Chapter 1179: Le Jinxi is sick
When Mu Ziheng saw Le Jinyan getting angry, he instantly felt that he was wronged for Lu Haocheng.
"Yanyan, don't be angry. Acheng didn't think something happened on purpose, and Lanlan didn't mean to get sick on purpose. Take your time and you will get better day by day."
Le Jinyan frowned. No matter what, Lan Lan was sick, and she felt very sad and unhappy.
Lu Haocheng pursed his thin lips tightly and didn't say anything. This was indeed his fault. Lan Lan got sick because of him.
He didn't want to shirk responsibility, he just wanted Lan Lan to get better soon.
If he hadn't woken up early, he wouldn't have imagined what the consequences would be.
Lan Lan is really unable to hold on.
Lu Hao's heart was pounding like a dull hammer.
"Hu..." Le Jinyan exhaled a muddy breath, her tone was still unhappy and her face looked ugly. She looked at Lu Haocheng again, and her tone was resentful, "Lu Haocheng, don't be angry, I am also worried about Lan Lan. My good sister and I have been close to her for eight years, and I have watched her grow up all the way.
I know how hard and difficult she has been in the past few years. After watching her marry you, I thought she would live a happier life, but she is still hurting all kinds of harm. I am also sad and speak without saying anything. No one did it on purpose. Please protect yourself in the future."
Lu Haocheng Junyan suddenly became tense and still didn't speak.
The atmosphere was a little stiff. Mu Ziheng, who knew Lu Haocheng, knew that Lu Haocheng was angry with him and that he did not protect Lan Xin well.
"Acheng, don't blame yourself too much. Some things can't be escaped. Take good care of Lan Lan in the future. He will get better soon, but mild depression will be cured soon."
Mu Ziheng didn't even notice this detail. Yanyan is worthy of being Lanlan's good sister and has always cared about Lanlan.
"Um!"
Lu Haocheng nodded and lowered his head a little bit.
Le Jinyan glanced at him helplessly.
"Aheng, the rain is getting weak. I [58 Novels www.58xs.info] will go back first. I have to go see Sisi and come back later to accompany Lanlan."
"good!"
Mu Ziheng stood up, held her hand, and said goodbye to Lu Haocheng, and the couple left together.
Lu Haocheng wiped his handsome face hard, then turned back to the room to accompany Lan Xin.
………After Le Jinxi left the apartment, it started to rain heavily outside. He did not hide from the rain, allowing the heavy rain to wet himself.
I got drunk last night because I knew that Lan Lan was sick and felt sad, so I went out to drink alone after get off work.
Every time I know that she is unhappy or is sad, he can't be with her, and his heart always stays with her sad.
He can't share her happiness with, but he can share her pain with her.
He thought about it and warned himself, Le Jinxi, give up, there are already people around her who can take care of her for the rest of her life and give her happiness for the rest of her life.
You should not be persistent. Her life is your happiness.
He advised himself to let go countless times, but he was shaking his heart every time.
Le Jinxi faced the rain and looked up at the heavy rain falling in the sky. He blinked his eyes, with water droplets on his long eyelashes. His handsome face had reached its limit. The handsome face, who was soaked in the heavy rain, had a colder outline and a colder and painful look.
"Lanlan, from now on, I will no longer be qualified to love you, and I will no longer be qualified to be sad with you."
His shallow words were filled with a deep and unwilling pain.
Even if he couldn't get her, he would be willing to be by her side like this for the rest of his life.
She was the first woman he fell in love with.
He loved her as before, and could not extricate himself from his deep love.
Le Jinxi kept walking aimlessly, and as he walked, he actually came outside the villa in Penghu.
He stared blankly at the road leading to Lan Xin's house, and he laughed at himself, "Lan Lan, I can't forget you, what should I do?"
Lanlan, tell me what to do?"
Le Jinxi's painful voice was quickly swallowed by heavy rain.
Perhaps only in this heavy rain that no one can hear him can he speak loudly and unscrupulously and loudly in such a place that he can't forget her.
In front of her, he didn't dare to expose her any of it, for fear that she would feel guilty and sad, and that silly girl would feel sad.
The most painful thing in this world is that you cannot be with your beloved. Not only that, you also have to watch your beloved fall in love with others.
He stared blankly at the way to Lan Xin's house. As long as he walked in, he could see her.
But now he is really... Le Jinxi bit his lips hard, and the severe pain made him wake up a little.
He turned around quickly and walked a few steps along the rain on the ground. It was heavy and there was a lot of water on the ground, but he didn't care at all. After walking a few steps, he immediately turned around and looked at the end of the road, his eyes were red without realizing it.
"Lanlan, what should I do if I just love you?
But this time I really want to let go. In your eyes, I will always be your Xixi, right?"
Le Jinxi turned around decisively this time.
The rain accompanied by tears quickly dripped from his face to the ground.
His heart was cut like a knife and his thoughts were like a tide. But he still couldn't bear to let her see him, for fear that she would worry about him.
In the past eight years, he has actually been allowing himself to grow up quickly. He wants to have a solid shoulder that can make her rely on for a lifetime of security.
It made her feel that she was happy to be with him, but before he could grow up well, the person he loved had been thrown into the arms of others.
At that time, he was very unwilling to accept that they were just friends, but one day he found that another man loved her even deeper than him.
He thought about it carefully for many nights and suffered for many days before he decided to let go.
Let her live a happy life.
From then on, he never put sugar coffee when drinking coffee. The bitter taste of coffee is like the bitterness in his heart, and the smell makes him feel as if he is alive.
A lonely person will always remember the most important person in his life with his heart. Whenever he thinks about it, he will still be unsatisfied. He will count the beautiful time they have been together over and over again at night, making the loneliness in his heart become shallower and shallower.
"Ah..." Le Jinxi screamed in pain and ran wildly in the heavy rain.
He thought happiness was simple, holding her with his left hand and writing love with his right hand. Their happiness was in the eyes of each other, under the moonlight leaning against the window, and in the longing for a farewell.
But he was wrong. Their love became shallower and more anxious, and she finally left.
……Le Jinxi was sick and Lan Xin only found out three days later.
Le Jinyan went to take care of Le Jinxi, and when she came back from Le Jinxi's house, she came here to tell her.
Chapter completed!