879 Chapter 879 I will give you all of me
The wind and rain are getting more and more urgent.?
Standing by the pavilion, we were completely exposed to the storm. The downpour of rain fell, and soon wet Huang Tianba.
And while I was hugging him behind me, although most of the wind and rain were blocked by him, I could not help but feel the coldness of the rain and the trembling body in my arms. His body temperature slowly evaporated through his clothes, as if the last little vitality had also dissipated like this.
I remember what the two maids said to me when they first came yesterday-
"Madam, have you ever seen someone, and you haven't laughed for seven years?"
"He has been here in Shengjing for so many years, and it has not been a day, so it's better."
"No matter how good the prince is to him, no matter how carefully we take care of him, he has never been a little happy. His only time to be happy-"
“It’s time to snow.”
"There will be a lot of snow in the winter of Seungkyo. Every time he will walk into the snow. No matter how heavy the snow is or how cold it is outside, he doesn't seem to feel it. He just stands in the snow. Sometimes he stands all day and all night. When we see, a lot of snow has accumulated on his head and body, and he is frozen like a piece of ice."
"Only at that time, we saw the expression on his face, and it seemed like we were laughing."
"But we never knew why he laughed."
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Only in the snow can he be happy...
Only in the snow can he smile...
In the snow...
Snow……
The body in his arms was so thin, so weak, so cold, as if he was standing in the snow and snow on those countless days of falling snow, letting the cold wind whistle and the snow sway, freezing his blood into ice, but he did not feel any pain.
Because his heart is still in the south of the Yangtze River, and belongs to him and her, the April day on earth.
But his people were almost unable to stand it.
I hugged him and almost burst into tears. But the sorrowful cry was immediately swallowed up in the sound of wind and rain. I could only hear the beating of the heart, hitting my heart. I cried and called him: "Master Huang, Master Huang..."
“…”
"Don't do this, Master Huang, don't do this!"
“…”
"I promise you! I promise you that I will fall in love with Pei Yuanxiu, I will be fine, you promise me too, you promise me!"
“…”
"Stop torture yourself anymore!"
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I don’t know how long the storm that day lasted. In such a storm, Huang Tianba didn’t speak anymore. But I kept feeling the boiling water droplets falling from the hands I held in his chest. But from beginning to end, I didn’t see him roaring in the wind and rain, crying, and dying of his heart. What kind of expression was...
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Although I didn't get too much rain that day, I still got burned the next day.
The whole person was dizzy because of the hot body and the skin was also painful, which was almost a pain inside. Even so, in the drowsy dream, he still couldn't get quiet.
The roar in the storm kept echoing in my dreams.
I don’t know how long it took, but I finally regained my consciousness. I opened my hot eyelids, and for a while, I immediately saw the familiar face in front of me, looking at me with concern.
"Qingying, you're awake."
“…”
I looked at him for a long time and said quietly, "Yuan Xiu?"
"Yeah. Is it still uncomfortable?"
“…”
"I've fed you ginger soup and sweated," he said, reaching out to touch my forehead, then trying his own, and saying, "It seems not that hot."
I looked around and it was our room, but there were only two of us. I said in a mute voice: "You are all taking care of me alone?"
"I'm not at ease with others."
"Now Li'er--"
"I told her that you are tired and you need to sleep a little longer."
He said, gently rubbing my sideburns and said softly: "Are you hungry? I'll have someone bring you some food. Porridge, okay? It's more comfortable to eat something."
I lay on the bed, watching him with wounds, a little pale face, without saying anything or moving.
Pei Yuanxiu noticed my quietness and bent down gently: "What's wrong?"
"Yuan Xiu..."
"Um?"
I was silent for a while, and finally had some strength. I raised my soft hands and gently held his face, rubbing his pale cheeks with slender fingertips.
Yuan Xiu's breathing was a little stiff for a moment, and he only looked at me with concentration.
Looking at him in close proximity, I don’t know how long it took, but I slowly raised my head with difficulty and kissed him gently.
Suddenly, the body covering me trembled.
This kiss also exhausted my strength and fell back to the bed. Seeing that he was a little disbelief, but his eyes were flashing with joy, and said softly: "Qingying?"
"Yuan Xiu..."
A hot stream surged in my hot eyes. When I opened my mouth, my voice was hoarse and I choked and said, "You promise me that from now on, don't lie to me no matter what."
“…”
"I'll give you everything. Everything about me..."
“…”
"You can let me down, but don't let the world down."
“…”
"You promise me-"
This time, before I could finish my words, I felt the two already hot and powerful arms hugging my soft body and engulfing them into his arms. The lips that I had just kissed lightly were crushed down and kissed my lips heavily.
"Um--"
He couldn't control his strength, and his skin after the high fever was also particularly sensitive. I immediately let out a small cry of pain.
But this time, he didn't stop.
The thin clothes were soon peeled off under his hands, and the slightly sweaty skin was naked/exposed in the air. As my breathing shrank, I shivered violently under him. Several times, I couldn't help but whimper because of the force of his fingers. He gasped/rest, pressed me under his body with force, and said in a deep voice: "I'm sorry, I can't control myself."
The next moment, I felt a burst of heat passing me through.
My eyes were wide open, but I couldn't see anything clearly. His vision was a little distorted and blurred, as unreal as in the dream, but those hot big hands and heavy breathing in my ears were more real than ever.
Every rush/collision is like a rush of suffocation, bringing a sense of devastating suffocation.
I couldn't speak, and I couldn't say anything under such an invasion. I could only let him ask for it, panting, moaning, and even begging for mercy in the end.
At the last moment, he held up and looked at me, and a drop of hot sweat fell down and dripped into my eyes.
Immediately, it melted with tears and slid from the corners of my eyes.
He looked at me for a long time, finally bent down and gently kissed my wet eyelashes.
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Perhaps because of the injury on my shoulders and back, this time, Pei Yuanxiu let me go twice. Although it almost made me faint and when I was unconscious, my body still spasmed unconsciously. He felt that he was gently holding me in his arms, brushing away the sweaty dissipation on his face, and kissing my forehead gently.
After the storm, the tenderness as spring breeze.
I don’t know how long it took, but I was in chaos and opened my eyes.
I just got a lot of sweat and the fever completely subsided, but the hot body did not dissipate at all. It was the temperature he brought to me in his arms and the skin was ironed.
Pei Yuanxiu looked down at me for a while, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Are you awake?"
I also looked at him for a while: "Your injury-"
I still remember that when the thunderousness came, my spasm fingers left deep scratches on his already scarred back shoulders. At that moment, I could even feel his body trembling.
Pei Yuanxiu did not answer me immediately, but after looking at my eyes for a long time, he suddenly said, "Qingying."
“…”
"Did the seed that belongs to me start to grow?"
“…”
His hand was gently placed on my heart-
"Am I already here?"
I smiled faintly at his careful eyes and careful breathing, and raised my weak hands, slowly slid up along his bruised shoulders and back, finally holding his cheeks, rubbing some small scars on it, and said softly: "Every seed will be very fragile when it starts to grow."
“…”
"Please and I, protect it."
“…”
"Okay?"
“…”
He didn't say anything, but just looked at me with a burning look. After the smile that was almost overflowing, he lowered his head and printed a hot and trembling kiss on my lips.
When I was kissed by him, I choked and swallowed the sourness that surged from the bottom of my heart and the words I had not had time to say.
I didn't finish speaking.
I didn't tell him that my heart was almost barren.
Letting a seed grow in my heart is the last effort.
If even this seed dies, I will never have the ability to fall in love with someone...
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The couple were injured and sick, and they had been recuperating for several days before they finally recovered. Of course, it was time to leave.
After all, Nian Baoyu still has 200,000 troops facing us, pressing on our hearts.
Except for the Eighteen Cavalry of Anyang, Luo Shi asked someone to change our horses. After sufficient supplies, he was about to set off.
Luo Shi and Huang Tianba gave us together, and of course Prince Yangchu followed.
There was also an unpopular Xie Houqi, who was also in the team. I wanted to ask Luo Shi several times along the way, about borrowing soldiers, but because of his presence, I couldn't ask. When I wanted to talk to Huang Tianba, he was pale and taciturn, and he rode slowly on a horse, and seemed to have no mood to speak.
As the gate of Wuwei was getting closer, my heart became more and more anxious.
At this moment, a low voice sounded beside you—
"Huang Tianba will arrange it."
Turning his head, I saw Liu Qinghan holding the reins in one hand, and his injured shoulders drooped down. He seemed to be riding his horse around me, but he didn't look at me.
My heart still couldn't help but tremble slightly.
For a moment, many problems also surged into my heart.
Huang Tianba will arrange it, how to arrange it?
Has he reached a consensus between him and Luo Shi?
And Liu Qinghan, when did he join Huang Tianba? Did we go hunting that day and stay in the grass pavilion?
However, when I looked at his indifferent eyes, I swallowed the words hovering on the tip of my tongue, and I smiled faintly: "That's it, that's fine."
He turned his head and looked at me.
Then, he seemed to smile, and reached out and shook the reins. The horse's hooves walked forward two steps. I rode on the horse's back, looked at his shaking back and lowered his eyelids.
At this time, Pei Yuanxiu also rode his horse to the other side of me and smiled slightly at me.
I smiled, too.
When we looked back, we saw Li'er and Yangchu, the two children were also riding horses in parallel. Yangchu opened his black eyes wide, looking at Li'er for a while, and then looking at him again.
Finally arrived at the city gate, our horse stopped and was about to turn back and say goodbye, but saw that Yangchu had already pouted and said to Li'er reluctantly: "Li'er, will you come to play with me in the future?"
Li Er nodded: "It's OK."
"Really? When?"
"I'll come when I have time."
"Then when will you be free?"
"Uh..." Li'er looked at the sky for a while and nodded her head: "I, I'm very free."
"Then you have to come more."
Seeing these two children so reluctantly, I relaxed and smiled. It seemed that the world of children was much purer than that of adults. Even though the two of them were quarreling like enemies a few days ago, they were already in a good position.
At this time, Xie Houqi walked up, looked at them, and sneered: "You like her so much, wouldn't it be better to marry her back as your wife?"
As soon as he said this, others could do it, but Yang Chu blushed.
Li'er was stunned for a moment, her face turned red, she snorted, ignored them, and instead drove the horse to the front.
Yangchu seemed to have something to say to her. When she saw Li'er running away, she was a little reluctant and shy. She glanced at Xie Houqi angrily and lowered her head angrily.
I couldn't help but feel a little funny.
Thinking of the domineering and cute little boy when I was a child, I looked at Yangchu now and felt that the passage of time was like a tide, and I couldn't help but leave behind dazzling pearls on the beach after many joys and sorrows.
That is probably the most precious gift in the years.
After laughing, when I look back, I meet those charming eyes.
But he was tired and overwhelmed.
He looked at me, with no smile on his face, and he just said to me softly: "Be careful on the road."
"Master Huang..."
"take care of yourself."
He looked at Pei Yuanxiu for a while. I thought he had something to say, but in the end, he didn't say a word. Only Luo Shi spoke and said in a simple sentence: "You guys go back first."
Pei Yuanxiu and I looked at each other.
Chapter completed!