Chapter 50(2/2)
"There are shares! There are shares!" Xie Li shouted, "I have told you how many times I have shares. I'll wait for dividends every year!"
The dormitory was cleaned up and left with almost nothing.
This is where she has lived for nearly two years.
In the last six months, there were many memories of the two people.
Last time, she took the initiative to surrender for the first time in her life and ended in failure.
The memory of how she came back from Kyoto University in the end was a bit blurry. She only remembered that Li En turned around and left, and her eyes were blurry. After a long time, she realized that it was an unstoppable tears. She walked while crying, and how she came back. When she got on the bus, someone handed her tissues. She looked back and saw that she was a man with a vulgar face. She glared back fiercely, scaring her to death.
She couldn't answer Lai Lien's question. She still couldn't answer it even though it was not the reason that Lien thought.
In the middle of the night, Su Lan listened to her narration of the complete story while breastfeeding the child.
The two have been in contact recently, but this is the first time Xu Shushu told her about this, which is so shocked that Su Lan almost screamed.
"You are with Li En!!!" Su Lan shouted, "Are you a human being?"
Look, even friends who have never been honest have this reaction.
She was shameless and listened to Su Lan's shouting numbly, saying, "He is eighteen years old."
"Eighteen years old!" Su Lan was still frightened, "Five years younger than you! Why are you so lucky!"
Xu Shushu: "..."
Lin Dongyang coughed lightly next to him, and Su Lan finally gave him some face and comforted him that he would be his life as a husband. Xu Shushu was forced to finish his dog food.
Then Su Lan said, "Wait, are you saying that someone asks you if you like him or not, can't you answer?"
"..." Xu Shushu was very messy.
"You are still not a human being!" Su Lan howled again, "It's a waste of resources!"
Xu Shushu: "..."
"Wait a minute." Su Lan recovered her sanity in one second, "I'll help you analyze it. Will your heart beating faster when he kisses you?"
"…………” Xu Shushu said.
Actually, there is no need to kiss... Just holding hands will make your heart beat faster.
"Will you miss him if you haven't seen each other for a few days?"
"……meeting."
Sometimes she started thinking as soon as he left.
"Will you feel sad when you see him?"
"……meeting."
I feel so distressed that I wish I could feel sad for him.
"Will you hate it when he pursues you and confesses?"
"No." She did not hesitate about this. She was chased by Li En, and at first she was full of fear, but later she was always confessed by him, and she was a little embarrassed and annoyed. Later... Li En pressed her against the wall and kissed her, then slapped him in the face, and then was pressed on the thigh and kissed her... Later, she was confused for a few days and then was with Li En.
Thinking about it now, it seems that everything is dominated by Li En, and she is in a state of confusion throughout the whole process.
It is precisely because of this that Li En's problem scares her.
Sometimes a human heart is buried with ugliness that even one cannot detect.
Li En looks 700 to 800 similar to Li Wu, especially when he became an adult, he could almost see a little bit of Li Wu himself. The first two men said that she was not involved in love, and asked her if there was someone in her heart.
She was really scared, afraid that she would agree to be with Li En for some reason, so she wouldn't want Bi Lian too much." Your heart was covered with a layer of gauze, my stupid pig." Su Lan laughed, "Don't you understand what I told you last time? You didn't like Li Wu, Xiang Jing, and even Shu Jinan in the past, my dear."
"Why?" She longed for the answer.
"Well, how do you imagine what Li En has done to you with Li Wu?"
Xu Shushu thought about it: "Evil..."
Why is it a little disgusting?
If someone else dared to kiss her forcibly, she would definitely make him vomit blood and fall to the ground immediately.
"Now you pick up the pen and write the word "Li".
Su Lan is like a witch, and Xu Shushu wrote according to his words.
"And stare at it for thirty seconds."
Xu Shushu read it.
"Who are you thinking about when you see this word?"
Xu Shushu looked at it without answering.
She looked at it for a long time, and her heart began to beating violently. She was thinking about the same person over and over again - it was Li En.
"Is it Lien?" Su Lan said with a smile, "It's Lien. You can't say it yourself because he is five years younger than you, your younger brother, and the love partner you dare not tell your family. You like him, which violates your own moral standards, and this is why you can't figure it out."
Is she really like this?
After hanging up the phone, Xu Shushu kept thinking about this question.
Thinking of it in the end, her heart slowly filled up - it turned out that she liked Xiaoen.
She turned over and tears fell into the soft pillow.
She really likes Xiaoen.
I like it so much that I am afraid that he will change when he grows up, and it is not hers.
If everyone knows that she fell in love with the boy five years younger than her and was so stupid that she told the whole world that she would be a ridiculous tragedy when he left.
She lacks time to give her courage.
"What are you in a daze?" Xie Li walked over and stood next to her, "You still can't bear to leave here?"
Xu Shushu looked downstairs, but there was no Li En figure.
She sent Li En WeChat to Li En saying that she would leave today and Li En hasn't come yet.
In fact, she didn't know if she was waiting for Li Enlai. She seemed to be able to accept it if he came or not.
He is twenty-three years old and can't be impulsive in doing anything.
Slowly consider the pros and cons, and once you confirm, you will go all the way to the end. Regardless of right or wrong, you should go all the way. This is the motivation that you should have at this age.
While the two were standing at the elevator door waiting for the elevator, someone hugged her from behind.
Xie Li was startled, but saw Xu Shushu's eyes turning red.
The boy who hugged her also had red eyes.
"You are waiting for me in City A." said the 18-year-old boy, "It doesn't matter if you don't like me, it doesn't matter if you don't disclose it. If you run to the horizon, I will chase you to the horizon. Just promise me not to fall in love with others, okay?"
"I like you." Xu Shushu's tears fell on the back of his hand, "I like you."
The familiar embrace froze, almost imagining his expression.
That face that was always cold, expressionless, stinky, and mature, grew up since she was twelve years old until she could pursue her appearance.
She sniffed and confessed to him seriously at one time in front of someone.
Chapter completed!