"I was going to go to Country C for the few days, but in fact, I was in a bad state. I had a thought, I had a thought of committing suicide, I wanted to find you, and those days I miss you crazy, just want to see you.

Actually, I suspected that I was sick.”

Lu Haocheng was so scared that his body trembled a little when he listened to her words.

"Silly girl, how could you have such a terrible idea?"

Lu Haocheng was very angry.

No wonder he saw the first message she sent when he logged into WeChat that day.

She said she could hardly hold on, and she had this idea at that time.

Fortunately, he returned to her that night.

"In the future, you are not allowed to have such thoughts. You are much better now. With me accompanying you, you don't have to think about anything."

Lu Haocheng hugged her tightly, feeling still scared.

If she really couldn't think about it and committed suicide, he would not be able to forgive herself even if she died a hundred times.

"Haha..." Lan Xin suddenly smiled, raised her eyes, and looked at his angry Junyan with a smile, "Acheng, you don't know how I got through that time. You are right. Every night when I can't sleep, I will hold us together by the floor-to-ceiling window, crying sadly.

I didn't want to cry at that time. After crying, my eyes hurt very much, but I couldn't control my heart. Especially when I saw the photo of us, looking at your gentle smile, I miss you desperately and couldn't control my mood. During the day, in the eyes of people outside, I didn't look like I was as strange as usual. When facing them, I kept smiling, but my heart hurts so much.

Because I miss you very much."

Lan Xin approached him a little, but fortunately, he had returned to her now.

"Hu..." Lu Haocheng let out a breath, but when he thought of her having that kind of thought, he felt so depressed that he couldn't breathe.

"Lanlan, no matter where I go, don't panic, don't be sad, don't be sad, one day I will come back to you, and you will never be allowed to have such thoughts again in your life."

Lu Haocheng's low voice trembled uncontrollably.

Lan Xin nodded hurriedly, "Don't worry, Acheng, I'm sick, so I have such an idea. Even for the sake of my children, I will live bravely."

She felt that she was in a bad state at that time and was always worried about gains and losses. At that time, she seemed to think about nothing except pain and longing.

Now that she thought about it herself, she was still scared of having that idea.

"Lanlan, go to bed, we will go to see Le Jinxi tomorrow morning."

Lu Haocheng whispered.

Lan Xin smiled happily and closed her eyes to rest.

Le Jinyan returned home and was in very bad condition.

Sitting on the sofa in a daze.

Mu Ziheng came out of the shower and looked at her sad face, feeling so distressed.

He sat next to her, hugged her in his arms, and his voice was gentle: "Yanyan, go to bed. Tomorrow morning, are you going to see Jinxi?"

Le Jinyan glanced at him with a dull look, and tears came out silently, "Aheng, if Xixi can't wake up, why would I tell my parents?"

She was afraid that her parents would blame her for not taking good care of her brother, and she was afraid that she would live in regret for the rest of her life.

She was even more afraid that Xixi would not wake up.

She is just that little brother.

Mu Ziheng pursed his lips slightly, reached out to wipe off the tears from her face, and looked at her sadness, and he felt distressed between his eyebrows and eyes, "Silly, why do you think this way?"

The doctor also said that Jinxi is very conscious of wanting to survive and he will wake up. How could he be willing to leave his sister who loves him?"

Le Jinyan took a deep breath and smiled with some self-deprecating smile, "Aheng, you don't know Xixi's cruelty. He is willing to leave me. He has always been reluctant to be Lan Lan. How could I not know my own brother?

He has loved Lanlan for a day or two, and this year, it has been almost ten years."

"Ten years, think about it, how many decades can a person have in this life? That fool, he just wants to protect Lanlan silently. I know in my heart, and I also think that he will let go one day."

"He did let go some time ago, and he looked at Lan Lan's happiness, but once Lan Lan had a little misfortune, his heart began to shake, and I also knew that things like feelings were uncontrollable.

But I also hope Xixi can find her own happiness.”

"After Wen Qi came back, I accused Wen Qi of his approach.

No matter how bad Wen Qi is, I believe that people will get better, but I didn’t think that Wen Qi would have such an extreme way to get Xixi.

Xixi is such a arrogant person, she has only loved Lan Lan in her life.

How could he withstand such a blow?"

Le Jinyan wiped her tears. She would rather her younger brother be lonely for the rest of her life than he would become a corpse.

Mu Ziheng was slightly stunned. He knew that Le Jinxi loved Lan Xin, but he didn't expect that he loved so deeply! "Yanyan, stop crying, my heart is in chaos when you cry. You must believe Jinxi. Since he can't bear to let Lan Lan down in his heart, he will definitely wake up."

Mu Ziheng was helpless. Whoever fell in love with something like love is destined to be the most painful thing.

He had a deep understanding before that he avoided Yanyan during that period. As long as he had a smile on her, he could see the light and the beauty of this world.

But when he saw her tears, he felt that the whole world was dark.

"Yanyan, in fact, this is life. Every experience is an experience. Perhaps after this accident, Jinxi's mentality will also change. Didn't Wenqi keep insisting?

When you are young, everyone will make mistakes. It is not unforgivable to make mistakes. It depends on how Xixi's heart views it."

If you have a good attitude, you will naturally be fine.

Le Jinyan smiled bitterly and looked at him, "Yes, in life, there will always be someone who will make you stomp your feet in anger, cry out in pain, and make yourself look like a madman, but with just one word from him, you will smile the sweetest again, this is love.

I also hope that Xixi can truly let go and live a simple and happy life with the people she likes in the future.”

"Hu..." Le Jinyan suppressed the pain in her heart and stood up and said, "Go and rest."

""Um!"

Mu Ziheng got up and took her to the bedroom.

Wen Qi did not go back, she returned to the hospital and stayed outside the intensive care unit.

Even if she couldn't see Le Jinxi, she wanted to keep her quietly like this, pray for Le Jinxi, praying that he would survive tonight.

………The next morning, Mu Qing got up early to prepare dinner. After sending her three children to school, she prepared breakfast for Lan Xin and Lu Haocheng.

I originally wanted to prepare a portion for Le Jinxi, but Lu Haocheng said again that even if Le Jinxi could wake up today, she would have no way to eat.

Let Mu Qing not have to prepare separately.
Chapter completed!