him, as if trying to suppress something.
Han Yu paused, but did not answer her, but just walked out and brought it to the door.
The moment he lowered his head and closed the door, he seemed to see the red eyes on the bed from the corner of his eyes, but his face did not change and closed the door completely.
It was not until he slowly pressed his hand against the cold door panel that he suddenly replied in a low and inauspicious voice:
"Okay... take revenge. When you recover, you can just take revenge on me."
After the words came to his mind, he sighed silently before pursing his lips and turned around to go downstairs.
As a result, at this moment, another figure that was more mature in the coldness came into his eyes unexpectedly.
Chapter completed!