The sky is completely dark. The water of the Shuangxi River is still so quiet and gentle. It seems that there have never been winds, waves or torrents here since ancient times. The lights of almost all buildings in the city on the other side have been lit. Half of the river surface reflects colorful and colorful night view of the city.

I stood silently on the river embankment. After taking a deep breath of cigarettes, I slowly vomited them out. Then I gently blew away the cigarette butts, which had accumulated a long time of smoke and fluttered away. A gust of river wind blew. The smoke and smoke had already scattered in the air. Then it drifted into the distance with the wind.

Tang Xiaoru stood beside me for a long time. She was like me and didn't say a word. I turned my head and looked at her. I found that at this moment, her face was very calm. Her eyes were staring at the other side, as if she was enjoying the beautiful night view of the city.

But at that moment, I couldn't help but be stunned. Under the lights on the other side, Tang Xiaoru's silhouette was like a sculpture of a Western goddess. It was so beautiful that it was amazing. My level was not high. I couldn't describe how beautiful she was. But I knew that at this moment, my heart was beating for her and obsessed with her.

Tang Xiaoru, do you know. The woman I truly love is you. All my worries and confusions are just because of you. Without you. Maybe I am still the stupid boy who works hard all day for a living and has no emotional world at all. But with you, my life and my world have changed because of you.

But I don’t regret this change. It is precisely because of her that I realize that falling in love with someone is so unforgettable and sad. I am obsessed with love and endless longing. It is a very good feeling. It makes me understand that in the past twenty-five years, I lived so empty and pale.

Not only did I realize that I was once again intoxicated. I looked at the woman I loved by my side silently and forgot the worries and worries I just now.

Just like that, I don’t know how long it took. Tang Xiaoru, who had been staring at the distance, suddenly smiled slightly. Then, she turned her face and looked at me. She said softly: “Do I look good?”

"ah?"

I was shocked and quickly moved my gaze away. I coughed in a pretentious manner. I said, "I... was thinking about things just now. I was stunned for a moment. You... don't get me wrong."

Tang Xiaoru just smiled, shook her head, and said, "I'm still thinking about Zhang Wen?"

I had to go with the flow and said, "Yes. This matter. I think I'm doing it too hasty. It's so direct. Will it hurt her too deeply?"

As I said that, I quickly put the cigarette in my hand into my mouth and wanted to continue smoking to hide my embarrassment. I just sucked it and felt that my mouth was faint. It seemed that there was nothing else except air.

I was stunned. Tang Xiaoru in front of me laughed out loud and said, "Your smoke has long been gone. Don't you know?"

When I looked at the cigarette butts, I didn't know when. The cigarette had already burned to the end. Only one cigarette was left. I couldn't help but sweat. I hurriedly shook my hand and threw it away. Then I touched my scalp and laughed: "I thought about things too deeply. I forgot the cigarette in my hand. Haha. It turned out that it had been wiped out."

Tang Xiaoru still smiled. There was an inexplicable happiness in her eyes. I didn't know what she was laughing at. Under guilt, she subconsciously took out her pocket to get the cigarette and wanted to continue smoking one to calm her mind.

As soon as she took out the cigarette box, Tang Xiaoru noticed it. Suddenly, she restrained her smile and shouted: "Ah? You just finished smoking one and you smoke again? Are you so addicted to cigarettes? Smoking less. Smoking too much will not be good for you!"

My hand couldn't help but pause, and my heart skipped a beat. I thought to myself: Hey? Tang Xiaoru... why did you care about me?

Then, I immediately remembered that when I watched Xu Shu’s concert that day, Tang Xiaoru saw Fei Jiahui smoking and advised him to smoke less. Could it be that she doesn’t like men smoking fiercely? Or that she doesn’t like men she cares about. Smoking fiercely?

Tang Xiaoru...does she really care about me? Which one of Fei Jiahui or her is more concerned about in her mind?

Just in a daze, Tang Xiaoru said again: "And. What kind of cigarette are you smoking? It smells so bad. It doesn't matter if a man smokes. But you should smoke less and better. Now your salary is not that you can't afford to smoke good cigarettes. Why are you as stingy and so stingy to yourself?"

I……

For a moment, I didn't know what to say. I held my cheap blue mountain smoke in my hand and looked at Tang Xiaoru blankly. I felt a little unresponsive to her sudden concern for me.

Tang Xiaoru said so much in one breath. After seeing my dull expression, she suddenly realized something. She stopped talking immediately and turned her face away and stopped looking at me. After a while, she smiled softly and said, "Look at me. Are you a little nosy? But as a friend, I am also kindly persuading you. Don't misunderstand anything."

I had no choice but to say oh, my mind was a little confused, and I lost the desire to smoke. I temporarily put the cigarette box back into my pocket.

Tang Xiaoru secretly glanced at me, as if she wanted to open up the embarrassing situation. She said, "I'm tired after standing for so long. Why don't we just walk around the river embankment?"

I came to the river embankment for a walk. When I came out of Zhang Yun’s house, Tang Xiaoru said she wanted to accompany me to relax. I thought of this. Since that day, I accompanied Zhang Yun to chat by the river for a night. I thought that walking around this place can relieve the worries in my heart well and achieve the goal of relaxing.

What's more, with Tang Xiaoru accompanying me and walking on the river embankment with the woman I like, that was something I had long been looking forward to.

So, I came here without hesitation. I heard that she was going to walk. I nodded and said, "Okay. Let's go."

Facing the gentle river breeze, we walked along the river embankment to the upstream of the Shuangxi River. Tang Xiaoru walked beside me. She looked at the left and right here and suddenly asked me, "Listen to Sister Zhang Yun, you were here last time. You chatted with her for the middle of the night. Tell her to get out of the pain of being betrayed by her husband?"

I smiled and said, "Yes. I just didn't expect that the person who needs guidance today has become me."

Tang Xiaoru also laughed and said, "What kind of guidance do you need? Others need comfort and guidance because they have lost love and marriage. You have too much love and too much trouble. You just come here to relax. Compared to Sister Zhang Yun, don't be too happy."

I smiled bitterly and said, "Happiness? Why am I not aware of it at all?"

"Are you unhappy? There are two girls who love you so much. How many years did you have to cultivate? I don't know Shi Shanshan. But I know Zhang Wen too well. She has been disdainful of men since middle school. She is above her top. She is also self-disciplined. She never dates men easily. She likes you. That's your fortune."

"Yeah?"
Chapter completed!