Kim Taeyeon didn't notice Han Yu's expression change, or she didn't have the intention to pay attention to this man at this moment.

...She couldn't even take care of herself.

"Don't deny it, and don't be surprised."

"I think if there was a Kim Peter guessing game in the world, I would probably beat everyone and pull out you who was hiding in the crowd."

"I know that person is you, the mysterious guy who suddenly appeared in my life again, inexplicably helped me, inexplicably encouraged me, and then disappeared inexplicably, until two years later, inexplicably sent a message... and there was no news again."

"I know that bad guy in this world who will do all this to me...only Kim Peter. It must be him! That's right!"

Having said that, Han Yu could feel that the person in his arms had been quiet for no reason.

After two seconds of silence, she suddenly hit her chest twice with her head that could only move!

Dong! Dong!

The movement is heavy and slow!

A baseball cap was hit on the ground beside it. As Han Yu's dazed gaze subconsciously changed, a low and hoarse voice that seemed to suppress a lot of pain and sadness floated into his ears at the top of his lungs, like an unprecedented thunder, suddenly sounded-

"...You've just never appeared!!!"

"You never knew how important you are to me!!"

"For the past eleven years, I have been wondering, what does the relationship between me and you mean? At first I just thought we were simple friendship, but one day I realized that I might be in love with you?"

Hearing this, the heart in his chest seemed to be dripping suddenly!

Fortunately, before the unprecedented panic spread out from his face little by little, he heard the girl in his arms continue to say hoarsely in his voice pressing against his nose:

"I thought it was my love for someone that made my memory of him so profound and lasting, so for a long time, I always regarded you as my first love. I even thought it was my excessive words that hurt you, which led to the result of our relationship becoming that way. I also deeply regretted it for a while..."

"But, not long ago, when I recognized you, and when I realized that I had met the person I had always longed to see again... I suddenly understood what that feeling was."

"When a person has lived alone for more than ten years, except for his family, almost everything else in the world is strange and cold to her. Until that day of the eleventh year, your appearance became the first warmth she encountered in her life... Do you know what this means to her?"

"The relationship between men and women is not really only summarized by love!"

"It was not until I knew that you were Peter, and that you were my Peter that I realized... It turns out that the relationship between me and you is more like a mixture of family and friendship. I am an innate dependence on you, just like the grass growing in a dark corner will try hard to yearn for the sun..."

"You can say that you are my friend, best friend, close relative, the first and most special close relative in the world... Even if you are childhood sweethearts, it is not an exaggeration."

A close relative...a childhood sweetheart?

He was stunned, and at the same time, the girl in his arms was also whispering softly as if she was responding to the thoughts that came out of his mind: "Yes... OPPA, you thought of it, right? It's exactly the same as what you said to the reporters and everyone... In fact, I really regard you as my childhood sweetheart, my closest relative..."

Listening to the sound in his ears, in a trance, a very strong and bitter smile appeared on Han Yu's face under the mask.

Should this be said to be backfire or should it be said to be a damn coincidence...

"I think it's not my surprise? At least at this point, it's not my special person, right?"

"A close relative disappeared without leaving any reason. In this world, no one should care about it, right?"

"Especially... for people like me who don't have many friends."

"OPPA, I think about it... Really, in my mind, the only friend of the opposite sex who is similar to Peter should be Heechul OPPA, but even he is actually not as good as you... because he has never brought me such an experience, because he has not left such a deep trace in my mind..."

"And, in addition to being Peter, you have another layer of identity... You are my pro-OPPA, and in this world, I am born closest to you."

"As soon as you are born, in my mind, you should be on par with Zhixiong OPPA, Dad and the others..."

"So, can you imagine how much I cherish you?"

"So...can you understand why I was so angry today?"

"In my life, such a precious person, after we meet again, he keeps hiding from me. That's it! Because I know that his career is very busy, even if I have a lot of words in my heart, I want to say to him, even if I look very angry with him on the surface... I don't want to disturb him because of my own reasons. I was thinking, maybe when he gets free, he will think of me? I will think of explaining something to me? But I didn't expect... He took the initiative to ask me out for the first time, but... he said some inappropriate suggestions."

"No apology, no explanation for the farewell that year... So I can't help but think, maybe OPPA, you need Girls Generation to promote the development of your company? So you will..."

"Taeyeon!!"

“——I know of course!!!”

He couldn't help but scream, and Han Yu's words were immediately interrupted by the sound of suddenly raising the volume in his arms.

"Of course I know that OPPA you won't think so! Of course I know that you went abroad... because of Yoona!"

He looked down with his head and took a deep breath, then he looked down with red eyes. In his arms, the petite figure that had always buried his head finally slowly raised his face.

After just a glance, Han Yu couldn't help but turn his head and let out a long breath from his mouth. The sourness in his heart and the swelling feeling continued to surge, turning into a slight stimulating burning heat that stimulated the eyes.

Tears soaked the white mask, and tears drooped under the eyelids. A pair of eyes that were red and swollen from crying made people feel heart-wrenching.

Perhaps from birth to now, Kim Taeyeon has never been so weak in front of anyone, nor has she been so completely open to her heart and only speaks what she wants to say.

"At that time, OPPA, you started arguing with me because of the trainee problem. I don't know if there was a part of the reason why you went abroad to do with me, but... OPPA, don't you think that you, who didn't contact us because of this reason, opposed me chasing my dreams, and now you have become an artist. Is this a sarcastic thing? Can you imagine how ridiculous I felt when I realized this?"

"Taeyon, OPPA is..."

"I know! OPPA, you have your reasons! But I also had my reasons back then! No matter what, OPPA, your behavior back then is unreasonable in my opinion!"

After saying these speechless words, Kim Taeyeon pushed Han Yu away silently. She bent down, picked up the hat from the ground, buckled it on her head, and pulled the brim of the hat very low.

"Since I have the chance, I will just make it clear... OPPA, do you know, besides your evasion and irresponsibility, what do I care more about?"

“…I care about Yoona.”

Suddenly, the whole person seemed to be stunned again when he heard this. Han Yu looked at the petite figure beside him in a daze and puzzled manner.

Kim Taeyeon seemed to have guessed what he thought long ago, "OPPA, you are surprised, right? My relationship with Yoona seems to have improved during this period, why do I say that... But OPPA, you don't understand that the friendship between girls is the most solid and fragile thing in the world. If there is no thing that can surpass it, it will be the most solid. If there is something that I and she think is more important, our relationship will only be superficially friendly at most."

"OPPA, you have seen that Yoona and I have become a little nervous before because of you. At that time, because of Zhixiong's OPPA's accident, I began to cherish other relatives in my heart without even realizing it, especially OPPA, you, a relative who is very special to me."

"It's like two little girls playing games, with only a few chips left in their hands, and a great harvest on the other hand. In my opinion, this is the case with Yoona and me."

"I can actually call friends around me, there are only a few people. To me, my relatives are the most cherished people in the world. I have only a few family members, but Yoona still wants to come and grab them... This idea is very naive, right? But I subconsciously thought that at that time. I don't want to give you OPPA to Yoona. I was thinking, at least most of your care should be left to me, right? I am your real sister. Even if Yoona doesn't have you, she still has many friends."

"At present, the situation is similar to this one, but it has become even worse."

"Because I found out that OPPA you are Peter... so you suddenly became one of the few in my hands and the only precious one."

"If you have a unique baby around you and another person wants to grab it, will you give her OPPA? No, right?"

"To me, OPPA, you are like this."

"I don't understand why I have to give you OPPA to Yoona because I am the same sister? I don't understand why Yoona has clearly had so much love, and she still wants to rob you with me? I don't understand, even more so, even though she is the same sister... Why, when I answered your phone, I obviously wanted to say a few more words to you, but I was worried about Yoona next to me, and had to hang up in a hurry... We are all the same, but I was the only one who seemed like a thief."

When Han Yu heard Kim Taeyeon's murmur, his heart trembled violently.

But when he opened his mouth and wanted to say something, he realized that he could not say anything.

What can he say?

In this matter, he alone cannot make any position, because any of his biases is a kind of harm to both girls.

"Today, after seeing OPPA and Yoona in the car, I compared the OPPA and me again... I suddenly realized the gap between me and Yoona."

"You don't have to care so much about people who are close to you. Only when facing strangers do you need to pay attention to your words and deeds... So you will be very careful in front of me, because for you, Yoona is the closest person, and I am just a sister who is related but not familiar with me at all."

"Taeyon..."

"OPPA Do you know how much I hate you're so cautious in front of me?! I would rather you be casual with me! Even if you scold me a few words! I don't believe that you have never scolded Yoona since you were a child!"

"I..." Han Yu opened his mouth, and the thousands of words that reached his mouth eventually turned into a powerless sigh because of the girl's words.

"But if I didn't regard you as a precious person, how could I be careful about your feelings?"

After thinking about it, he couldn't help but say something, his tone was ardent, hiding a hope that could make the girl figure it out.

But then Kim Taeyeon answered him like this: "That's why I keep my words in my heart and say nothing to you."

"Ah, you girl..."

"I've figured it out now."

Turning around, sweeping the OPPA with his red and swollen eyes, letting him stop the sound, Kim Taeyeon took a deep breath, raised her head, looked up at the night sky, and the previously collapsed emotion in her heart seemed to gradually restrain her.

"You will never lose something you never possess."

"OPPA, I really envy Yoona. She is beautiful, tall, and has a similar popularity to me. She has her father, Ou Ni, and you, and she has so many friends around her, a standard goddess. Why can a person live so smoothly?"

"I, I have always agreed with a sentence in "The Little Prince": I always think that a person can live in a naive and simple manner, because there are countless people around me who come to protect him at a greater cost."

"That's true, so after I saw Yoona's threats and coquettishness towards you, I became even more envious of her..."

"Because she probably didn't realize that only those who are loved are qualified to do this, because some people care, because some people will accommodate her..."

"Taeyon..."

Han Yu's words just started and were interrupted again.

"OPPA, let me stay alone for a while? Well? OPPA may not have enough time. You should go to the final banquet of the crew as soon as possible."

It was not until this time that the two of them seemed to suddenly remember the thing that they had forgotten.

However, for Han Yu, it doesn't matter what the final banquet is now.

He frowned and looked at the petite figure who lowered his head and completely covered his face with his low hat brim, without saying a word.

As if she noticed that he had not left as she said, the petite figure suddenly raised her head and turned to look at Han Yu. Under the brim of her hat, a pair of slightly shining red and swollen eyes reflected in Han Yu's sight, accompanied by a soft voice that had calmed down.

"OPPA, just let me stay alone for a while. If you are worried, stand a little further and look at me... Now, I feel very uncomfortable when I sit next to me."

“…”

After a few seconds of silence, Han Yu lowered his head and sniffed imperceptibly. Then he raised his head, barely showed a smile on his face, and said softly:

"Okay, OPPA won't bother you."

...

He stood up alone and walked to another uninhabited corner of the amusement park. After staring at the lonely figure sitting alone on the bench in the distance for a while, Han Yu suddenly said to himself: "Come out."

There was silence, no movement.

"Don't let me say it again and come out."

After a few seconds of silence, under the street lights next to it, in the perspective that no one could observe, there seemed to be a phantom breaking out of Han Yu's body.

"Taeyon said that I met her again in 2009 using Peter's identity. What's going on?"
Chapter completed!