At this moment, my heart was already in chaos. Logically speaking, Ferena had to choose to leave me in order to protect me. Not only did she not feel sorry for me at all, but her love for me was even more sincere and touching. How could any man with a conscience remain indifferent and not cherish it?

However, I am now a wife. My wife has no fault. Moreover, my relationship with her is real. If I want to be worthy of my conscience, I must cherish Ferena's relationship. But in this way, what should my wife do? Can I still do something to abandon my first wife and be unlucky?

Just thinking about this question, I feel extremely embarrassed. I love Tang Xiaoru so much. My deep feelings between her husband and wife, so how could it be possible to separate?

I felt a headache, which was really an unsolvable problem. If I want to be worthy of Ferena, I must be sorry for my wife. If I am responsible for my wife, it would be equivalent to repaying kindness and revenge, completely hurting Ferena's heart. In this life, I will inevitably bear a heavy feeling of guilt and will never be happy.

Ferena is still rushing to me and crying. My hands are spreading open, and I don’t know if she should embrace her in her arms. Her love for me touched me very much. But I also couldn’t forget that I have a wife who needs me to protect and cherish.

In this way, my mind was in a mess and my heart was extremely conflicted. And Ferena cried and gradually lost her voice.

After a while, Ferena seemed to have cried enough. Perhaps seeing that I didn't respond, she left my body a little bit and looked at my expression with red and swollen eyes. Suddenly, she seemed to realize something, her face turned pale immediately, she stood up and took a step back, and asked me in a trembling voice: "You really... don't love me anymore, do you?"

I moved my mouth, but suddenly I found that I couldn't answer her question.

Ferena stared at my face and looked silently for a long time. Seeing that I had never answered, she finally nodded gently, reached out to wipe her tears, and said, "I understand, it's still too late!"

I couldn't help but say, "Ferena, why didn't you tell me these things earlier? In the past four years, no matter how strict your mother is, you wouldn't even have the chance to call me or write a letter, right? If I could have known earlier, why would it be today..."

Ferena slowly sat back on the bed, smiling pale and said, "Do you think I don't want to tell you earlier? But my mother is so smart and capable? As long as I'm not careful, all my sacrifices and efforts will be wasted immediately. In the past four years, I have not had a day to be careful and walk on thin ice. I must make her believe that I have forgotten you and no longer have any feelings for you. Even on the day of your marriage, I was obviously sad and bleeding, but I still showed an expression that had nothing to do with me and was indifferent. Otherwise, how could I have the opportunity to sit here today and tell you the truth without any worries?"

When I heard Ferena's words, I felt the truth of this matter, and it seemed that it had not been finished. Ferena and her mother must have had an unknown struggle. I murmured: "What happened after you left later? Your mother... why did she treat you like this? You are her biological daughter!"

Ferena smiled bitterly and said, "It is because she is her biological daughter that she cannot tolerate me so disobedient, right? My mother is actually a very selfish woman. In her heart, she has the right to decide everything about me, including my marriage and love."

Actually, if Ferena doesn't say that, I know what kind of mother Wei Binglan is. Since I met Ferena on the first day, I have been constantly feeling that she has kept her care for her daughter to an unbelievable level. Ferena has almost never truly freedom or autonomy since she was a child. Having such a mother, although Ferena grew up in a wealthy family, it has to be said that it is an extremely sad thing.

Because I understood, I nodded and said, "Tell me everything. What happened between you and your mother?"

Ferena nodded and said with a faint expression: "Although...it may not be meaningful to tell you now. But if I don't say it out, I will not be able to explain my persistence for so many years. Well, since you want to know, then I will tell you. Since my mother discovered about me and you, she has used many means to try to persuade me to separate from you. However, at that time, I had decided and refused to compromise with her at all. You may not know that it was the first time in my life that I contradicted my mother in person and disobeyed her will. So, my mother was shocked and angry, and felt unacceptable. I am her daughter, and she couldn't really deal with me.

So, when there was no way, she decided to use you to force me to surrender. So, that day you were beaten by someone sent by Grandpa Lu Fei, and I could only surrender. Before I went to the United States, my mother and I reached an agreement. I promised to try my best to forget you and no longer have any contact with you. She promised to never hurt you and make things difficult for you. Speaking of this, today, your company and Tang Xiaoru can develop smoothly to this point, and I really have to thank my mother for this agreement. Tang Xiaoru has benefited from you. If you weren't involved, how could my mother sit and watch her be prosperous without thinking about it?"

Hearing this, I said suddenly: "I wonder why your mother hates my wife so much. How could she see me and her company grow up without finding a way to destroy it? It turns out..."

Ferena smiled faintly and said, "You can't imagine how terrible and huge the financial resources and power in my mother's hands are. Later I knew that she had made me watch you be beaten that day, but she really wouldn't take your life. If she really wanted you to die, she would do it perfectly. No matter how you investigate, it had nothing to do with her. Do you know? If my father hadn't warned my mother sternly, Tang Xiaoru would have died inexplicably eight hundred years ago. Where could she live until now and be married to you as a wife?"
Chapter completed!