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1519 Chapter 1519 This is all I can give you

He originally wanted to continue talking, but at this moment, his throat choked again. I saw his brows frowning, and a painful and depressing expression appeared on my face. I was about to reach out to his chest, but when I even touched him, I heard a mouthful of blood spurting out of my mouth with a "wow" sound.

"Qinghan--!"

I screamed and hurriedly reached out to hug him, but after he spewed out the blood, he could no longer control his cough. He couldn't stop the cough at all, and blood kept gushing out of his mouth, which immediately dyed the edge of the bed and even dyed most of my body red.

"Qinghan...Qinghan...!"

I didn't know what I could do, and even forgot to turn back and ask for help. I could only hold him tightly. I felt his coughing with a scraping stomach, trembling with pain. My originally agile and powerful body, which was originally so healthy and energetic, was like a hollowed-out sack at this moment. I finally stopped coughing, but I couldn't do any movement. I could only lie in my arms and gasp.

His voice was hoarse and could not make a normal voice.

The footsteps of several people came from behind. It was Pei Yuanfeng and the others. Looking at him like this, everyone's face showed a painful expression, and even Zhao Yuncheng's eyes turned red. He gritted his teeth and said softly: "Liu Saner..."

Chanjuan was kneeling on the ground at this moment. She even cried even harder than me, but no matter how regretful she regretted, she could not save her.

Pei Yuanfeng also choked up when he saw this scene: "Mu Hua, what else can you do? Even if - let him not suffer in such pain."

Xue Muhua only bit his lower lip with tears in his eyes, without saying a word.

At this moment, the person who had only the strength to breathe in my arms raised his head again, and his gray pupils looked at me, as if he could see it. At this moment, his eyes also showed a kind of clearness that could see through everything. He gritted his teeth and wanted to speak, but the pain in his body made him unable to speak, so he could only breathe constantly, but we heard that even his breathing became hoarse.

The poison in his body spreads in the time we can feel it!

At this moment, he became more anxious and gritted his teeth and said, "Forget it, you got the ring for Wen Ruyu, and you will know it when you go back to Bishan. Now you listen to me that the court is fighting against Shanxi and Henan now, which should not be a problem. Within three months, if nothing unexpected happens, the rebellion can be put down. But—but—”

I listened to his voice, and every time I said a word, his breathing became heavier and his voice became hoarse. I hugged him hard, crying and shouting: "I beg you, don't say it anymore, Qinghan, don't say it anymore..."

"But," he could not hear at all, but felt my tears falling on his face one by one, as if he had regained some strength. He took a deep breath and said, "But if Jinling started to use troops, if Pei Yuanxiu, he summoned other places to join him, and if they raised their troops together, the situation in the court would become difficult."

“…”

"In that case, it will take at least two years to quell the rebellion, and the court will have to pay a very heavy price."

“…”

"But this is nothing, the emperor should be able to handle it."

“…”

"Feng Xi can stay in Yangzhou for at least half a year. If there is no major war in the northwest, Tu Shuhan can also free up his hands."

“…”

"What I fear most is that it is the soldiers of Shengjing."

“…”

"Lose is ambitious and not so easy to control. Once Victory Beijing sends troops south, the emperor will be attacked from both sides. In that case, I am afraid there will be no chance of winning."

At this moment, I heard Pei Yuanfeng's breathing behind me became significantly heavier.

Liu Qinghan continued, "Qingying, if we go out of the Sanjiangkou, go down the river and restrain him..."

“…”

"Perhaps there is a glimmer of hope to restrain him."

"Liu—Qing—Han!"

I gritted my teeth and let out a low roar.

He could not hear it, but he seemed to feel the heart-wrenching pain at this moment and stopped suddenly.

I was crying so hard that I couldn't speak.

Liu Qinghan, do you know how much time you have left? Do you know that this may be the last thing you said to me in this world!

But, what are you talking to me?!

You are telling me about your property, your money, your military soldiers... Why do you take into account everything, your arrangements, the situation in the world, the battle situation of the court, Jiangnan, Shengjing, Sanjiangkou, you have said everything, why don’t you talk about you, why don’t you talk about me?

Why, why?!

How much effort can you spend on these things? Even at this moment, your voice will be hoarse, you can't see or hear anything. Maybe when you close your eyes, even if the flood in this world has nothing to do with you, but you are still spending your own efforts on these people, these things, and you are still planning for others and planning for the battle situation of the court.

What about you and me? Have you never thought about the two of us?

What should I do if I lose you? What would I do?

Have you ever thought about it?

...

He couldn't hear me, he couldn't hear my shrill cry, nor did I hear my desperate accusation. A hint of hesitation appeared on his originally anxious face, but the next moment, he still said softly: "Little, and that's it--"

"I won't listen!"

I finally couldn't stand it. I grabbed his shoulder and grabbed it hard, almost even my nails were about to pierce into his skin. My eyes were bloodshot and red. I stared at him fiercely and said in a hoarse voice: "Liu Qinghan, you treat me like this, are you treat me like this?!"

He was a little confused, and I grabbed his shoulders and opened his gray eyes widened.

I hugged him and cried into tears, as if I was about to emptie my heart, but what he said was his arrangement, his soldiers, his army...

"Where is me?" I looked at him and looked at him in tears: "Where is me? Why don't you ever think about me? Have you ever thought about me?"

“…”

"I will also hurt, I will also die. Why do you just refuse to think about me!"

“…”

"You have almost lost your life for this world and your ideals. At this time, you are still thinking about those things. Are I so insignificant to you that I don't even need to mention it?"

“…”

"Liu Qinghan, what do I really think to you?!"

"Liu Qinghan!"

Pei Yuanfeng and Zhao Yuncheng behind him finally couldn't stand it and hurriedly came forward and grabbed me: "Qingying!"

"Qingying, don't do this, he is already in pain!"

I gritted my teeth, and a roar came out of my throat. I even grabbed his hand and kept trying, as if I wanted to pinch him to pieces. When Zhao Yuncheng saw that I was almost about to collapse, he couldn't control himself at all, so he hurriedly reached over and grabbed my wrist and pinched it.

My hands loosened, and the person in my arms couldn't hold on, and I fell back to the bed powerlessly.

Zhao Yuncheng sobbed, "He is almost out of reach, you - don't do this!"

I trembled, looking at him through tears, watching him gasp continuously, and even blood gushed out from the corner of my mouth. Although I was suffering from purgatory pain, my face was always insufficiency. He looked at me, with a hint of understanding, and said softly: "Qingying..."

At this moment, I hurriedly leaned down again and hugged him hard.

"I'm sorry, sorry!"

Am I going crazy?

I must be crazy, otherwise, how could I treat you like this?

How can I bear to do this to you?

Light cold... Light cold...

Just as I buried my face in his arms and whimpering in pain, I heard a voice, heavy, hoarse, almost coming from his chest—

"Light..."

“…”

"Qingying, you can remember what I just said, but you can't remember, how to do it... Actually, it doesn't matter."

"..." I was stunned and looked at him with tears in my eyes - what did he say?

He was clearly saying just now that I had to remember every word he said clearly, and what he explained was the plan he had planned for a while and spent a lot of effort to make. But after he finished speaking, he said instead - it doesn't matter?

I looked at him in a hurry.

His gray eyes seemed to be able to see them, staring at me with a steady attitude and said, "But there is one thing you must remember."

“…”

"No matter how dangerous the situation in the court is, no matter how difficult the war in the Central Plains is, no matter what the emperor wants you to do, no matter what price you have to pay to win, or even, no matter who the winning party is, you must remember-"

“…”

"You must stay with you as much as your soldiers and money."

“…”

"You must be sure, don't leave Xichuan easily."

I trembled slightly, raised my head from his arms, his eyes slowly drooped, and his long eyelashes covered his eyes. I didn't know whether he wanted to see me, or his eyes didn't have the strength to open his eyes again. Even at this moment, I could only hear the breath he exhaled, wrapped around his last thoughts, which reached my ears-

"Only in this way, they can't move you."

“…”

I suddenly suffocated.

What did he say?

They... can't move me?

What he said was - Pei Yuanhao, and Pei Yuanxiu?!

I looked at him in shock. His face, which had completely lost its blood and even lost its vitality, had a faint smile this time. It seemed that a light suddenly appeared, shining from the sky and casting it on his face. His eyes lit up and there was a hint of spirit.

He said in an extremely clear tone: "Don't blame me."

“…”
Chapter completed!
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