Chapter 304 What if you still love me?
Ferena's sudden kiss immediately shocked me! But what was even more shocked was that she had just said that she had never forgotten me in the past three years!
My heart was completely in chaos all of a sudden. What's going on? What's going on? Is Ferena crazy? Since she broke up with me, she has swung her sword and cut off her love-like silk and has never had any contact with me again. So many years have passed, let alone her, even I have forgotten the relationship before. Why do I see that I'm getting married now that she actually tells me that she has never forgotten me?
Ferena's little mouth was still as sweet as three years ago, but now I was in the mood to taste it again. I hurriedly reached out and pushed her away, shouting, "Ferna, what are you doing?"
Ferena's eyes were full of fanaticism at this moment. It seemed that her feelings that had been leaning back for a long time suddenly burst out suddenly. She also shouted: "What am I doing? Don't you understand? I still love you! Idiot!"
I opened my mouth wide and couldn't say anything. My mind was covered in mud, and I didn't know how to react.
After Ferena yelled this, tears suddenly rolled down again. She sobbed and looked at me in a daze: "I have never forgotten you. In the past three years, I have never missed you for a day. Dai Yong, Dai Yong, how can you fall in love with another woman? What you said is to love me for the rest of your life and never change. Have you forgotten these words?"
I……
I was really confused and couldn't think about the problem. Subconsciously, I pushed Ferena away from me and stood up suddenly. But after I stood up, I didn't know what I was going to do or what I should say.
I had no choice but to walk around in this small small private room.
Ferena seemed extremely sad, cried and wiped her tears. I just took out my cigarette, lit one and sucked it hard.
Perhaps, cigarettes really have a calming effect. After I swallowed a few big mouthfuls of smoke, my disordered mind gradually calmed down and my mind began to feel a little clear.
So, I felt something was wrong. Since Ferena kept saying that she still loved me, she never forgot me over the years. Why did she never give me any more news after she left? Whether it was a call or a letter to me, it would make me understand her feelings and strengthen my confidence in waiting for her to come back. Didn’t she think that after so long, the passionate relationship would cool down, and I would come out of that relationship and start another relationship?
Also, after Ferena came back, she and I had never met her. Since she had not forgotten me yet, she didn't say anything when she met me for the first time. Now that she saw Tang Xiaoru and I were getting married, she said something amazing and told me that she still loved me. I remember when I saw her in the cafe that time, Ferena was very cold. In order to test whether she was still in love with me and her relationship, Lu Fei did not hesitate to show her the way she wanted to chase me. But Ferena was always indifferent and even encouraged Lu Fei to cheer up.
Why? She was like that at that time, but now, she came to tell me that she always loved me?
I was full of doubts, turned around and looked at Ferena who was still wiping her tears in confusion. After taking a sip of the cigarette, I walked back and sat down, and began to calmly say to her: "Ferina, sit down, can I ask you a few questions?"
This time, Ferena probably cried enough. When she heard me want her to sit down, she let out a soft voice. When she turned her body, she seemed to be sitting next to me.
I quickly reached out and blocked it, and then said seriously: "It's not my place, go to your original position."
Ferena raised her mouth and made a resentful expression at me. I was unmoved, but I pointed to the opposite position and signaled her not to do this with me and sat on the opposite side.
Now Ferena had no choice but to transfer her little butt that she had already moved over to the opposite seat in disappointment. I put out half of the cigarette in my hand in the ashtray, then picked up my can of beer, raised my head and croaked and took two big sips.
He let out a sigh and began to say, "Okay, you said you still love me, so I'm going to ask. Have you never wanted to contact me in the United States over the years? Even if it's expensive to travel internationally, writing a letter is not that difficult, right? If you haven't heard from you for so long and don't tell me your thoughts, aren't you afraid that I will forget you completely?"
Ferena's expression suddenly became sad, lowered her head, seemed to hesitate for a while before whispering: "The reason is very complicated. First, when she first arrived in the United States, my mother took care of me very tightly. She sent someone to follow me day and night, just because she was afraid that I would not forget you, so she tried every possible way to contact you. Secondly, I felt that I had no shame to call you at that time. After all, it was me who proposed to break up..."
I said oh, and didn't go to argue with her. Then I asked, "Even if you didn't contact me in the United States, but the last time we met in a cafe, why didn't you say what you just now to me?"
To answer this question, Ferena did not hesitate. She raised her head and looked me in the eyes, and said to me seriously: "The time was not right at that time. I just took over the family's career and didn't really hold the power. As I mean, once I could control everything, I could get rid of my mother's shackles and do what I wanted to do. In fact, I planned to make up all the things. When I was full of wings, I arranged for my parents to go abroad to retire. Once they left, everything here was the final say, and no one could go against my will. At that time, I could pursue you openly and compensate you for what I owe you before."
I was stunned for a long time before I laughed: "What do you mean when you have the power, you can stop listening to your mother?"
Ferena bit her lip and said, "At least, I will have the ability to protect our love from any interference!"
I just shook my head helplessly, absolutely unable to understand Ferena's thoughts. In my opinion, no matter how much power a person holds, his or her parents, when it comes to love and marriage, if your children want their parents to disagree, can you still use the power in your hands to force them to agree?
Besides, I thought that it was meaningless to figure out these things. So what if Ferena still loves me? I already have a lover and will get married soon. It is impossible for me to give up the happiness I am now and have some illusory love with Ferena.
Thinking of my current love, my mind gradually became clearer. Yes, I have found my happiness, and there is no need to bother with the past. Whether Ferena loves me or not, it is impossible for me to be with her. Since that is the case, why should I ask her so much?
So I smiled and shook my head, saying, "Ferena, no matter what you say, there is one thing that cannot be changed, that is, I am about to get married. I will forget about the past. We can still be friends in the future, wouldn't it be good?"
Chapter completed!