Chapter 34(1/2)
Is Li En's brain broken?
While waiting for the bus, Xu Shushu subconsciously began to bite his nails.
When the bus arrived, she saw herself reflected on the glass window, her eyes were red, her hair was scattered, and she was wearing a second-hand smoky bridesmaid dress, and others looked at each other.
The shower just now was in vain - she actually pulled out a trace of reason to complain about this kind of thing in the chaos.
Xu Shushu got on the bus and sat by the window. It was already past working hours and the car was empty.
She took the bus to the terminal. She was called to the point of the master and came back to her senses. She changed to another one. Then, because she was restless, she sat at the opposite end of the terminal without any surprise as if she had just finished taking medicine.
This trance state was not completely awake until I saw the lock store on the street.
Why are you waiting for Xie Li? She changed her fingerprint lock herself, so she didn't have to force herself to remember to bring the key.
Fortunately, the security guard in the company's dormitory building knew her and allowed her to change the locks. After all this, Xu Shushu finally returned to his doghouse as he wished.
In fact, Xu Shushu went directly to Li En's house when he came back from City A, and never came back here. Li En was not here, so she just waited at the door until she fell asleep. No, she just didn't want to be alone, she was used to being with Li En's company every time she was unhappy. Subconsciously, she knew that as long as Xiao En was there, she could make trouble and lose her temper, and then everything would be clear after the rain.
It was not until the morning when Lien affirmed that she "didn't bring the key" that she remembered that she really didn't bring it.
It seems that this kind of thing has been pointed out by Li En several times. When he was a child, he was understandable and continued to lose all his heart when he was in his twenties.
Are you dreaming? Xu Shushu lay on the soft foam mat and thought, why are the things that happened yesterday and this morning so fantasy?
Whether it is Su Lan and the others or Li En, it goes against common sense.
Their script seems to be different from what she got.
Does Lien mean that?
What does it mean to "think about me as a boy of the same age as you"? What does it mean to "so you can start thinking about it"?
It's really ridiculous to say this kind of thing from the mouth of a little guy who is five years younger.
When she had just cried about her friend's affairs, just finished talking to her new boyfriend, and everything was calm, it was really sudden that the little guy calmly said such a thing.
Li En said so obscurely that she didn't understand at first, but when she reacted, she felt that it was against morality.
She is her sister, and she has never treated him as a boy of the same age!
With her personality, she would definitely beat Li En, knock him on the head and ask him if he wanted to die.
But after Su Lan and the others' affairs, she subconsciously did not dare to stay any longer. She was afraid that Li En would make the matter more explicit... Then she would even lose Xiao En.
She didn't dare to ask Li En again about this matter, nor did she want to disturb Su Lan anymore.
If you want to find someone to solve your doubts and find someone to understand whether Li En means that there is no suitable candidate.
After sleeping in the quilt for a while, Xu Shushu was dizzy and used the stupidest method.
She searched online for "What should I do if I am loved by much younger opposite sex?"
There is no suitable answer, it is all YY type novels, and there is also stallion, which is disgusting...
She thought about changing one.
“Does adolescent children have a good impression of older opposite sex?”
The answer is: Because of the rapid physiological development and hazy emotions, adolescent girls can easily develop a favorable and strongly attracted to the older sexes who are close to each other, especially those who are relatively mature and have close contact with each other. It is recommended that the elderly maintain a reasonable distance to reduce sexual attraction and be guided correctly.
Very close relationship?
Relatively mature?
When she first met, Li En called "auntie" and she was mature at that time. He was still a small and chubby winter melon.
When he was a child, he often made her angry, and he would say something to her, and often pretend to be an adult, using unfair methods to highlight her childish boredom. Every time he was unhappy and made a fool of himself, he was always seen by Li En, and he never got angry with him for this.
They are alienated and intimate, and they can not meet for several years or stay together for a long time.
Thinking about it now, I don’t know when the other party has already had a gender concept. After all, no matter how good the relationship is, it is not a biological sibling. She should keep a distance, but she still does what she wants and does not realize it.
When did it start?
"Don't wear this next time."
...
The time he encountered a pervert on the bus, he pointed out her carelessness.
He was thirteen years old at that time. Although he was short and looked like a child, she always wore a suspender and thigh-end shorts in front of him. When she went out, she was also stewing soup with him at home.
"You should pay attention to it, there is a difference between men and women."
...
That time in his room, she lay on the table to look at his test papers, making him so nervous that he immediately stood up and retreated a long time.
"It's so cold, God wants to cool me down!" She complained, putting her hands into his pocket of clothes.
"I am your sister, what's wrong with covering them together?" She put her hands on his hands, holding a cup of hot cocoa together, and his face was so blushing that it was about to drip blood.
...
"You are really too simple when you are alone and a woman is living in the same room."
He flirted with his ex-boyfriend in front of him and was almost cheated to check in a room. He had criticized her like this.
...
"I remember I told you that there is a difference between men and women."
He pointed out coldly that she shouldn't be lying on the sofa and showing her belly, and said, "I'm a boy, you shouldn't be like this in my house. I've grown up, and you should pay attention from now on."
...
"Get up and get your clothes ready."
He said that she fell on the bed with disheveled clothes and laughed at him as a child with no hair.
He held her hand down and threatened bluntly, "I remember I've told you about the difference between men and women. If I were a bad guy and now I wanted to do something to you, what would you think?"
The more Xu Shushu thought about it, the more uncontrollable Zhang Da’s mouth was.
Oh my God?
It turned out... it was all her behavioral misbehavior. She remembered all the answers online after all.
Not only that, Lien could even tell which piece was her underwear, and was forced to know when she was menstruation...
Li En, who has always been very well-behaved and sensible, was led by her.
A strong sense of guilt came, and Xu Shushu was in a state of shame and anger.
Since the reunion, Li En rarely calls her sister. After carrying heavy objects, she will massage her palms, cook for her, and make her cry when she holds them.
The change has become so obvious, which shows that Li En didn't really treat her as her sister.
She was so stupid that she didn't understand.
what to do?
Is it still time to correct it now?
A text message suddenly reminded me in the quiet dormitory.
It's Lien.
Lien: It's already very late, when will you come back?
Xu Shushu: Ah, Xie Li is back, I have the key... Just pay attention to it yourself, and my sister will not come. [Smile] She would not tell Li En that she would change the locks in order not to go to his place.
While a little angry, Li En said that kind of thing, he still had to keep everything as usual.
Lien: OK.
Without extra words, as if nothing had happened, this thing just passed.
As the National Day holiday passed, those things gradually faded away.
Xu Shushu and Su Lan also resumed contact.
Su Lan and Lin Dongyang went to the island for a month to vacation, and they would post many friends every day. Looking at their exaggerated or happy smiling faces, Xu Shushu also felt a little calm in his heart.
But it's still a little different from before.
Xu Shushu didn't tell Su Lan about Li En.
On the one hand, I feel that I can’t speak, but on the other hand, I am naive and want to have secrets.
In December, Shu Jinan's fairy tale scene was finally finished.
The weather was very cold that day, and Shu Jinan asked Xu Shushu to see a movie.
Xu Shushu is familiar with the old routines of eating and watching movies. In the past, it was because there were no new tricks in college, but now it is because of Shu Jinan's identity.
As a traffic star, you should choose unobtrusive places when you eat. It is best to have a dark entertainment after dinner, and no one can tell who will be able to tell who the cinema.
Although Xu Shushu is not a star, he is also a striking beauty.
She wore a beige cape coat, and the ones she wore were over the knee boots underneath, which were all given by Shu Jinan not long ago. Although he was not around, there were constant gifts, and his agent gave them all to the number containing Xu Shushu.
Shu Jinan was wearing a long black down jacket, not counting her woolen hat, but the down jacket hat had to be covered outside, and there was also a mask on her face covering most of her face.
To be continued...