"You have been doing Pei Yuanxiu's scabbard as Wei Ningyuan said, right?"

“…”

I looked at him with some confusion - why did I suddenly talk about this?

"Then what I want you to do is-"

“…”

"Qingying," the heavier his voice became, the hoarseer heavier he seemed to have a trace of fragmented trembling, and said hoarsely: "If possible, you must fall in love with him.??           "

“…!”

I opened my eyes wide in shock.

What did he say?!

He wants me to fall in love with Pei Yuanxiu?

I just felt my whole mind blank, and after a while I completely lost consciousness. I don’t know how long it took to come back to my senses. I looked at him and smiled softly: “Master Huang, why did you suddenly talk about this? I, he and I are already husband and wife, and I are in the same position as my husband and wife. How could I say I didn’t--”

He interrupted me: "You must fall in love with him."

“…”

At this moment, I felt so stuffy in my chest. I couldn't hold on with the smile that was already pretending to be relaxed. The heavy breath pressed on my heart and him. I looked at him for a long time and finally said softly: "Why?"

He looked at me calmly: "Do you know where in this world, the most wounded by knife?"

I shook my head: "I don't know. Where is it?"

"It's the inner part of an inappropriate scabbard."

“…”

"Scared."

“…”

"Everything where we're cut by a knife is more hurt than we can see."

“…”

"Qingying, I don't know if you fell in love with him, nor do I know what it feels like to marry him now. I just want to tell you a fact."

“…”

"If you haven't fallen in love with him yet, if you can't fall in love with him, your feeling is just beginning."

I just felt my heart trembled violently.

This feeling...just just the beginning?

If, I didn't fall in love with him...If, I can't fall in love with him...?

It seemed as if a black hand tightly pinched my heart, making me almost suffocate at this moment. There were black waves in front of me, and the sound of wind whistling in my ears was filled with a sense of surgingness. After a long time, I realized that it was the sound of blood rushing.

I slowly raised my head and looked at Huang Tianba, and asked softly: "Master Huang, why did you suddenly tell me this?"

He turned his head to look outside, the wind blew his forehead, and the silk was swept in the wind and swept his gaze, but his eyes were always firm and firm, and the direction he looked at did not change at all.

He said, "Over the years, Loch often said something to me--if I want, he and I can be happier than any loving couple in this world."

After saying this, he suddenly laughed.

I was stunned for a moment.

The smile was fleeting, so fast that I could hardly tell whether it was a trance smile or a chilling sneer.

But in this smile, I seemed to see everything he has experienced over the years.

Painful, struggling.

Angry, desperate.

Life turns out to be at its best and at its worst.

At this moment, he suddenly turned his head and looked at me: "Sometimes I think, in fact, he is right."

“…”

"If I want."

“…”

"Qingying," he suddenly looked at me solemnly, and his expression was so serious that I could not ignore it. He hurriedly sat upright and heard him say in a long time: "I am so thirty years old. I have been in Jiangnan for a long time. I have had many brothers and friends who are living and dead. From childhood to adulthood, there have been many people who admire me, and I - I have, and have loved the most," when he said this, his throat suddenly choked, and his voice became more hoarse: "But I have never met someone like him who is so good to me."

"Master Huang!"

He looked at me with a smile, and his smile seemed to be calm: "He was right. If I wanted, he and I could live a happy life than any loving couple in this world."

“…”

"If, I do."

I looked at his smile, handsome and dazzling, making people unable to take their eyes off, but such a smile made me feel heart-wrenching.

I choked and said, "But, you don't want to."

"right."

When he said this, there was still a smile on his face, but that kind was already covered with frost.

It seemed that this frost was frozen in his feelings over the years.

He said word by word: "It's been eight years since I tortured him and torture myself."

"Master Huang."

"So, you know why I'm telling you this."

“…”

He slowly stretched out his hand. The hand was wide and warm, and his slender fingers were full of strength and beauty. But now, I could no longer see the golden dart in his hand, which was as fast as a meteor. He just gently stroked my head. I seemed to be able to feel from the temperature of his palm that he had left little feelings, extinguishing and melting: "Now, there are not many people I care about, you are one."

“…”

"I hope you succeed in everything you want to do. But I hope that you will not suffer as much as I do on the road to success."

“…”

"I hope you can be selfish."

“…”

"Don't torture yourself anymore."

“…”

"You're already in pain."

When he heard him say this, before he could even feel anything in his heart, tears had already raked and dripped.

I felt a burst of heat at my fingertips, and the little blood stained on it was quickly washed away by tears and slowly dissipated.

And more crystal drops of water fell down, diluting the blood on my fingertips and also hitting my cheeks. I raised my head and saw that it started to rain outside again. The drizzle turned into a pouring rain in a short while. The rain was blown by the bitter wind, and the messy fall also spilled on us.

I heard them say before that it is rare to rain in Wuwei, but it has been raining for two consecutive days now.

God seems to understand human hearts.

He and I didn't talk anymore, just sat quietly, listening to the heavy rain around me falling, and it seemed that thunder would roll through the clouds.

A vast ocean was formed around it, and this high pavilion seemed to be the last six places in the vast ocean.

But I can't stop here forever.

I don’t know how long it took, Huang Tianba raised his head and looked at me.

"Qingying."

"Um?"
Chapter completed!