Chapter 49(1/2)
Xu Shushu is not a person who is good at reflecting and apologizing.
In the past relationship, if she felt that she had a reason, she would rather ignore the other party than take the initiative to make peace. But this time, she felt that she seemed a little unreasonable, but she couldn't tell what was wrong.
As a girl who is only 23 years old, being tricked by her parents to go on a blind date is a bit like a strange thing. In fact, Teacher Liang did not worry about her age when she was in love or whether she could get married or not. The other party should be anxious. In addition, the conditions are good, Teacher Liang will do this.
But as a 23-year-old girl, she is already mature enough to enter society and reach the age when her elders can start a family. Not only does she have work, but she also has responsibilities that many adults should bear. It is impossible to be as simple as Lien.
Xu Shushu is not unwilling to be wronged.
When he was with Li En, the pressure he was under was much greater than he thought. Why didn’t he understand?
He is still so young now, how could she believe that his future will not change?
That night, Xu Shushu couldn't sleep anymore.
Li En's eyes kept wandering in front of her. She tossed and turned, not knowing what she felt in her heart. But Zeng Chen sent a WeChat message again, wanting to try to chat with her. She was too tired to deal with it, but she replied politely just because the other party was good. After chatting a few more, Zeng Chen's enthusiasm made her a little unbearable, and she felt a little guilty about how she stepped on two boats.
So she said to Zeng Chen directly: Sorry, I already have a date. Today, because all the elders are here, it is not convenient for me to tell you, so I didn’t tell you.
Zeng Chen said: Shushu, are you tactfully rejecting me in this way?
Xu Shushu: No, no, it is true.
Zeng Chen: Oh? Can you know which competitor I really want to learn from?
The other party obviously doesn't believe it.
Xu Shushu couldn't say that the one you saw today was, she really couldn't say it.
In a state of irritability, she simply turned off her phone.
Xu Shushu's work was not going well. Last time the female supervisor clearly framed her, and she was not afraid of her knowing. This time she went there, but the other party was just a cold attitude and did nothing. However, she was left to her to do all the important work, but instead she was asked to do the cumbersome affairs that the intern would do. I wanted her to know that as long as she did not resign, she would have no chance of development.
Xu Shushu couldn't help asking: "What do you want? Shu Jinan now has a new girlfriend, and you have broken up. Isn't this unnecessary?"
The female supervisor said: "I don't want to do anything, I just want you to resign. Xu Shushu, let's not make it too ugly."
"Don't you think you are unprofessional by bringing your personal emotions to your work?" Xu Shushu said angrily.
"We are not the United Nations here, why can't we betray your personal emotions?" The female supervisor sighed and said, "As long as I think of you causing him to be beaten and lost the notice, he will not blame you, I feel uncomfortable. This is the case in the workplace. There is no way to offend your boss and be driven away. I am so direct because of all women. You should be glad that you didn't meet a more sinister boss, which is a lesson for you."
Xu Shushu really wants to explode.
Seeing the other party leaving arrogantly, the employees next to him were so arrogant that they dared not let out. She could only stand there and had no way to complain. Go to Shu Jinan for help? She would rather take a dog.
After all, I will be at fault first. If I hadn't been unable to handle the situation at that time, Li En would not have been deceived, and I would not have misunderstood Shu Jinan.
She found that everything she did was a mess.
Li En was actually a calm person. When Xu Shushu remembered, both of them had not been in contact for two days.
When I returned to the dormitory, I suddenly missed Lien very much.
When I was young, I felt bad every time I saw Li En, and I could vent without any burden and cry without any image.
Whenever she feels wronged or dissatisfied, Li En always stays by her side silently. When she has cried enough, she will hand her a glass of ice water or a bag of ice, so that she can apply her eyes to prevent her from losing face in front of others.
I don't know when, Li En has become an indispensable part of life. Even though he made a thrilling request to fall in love, she never thought of really cutting off contact with him. Of course, he was shocked and scared when he was confessed, but he didn't press on step by step, and was always relaxed and slackened, which made her even moved.
Being with a boy who is five years younger has gone from impossible to possible.
Xu Shushu felt that her 23 years old was far less than others' 23 years old. She couldn't handle emotional matters well and work matters well. She was confused, mindless, reckless, and cowardly, and she had been in vain for more than 20 years.
A mess must be solved from where you can start.
When Xu Shushu thought of this, he grabbed his bag and went to Li En's house.
But when she climbed to the sixth floor in one breath, she became exhausted and knocked on the door but didn't respond for a long time. Li En was not at home.
"Hey?" Lien's voice came from the phone.
Xu Shushu's throat suddenly became hard and he said awkwardly: "Xiaoen, where are you?"
"Library." Li En said, "I told you a few days ago that I would like to check the information to do my homework today."
His tone could not hear any trace of anger, and it was as dull as ever.
"Oh..." Xu Shushu's tone became weaker involuntarily.
She had never heard Li En talk about him seriously, and she had always cared about his studies. The things that little genius worries were too far away from her working party.
"What's wrong?" Lien asked.
"I--"
I can't say anything about apologies at all.
It was because she didn't want to apologize at all. She was just a little wrong and didn't rise to the point where she wanted to apologize to the little devil in person.
If you give in to such an eighteen-year-old little devil, your face will start to get hot just by thinking about it.
"When will you come back?" She showed weakness in a different way, "I'm at your doorstep."
"It's still early," said Leon, "you can come to the library to find me."
"I-" She pressed her head against his door and almost said "I won't go".
"I'll wait for you." Lien hung up the phone.
What! Such a stinky little guy dared to hang up her phone, and even dared to ask her to run errands with shameless words! Go to the school library in person to wait!
She had a premonition that Li En was really angry. If she didn't go, he could never come to her.
This seems to be giving her a step to some extent. He is testing something, and giving her a step by the way.
On the other side of Li En, the half-packed handbag opened and put it back, and the man sat down again.
Longrui looked at him in surprise: "What's wrong? Didn't he say he's leaving?"
"Wait and leave." Li En's expression was calm, "Someone is coming."
"Is it Sister Shushu?" Longrui heard a vague voice just now, "Does she want to come to school directly? Or are you going to date again soon?"
"Depending on the situation." Lien continued to read the book.
He didn't talk much about his own affairs, so naturally he didn't tell his friends that he and Xu Shushu were angry. In fact, he was really angry at that time, and he had already calmed down these days. However, he knew that Xu Shushu needed to force him, otherwise she would never know how serious his attitude was.
The three-person party on weekdays lacked Gu Ling since the last time they had a falling out. No one spoke, and the desktop became much deserted.
Longrui peeked at Li En's expression, and for a moment, he felt that Li En was very ruthless, but also very dedicated. Such a boy would be really scary if he fell in love with him alone, such as Gu Ling, and he sighed secretly.
As an institution of higher education, the environment of Kyoto University is naturally one of the best in China.
This was the first time Xu Shushu entered the gate of Peking University. She asked about the way and walked for a long time before she reached the library. She attracted a lot of attention along the way. It was quite rare on university campuses of her magnitude.
Xu Shushu felt that he was being tortured.
She was wearing a pair of high heels, and her feet hurt, and the weather was hot, and she was sweating all over. She was so angry that she had to keep her elegant in order to save face. She pretended to be relaxed and asked a student for a relaxed and comfortable request, and the other party brought her into the library.
It only took more than a year since I officially left school, and entering the campus again seemed like a different life for Xu Shushu.
Not to mention how unfamiliar it is in the library. When she was a C-University, she visited only a few times except for when she was doing the graduation program.
The library of Kyoto University is not deserted at all, and the attendance rate is 70% or 80% during the non-exam period.
This is a top student from all over the country. The level of hard work and learning atmosphere are naturally not comparable to that of C. Xu Shushu couldn't help but lightly walk on high heels. She turned several rows of bookshelves and saw Li En... and three or four girls in front of the table beside the large window.
Longrui knocked on the laptop alone at the other end of the table.
Li En's place was very lively. He had no expression on his face, but he didn't seem irritable. He pointed to his computer screen and said something to the girls.
Every girl seemed to be listening carefully, but the expression on her face betrayed their true thoughts.
Only then did Xu Shushu understand how popular Li En was in school.
Those girls are full of youth like her, but their social identities are different from those of students, especially the age difference between a few years. The girls who have just entered college are very young and have a naive beauty.
Xu Shushu himself can smell the faint smell of perfume on his body.
She paired it with red lace-up high heels, simple OL-style jumpsuits, and curly hair is just the right length.
When the idea of "why go" appeared in her mind, Li En seemed to have some sense, and suddenly raised her head, and the two of them collided.
Xu Shushu seemed to have been fixed on his body, and it was neither to stay nor to stay.
Li En said something to the female classmates, everyone stood up a little, but did not leave.
He just looked at her in a noble manner.
Xu Shushu had no choice but to walk over: "Okay, how long will it take?"
Li En's eyes turned back to the computer and said coldly: "It's coming soon, you can sit first."
Longrui was so impressed by Li En's methods that he had obviously ignored those female classmates before. When he asked questions on the excuse, he would say "check it yourself", because his girlfriend was coming, and he actually used this trick to make his girlfriend jealous.
While sighing that the road he was going to take was still long, he greeted Xu Shushu: "Hi, Sister Shushu."
Xu Shushu pulled open the chair and sat opposite Li En, saying absent-mindedly: "Hi."
A girl asked, "Lien, is this your sister?"
The girls all envied Xu Shushu, and the young and beautiful OL was the object of their longing.
Lien didn't raise his eyelids either: "No. He is a girlfriend."
To be continued...