Although this is just my guess, the more I think about it, the more I am likely to do it! Ferena is now no longer the girl from four years ago. She endured humiliation and quietly grasped the rights of the family, and made all those who were loyal to her mother swear all to her loyalty to her.

How can these things be done without scheming and means? How can a person who is so firm and determined and has the ability to turn the world upside down easily and gets crazy?

In an instant, I realized that I might have been deceived by the way Ferena showed. Her head was very clear at the moment, and the emotions that seemed to be out of control just now were probably what she pretended. The purpose was to make me mistakenly think that she would not be able to stand the blow and go crazy, and use my sympathy to temporarily stop me from saying what she didn't want to hear.

Then, she began to tempt me. Not only did she tease me with any movement, but she also said she would go to a hotel to open a room. As long as I want, she would be mine tonight!

If Ferena was still the simple girl I remembered, could she say such a bold thing? If I really went to the hotel with her, I would have hit her trick. From then on, she was firmly grasped in her hands and had no right to choose again.

These thoughts flashed through my heart. Immediately, I calmed down, reached out and gently pulled down the arm on Ferena Tower's neck, stood up and said, "I have my own home, why do I go to the hotel? Sorry, I'm not too much time, I should go home!"

Ferena's face suddenly changed color. She was so smart that she immediately realized that the situation was not good. She turned her eyes and immediately smiled, "What's wrong? I'm just kidding, are you taking it seriously?"

I shook my head expressionlessly, picked up my coat from the other end of the sofa, put it on, and said, "I'm really leaving. If you still want to sing, then you can stay by yourself."

As I said that, I never looked at her again, turned around and walked to the door of the private room, opened the door and walked out. Hearing in my ears, Ferena shouted in anger in the private room, "Daiyong, what are you...what are you doing? Come back, don't leave!"

But I didn't hesitate at all and strode towards the exit of the karaoke bar. At the same time, I decided in my heart not to worry about it. After I went out, I called Ferena and told her my final choice. Anyway, this was my purpose of finding her. As for why I don't tell her in person now, it was because I was afraid of being confused by Ferena's expression and shaking my determination.

When I reached the bottom of the building and walked out of the elevator, I took out the cell phone in my pocket. While still strode towards the exit, I sowed Ferena's number.

But when I put my phone in my ear and looked up to look forward, I suddenly stopped immediately. Because, I saw that outside the glass door of the building was actually a vast white area! The neon lights outside the building were shining, and I clearly saw the goose-feather-like snowflakes flying in the morning sky!

It's snowing? It's actually... it's snowing?

Four years ago, it was because of the snow that my love between Ferena was urged. Unexpectedly, four years later, when I decided to break up with her, God... it snowed again!

I stared blankly at the heavy snow all over the sky, and my heart was filled with tenderness for a moment, and I felt inexplicably moved!

At this time, the phone in my ear suddenly opened, and Ferena's panting voice immediately came: "Dai Yong, where are you? I know I was wrong. Please don't leave, listen to my explanation..."

I didn't answer, just stared blankly at the snowflakes flying outside. The deepest scene buried deep in my memory once again appeared in my mind.

Immediately afterwards, I seemed to hear a burst of rapid footsteps from the corridor behind me. After a while, the footsteps rushed out of the corridor, and someone shouted: "Dai Yong, wait a moment, listen to my explanation."

The footsteps were getting closer and closer. I could hear Ferena's heavy breathing. I was still motionless, staring blankly at the heavy snow outside.

Three seconds later, Ferena had already rushed to me and grabbed my arm. The violent running made her breath for a while, and she couldn't say anything.

I didn't go to see her, but just slowly put down my phone and said softly: "Ferena, it's snowing!"

Ferena seemed to have not noticed outside at all. While gasping, she said, "What...what? What..."

Speaking of this, she suddenly stopped talking. I turned my head and saw that her eyes had already seen outside, and her expression seemed so unexpected.

I know that Ferena also remembers the heavy snow four years ago. Now, at the same place and at the same time, she has seen the same heavy snow. Her mood must be as touched as me.

It took a long time before I heard her murmuring: "It's snowing, it's really... it's snowing."

Then, she let go of my arm and walked straight forward. The sensing glass door opened automatically, and a cold wind blew in immediately. But Ferena seemed to feel the cold at all, so she walked out straight, walking outside like four years ago, as if she had been.

However, I didn't see her dancing happily, and I didn't even see her holding her hands like a child. She just stood foolishly in the snow, allowing the heavy snow to fall on her body.

I felt a little reluctant in my heart. Before the glass door was closed, I immediately walked out and shouted: "Ferena, you are no longer a child. I am worried that you will catch a cold if you get wet!"

Ferena slowly turned around in the snow. In this way, she looked at me silently. As the neon lights on the building flickered, I found that there seemed to be tears reflecting in her eyes.

I had to walk into the heavy snow, and was about to persuade her, but she suddenly heard her whisper: "Really... Isn't giving me any chance? Even if I work so hard, even if I am willing to give everything for you?"

I stopped and was speechless.

Ferena knew exactly why I was looking for her tonight. In other words, she deliberately pretended to be out of control, and even offered to open a room with me regardless of her daughter's face. She was making her final efforts.

But at this moment, my intentions have been decided and there will be no more shaken!

So I hardened my heart, nodded, and said, "Yes, I'm sorry!"

Ferena's tears finally fell quietly. She didn't move, letting the heavy snow fly down, covering her whole body.

Time seemed to be still. Ferena and I stood silently in the heavy snow, relatively speechless.

I felt very uncomfortable. If it weren't for the fact that I really didn't want to hurt such a girl who loved me. However, if I didn't hurt her, I would not be able to solve this. In order to protect my wife and the family I already have, even if I go to hell after death, I must commit this sin today.

So, Ferena's tears made my heart cut, and I still gritted my teeth and showed unmoved. At this moment, I just want to make things clear and leave quickly. I don't have the courage to keep looking at Ferena's desperate and painful expression.

So, I spoke, suppressed the tremor in my heart, and said one by one: "Ferena, forget me! It's me that I'm sorry for you, it's me that let you down. No matter how you hate me, I have no complaints. I just ask you to take care of yourself and think about it more easily, ah?"

Ferena didn't answer, she just looked at me without saying a word, as if she had lost her ability to react.

I had to sigh in a low voice, trying to say something, but found that no matter what I said, I was so pale and powerless.

Then let’s not say it, anyway, what I meant has been clearly expressed. What Ferena needs is not my comfort, but quietly, slowly digesting and accepting this reality.

The snow was getting heavier and heavier. I said "goodbye" quietly, and then left here bravely in the wind and snow. Instead of going home, I found a bar and tried my best to get myself drunk.

If you are drunk, you won’t think so much. If you are drunk, you will be unconscious. The feeling of being heartbroken is like a knife, you won’t keep tormenting me.

When I woke up, I found it was already dawn. I had a severe headache, which made me suddenly not sure where it was. I struggled to sit up and shook my head hard before I could see clearly that it was at my house, lying on my own bed. But when I came back, I had no impression at all.

"Hey? Do you want to pull it? Lying down and don't move, I'll pour you a glass of warm water."

The voice of my wife Tang Xiaoru came to the bed. I turned my head with difficulty and saw that she was running out of the room in a hurry. In a blink of an eye, she came in with a glass of warm water.

"Come on, drink some warm water, are you hungry? I'll make breakfast for you right away."

Seeing my wife taking care of me diligently, although I still couldn't figure out the situation, I subconsciously asked: "What time is it?"

"Yeah, it's almost nine o'clock in the morning."

I took the water cup, and the reality said, "Is it?" and then raised my head and drank it clean.

After drinking the water, my mind became clearer. I looked down and saw that I was wearing only underwear. It was obviously Tang Xiaoru who took it off for me. After thinking about it carefully, I still couldn't remember how I came back, so I asked, "Did I come back by myself last night?"

Tang Xiaoru smiled and took the cup where I had finished drinking water, shook her head and said, "No, I called you, a bar waiter picked it up and said you were drunk and unconscious, so I went over to pick you up."

I said oh, reached out and patted my forehead, and smiled bitterly, "I'm sorry, I must have exhausted you, right?"

Tang Xiaoru still shook her head, reached out to sort out my messy hair, and said softly: "Why do you drink so much wine? Is it because of Ferena?"

When I mentioned Ferena, my heart ached. I sighed and I lifted the quilt and got out of bed. Tang Xiaoru hurriedly said, "Why are you getting up? You have drunk so much, so take a good rest at home today!"

I smiled and said, "I'll go to the bathroom."

Now, Tang Xiaoru finally had nothing to say. She took my coat and put it on me, and helped me walk outside the house. I didn't want her to help her, but after the hangover, my steps were a little sloppy. If it weren't for being supported by someone, I might have fallen down. Anyway, Tang Xiaoru is my wife, so I don't have to look for her to show off in front of her, so I let her help her.

Just as I was urinating, Ferena suddenly said, "By the way, it's about two o'clock in the morning. Your confidante Lu Fei called you twice."

I was stunned and said, "Two o'clock in the morning? What's the matter?"

Tang Xiaoru shook her head and said, "I didn't answer, and I thought it was too noisy. I turned off your phone. If you want to know what he is looking for you, you can call back and ask her now."

When I saw this, Tang Xiaoru was holding her mouth up and her expression was very dissatisfied. After thinking about it, she couldn't blame her. I wonder if that woman was happy to see that woman called her husband in the early morning? Now she could tell me that it was already amazing.

I had to smile apologetically at my wife, and shook my little brother and put it back in my pants. On the way back to the bedroom, I had already guessed why Lu Fei called me at 2 a.m. It was probably because Ferena went to find her and cried about the abandonment of me. Lu Fei was angry, so she called me and was about to scold me, right?

Hiding back to the bed, I did not go to find my cell phone to call Lu Fei back. Instead, I leaned on the pillow and stared blankly at the wall opposite. Tang Xiaoru seemed to see that I was in a bad mood, so she just said to make breakfast and walked out quietly.

It took me a long time to come back to my senses and think I should call back this call. Nothing else, just to ask Ferena about her situation.

I know that last night must have been the most painful moment in Ferena's life. Although Lu Fei accompanied me to feel a little relieved, I was still worried. If something happened, I would be dead and never redeem it.

So I found my phone, turned on the power, looked out Lu Fei's number and dialed. The phone quickly opened, and I hadn't even spoken. Then I heard Lu Fei's roar coming from my ears: "Dai Yong, what's wrong with you? Why didn't I answer the call last night? Do you know if something big happened?"

I suddenly felt a sudden tremor, and a feeling of extreme vagueness surged into my heart in an instant. I almost jumped out of the bed and asked anxiously in my trembling voice: "What...what happened? What happened? Tell me quickly?"

"Ferena is now in the hospital and doesn't know whether she is dead or alive. When we found her this morning, she was buried in the snow, frozen like a popsicle, and her heart was gone. I ask you, did you have been with her last night? What happened to you? Why did she..."

Hearing this, my hands trembled, and my phone fell to the ground with a bang. Then, my head was like a thunderous sword, piercing my heart...

I knew someone was shaking and asking me what was wrong. I woke up from my extreme fear. I turned my head and saw that it was my wife Tang Xiaoru. Immediately, my eyes turned red. The huge stimulation of regret made me lose my mind. I roared at her desperately: "Why don't you answer the call from Lu Fei? Why didn't you tell me that someone called me until now?"

Tang Xiaoru's face turned pale and she said in fear: "What...what's wrong? Is something wrong?"

When I heard the word "inflicted" I almost vomited blood on the spot.

What happened? Yes, something really happened. In fact... I should have expected it was my fault, it was all my fault. I deserve to die of sin, and I cannot forgive it!

At this time, I cannot use words to describe the regret and pain in my heart. I can avoid it! I can avoid it! Dai Yong, you bastard, you killed Ferena, and you killed her with your own hands!

Thinking of this, I raised my fist, roared suddenly, and began to smash my head.

While smashing, he screamed: "I am not a human! I am not a human! I am the murderer! I deserve to die!"

After only two hits, Tang Xiaoru on the side was already scared and cried. She rushed over and grabbed my hand, shouting: "Dai Yong, Dai Yong, you don't want to do this, what happened? Tell me."

The two sides hit my head. Although it hurt so much, it made me suddenly regain my rationality. I ignored my wife beside me, pushed her away suddenly, and rushed to the living room outside barefoot.

My phone broke, so I picked up the landline phone in the living room, dialed Lu Fei's cell phone again based on my memory, and asked: "Lu Fei, which hospital Ferrena is in now? How is her condition? Is there any help?"

Actually, when I asked this, I was ready. If Ferena died, I would never live. If she hadn't died, I would never let this happen.

At this moment, I had already realized that if Ferena lost me, she would die! I had no choice and I had no choice!

Lu Fei replied crying on the phone: "We are in the city's First Hospital, and Ferena is still in the emergency room for rescue. It has been several hours. I don't know... if she still has to save..."

I said, "I'll come here right now!" Then I put down the phone, turned around and rushed to the door. When I opened the door, I heard Tang Xiaoru's shouting: "Where are you going? You are not even wearing clothes!"

But I didn't care about that much. While rushing out of the door and running, I shouted in my heart: "Ferena, I'm here! I'll go with you whether I'm dead or alive!"

Forty minutes later, I had already arrived at the No. 1 Hospital of the City. Tang Xiaoru also followed me. Because I had no way of driving, I could not have arrived so quickly. In the car, I put on the clothes and shoes she brought, because I had calmed down and was no longer so impulsive and desperate.

Although I regretted the yelling and questioning at her just now, none of this was her fault. But at this moment I was not in the mood to explain this. I just wanted to come to Ferena quickly and wait for the result of life and death of me and her. Along the way, Tang Xiaoru didn't dare to ask me a word. She was as smart as her, but she actually guessed what happened. Seeing my extremely serious expression, she could only drive silently while crying.

When I got out of the car and rushed into the hospital, I saw Lu Fei waiting in the lobby downstairs. Without saying a word, I went over and asked, "How is it? Is there any result?"

Then, I saw Lu Fei's smile. She nodded and said, "Well, I just came out twenty minutes ago. The doctor said that he finally saved his life, but he was still very weak and weak..."

After hearing this, my whole body was as if I was pulled away by something. I almost couldn't help but fall down. So I knelt down, lay on the ground and touched the ground with my forehead, muttering, "Thank you, God... Thank you, Earth..."
Chapter completed!