I lowered my head, looked at his eyes that were soaked in wine and said, "What are you doing?"

His breathing sank for a moment, he didn't say anything, but poured another glass of wine and drank it. I grabbed his hand and said word by word: "Do you know what you are doing?!"

His dark hands were grabbed by my pale and slender hands. In fact, my strength could not shake him at all, but he really didn't move anymore. His fingers holding the wine glass kept trembling, rubbing my palms with a hot feeling.

My heart seemed to be trembling with him, and I couldn't say a word of many words I had prepared.

I don't know what to say.

It was not a sentence between me and him, one or two words that could be clearly stated, and that sentence, one or two words, was not really that easy to say. I just grabbed his hand hard, and almost saw blue veins jumping on the back of his hand, and his dark skin was almost pale because he pinched it, but he never answered me a word.

I don’t know how long he still didn’t speak. I squatted down gently, closed my hands on his hands, and looked up at him: “Fu Badai said, you want too much…”

“…”

"What do you want? Tell me?"

“…”

"Tell me!" I suddenly said loudly, with the pain of being tugged tightly on my chest: "I don't want to see you become like this, you shouldn't be like this!"

He kept lowering his head, his eyes were so calm that there was no slight rippling, as if they were frozen into a lake of ice. He looked at me and his hands and fingers intertwined. The boundary between black and white was so clear, but he had the illusion that he could not separate. I looked at the ice in his eyes and the ice was broken, and the slender eyelashes were trembling slightly, as if the restless crow wings were about to fly up regardless of everything.

I don't know how long it took, but I saw his lips trembling slightly, opening and closing, making an inaudible sound: "What do I... want...?"

“…”

"What do I want..."

“…”

He slowly raised his head, the ice in his eyes had completely melted, but was burned by the raging fire. Now, this raging fire seemed to hit instantly, burning all the reason-

In an instant, I felt that I was pushed aside and my back hit the hard and cold pillar. The dizzy turn in front of me almost made me unable to react, but I was inexplicably able to see the cup in his hand, sliding down from my fingertips and his fingers, dripping an arc in the air, and falling down-

"Bang!"

A crisp sound, as if something was shattered between me and him.

He pushed me to the post and pressed me hard, holding my hands on both sides of my body, and I couldn't even move. I felt that my wrist was hot and my hands were holding it, as if it was about to be burned, which made me tremble.

But it's not because of the temperature of your hands.

But he who was bullying himself and his low voice-

"I want you!"

.

It seemed as if something exploded in his mind, as if the flames in his eyes were burning into my heart along his hands. I just felt like the internal force was like wildfire, burning rationally almost turned into ashes, only the temperature in his eyes was still burning.

What did he say?

I stared at him with wide eyes, and my breathing was all messy at this moment, and he pressed my body hard, and his two hot bodies seemed to be twins. Every breath and every heartbeat seemed to be closely connected.

I breathed his breath, and everything was in chaos.

He and I have been married for a long time. Although we have never had any husband and wife, we have had a life of being close to each other and having a close face, we have never been so close to each other. I never even knew that he was such an aggressive man. When his face slowly magnified in front of us, the almost beastly look made me feel stranger.

My lips trembled slightly, because the distance between the two of them was so close that they would touch him almost a little closer.

At this moment, I saw his lips gently opening and closing-

"I want you-don't come again-disturb me-"

“…!”

I suddenly widened my eyes and looked at him.

What did he say?!

As if responding to the astonishment and doubt in my heart, he gritted his teeth again and said word by word: "Don't disturb me again!"

“…”

"Don't disturb me again!"

“…”

"Don't disturb me again!"

He kept repeating this sentence, over and over again, as if he wanted to say it to me, and as if he wanted to say it to himself. At this moment, I only felt that this sentence was like a dull knife. Every time he repeated it, he cut it back and forth in my heart, a rough and severe pain came, but no drop of blood was seen. I opened my eyes wide and looked at him. Although the distance was so close, my vision was blurred. I could only see the dark eyes being confused by tears little by little, and I could no longer see clearly.

When you open your mouth, your voice is like your heart, broken.

"Is it me?"

“…”

"Is it me who disturbing you?"

“…”

I choked and looked at him desperately. His dark eyes also had a moment of panic. I said word by word: "Liu Qinghan, is the only one who disturbs each other between me and you?!"

“…”

"What about you?"

He seemed to be very shocked, and for a moment he lost his reaction. He just looked at me like this, and his heavy breathing almost stopped at this moment. Only when he was close to my solid chest, he could feel the violent beating inside, shocking my heart.

At some point, his hand slowly loosened.

Although his hands were loosened, his people did not, and even had the illusion of getting closer and closer. The lips of the two people were almost pressing together, and the sensitive skin could almost feel the heat coming from his body.

I looked at the eyes that were so close but not deep.

He seemed to be suffocating and looked at me speechlessly.

I don’t know how long it took, but I almost felt that I was about to pass this heavy life. My breathing became more and more messy and hotter, but those eyes were getting colder and clearer.

Just when my breathing was extremely chaotic, his cold voice suddenly rang in his ears, like a basin of cold water pouring on his head-on-

"Is it me who disturbs you?"

My heart skipped a beat and I stared at him: "What did you say?"

He looked down at me, and a smile appeared slightly on the corner of his mouth, which made me unfamiliar with cold: "It's not me."

My voice trembled violently: "What are you saying?"

He gritted his teeth in his smile, as if there was a severe pain in some part of his body: "Do you really want me to explain the things you and him in the gold car?"

My mind suddenly buzzed, as if something was hit hard.

He really heard what Pei Yuanhao did to me when he came back from Yaowu Tower that day!

Suddenly, a strong sense of shame surged into my heart, my face turned red, and I looked at his sneering eyes, and wanted to explain, but I couldn't say a word, just blocked my throat, and my eyes were hot - I knew what Pei Yuanhao meant that day, and he wanted to let people hear, guess, and think about it.

And Qinghan really heard it, really guessed it, really thought about it!

He smiled again, his eyes were indescribable coldness, and he slowly took a step back, and another step. A gust of wind immediately hit the middle of his body, which made me tremble with coldness, but it was not as good as the strange sneer on the familiar face. He retreated and said, "He took you to see the plum blossoms, you stayed in the imperial study overnight. Do you think no one knows about these things?"

“…”

"Li'er is his daughter, and this is an indisputable fact and will never be changed."

“…”

"Everything between me and you can be considered as having never been born, but you and him cannot."

“…”

"Because he is the emperor!"

This sentence was like the last heavy blow, hitting me and him hard, and my tears suddenly dripped.

At this moment, I could finally look at him clearly, looking at the pair of eyes that were originally as clear as water, but now they were as deep as the bottomless deep pool. Even the last ray of light was lost, only a pale, slender, and powerless me.

Because he is the emperor, even if he doesn't want me, I can't escape; because he is the emperor, no matter how much I want to leave, I am always imprisoned by his side; because he is the emperor, even if I pay the price of my life, I will never be able to disobey him.

"so--"

Finally, he looked at my eyes solemnly and said word by word: "Qingying--no matter whether you are Qingying or Qingying now, don't come to me again."

“…”

"We'll end here!"

After saying this, he passed by me and walked towards the other end without looking back.

So far?

So far? That is to say, everything that happened in the past, the warmth he gave me, the memories that I have nostalgic for today in the coldest environment, all the days I spent together laughing, snuggling together, and spending together will be completely over?

No, I don't want to end like this!

I turned around and said, "Liu Qinghan!"

His back froze there, without moving forward, without looking back, but with a trace of trembling on his broad shoulders.

I walked up step by step, walked behind him, and said softly: "Do you know a word that is called man-made?"

“…It’s up to man?”

He slowly turned his head, looked into my eyes, and said word by word: "Do you know what is artificial?"

“…”

"When the person you are facing is the emperor, do you know what it means to do with humans?"

My heart sank suddenly.
Chapter completed!