Boom, the heavy door closed left and right and made a clanging sound.

The memories of retrospective ended here abruptly, and Alan's empty eyes began to gather again, as if his soul had finally returned to this body again.

"Brother, laugh!" As if he felt this change, Dinah, who was as big as Arthur, jumped and ran to Alan on the bed.

A cute smile on her young face looked extremely well-behaved. She tried her best to make a big smile to tease Alan.

Arthur, who was on the side, was not willing to be outdone at this time, pulled his sister behind him and began to make various funny expressions at Allen.

Alan looked at this warm scene, and his heart, which was gradually falling, seemed to have no place to fall, and at this time, he seemed to have become supportive with his feet on the ground.

Although the gloom in his heart still did not ease, Allen understood that he could not bring these garbage emotions to those who cared about him.

At least, this is the responsibility of "Alan" to carry out the whole process.

Thinking of this, the emotions that had begun to clear were stagnant again, and the heart seemed to be stinged by something.

But Alan showed a smile on his face, no longer dark or gloomy.

Even if he is carrying the pain and suffering, he can bear all this alone.

Passing joy can increase joy, but passing pain cannot relieve sorrow.

Seeing that Dinah fell behind by Arthur, and the two little ones started to fight again, Allen also joined in with a smile.

When my aunt brought her back, she saw a big, two little, and three people making a fuss in the room.

"Okay, OK, stop playing, you're going to have a meal." The aunt smiled at the scene, and then said to Arthur and Dinah.

After the three of them tidied up their appearance and then simply cleaned up the house, the group of five walked towards the canteen of the Public Security Bureau.

That's right, although my aunt left Allen to have dinner today, she was not ready to do it herself.

Not to mention that there is no place or tools to cook in the houses allocated by the Security Department, and they do not have the ingredients and energy to cook.

However, Allen didn't think there was anything wrong with him, and his uncle and the others felt it was natural.

That's it. Eating is not only about the environment and dishes, but the most important thing is the person who eats with you.

For them, being able to sit together and have a happy meal is the greatest happiness.

This happiness is sincere and complete, without any luxurious dishes as an embellishment.

...

Allen and his uncle walked out of a small building converted into a house and walked to the canteen behind the PLA.

The canteen of the Public Security Bureau is simple and elegant, and it is clean and tidy, almost the same as the canteen of the Executive Department.

After entering the gate, you can see more than a dozen windows at the end at a glance, and then the long dining tables are arranged neatly and orderly.

Perhaps the departments of the empire have similarities. Not to mention other places, at least the Executive Department and the Public Security Bureau are the same.

And after my uncle's sigh, it seems that the same is true for their military cafeteria back then.

Because it was already dinner time, when Allen and the others came in, there were already many people in the cafeteria sitting down to have a meal.

Allen followed his uncle and the others to make some food casually. After the few people were selected, the uncle nodded in the corner of the restaurant.

"Go there."

While Allen and the others were making meals, the hall was gradually filled with the already nervous seats, and the seats that were already tight became increasingly tight at this time.

At this time, there were only the edge corners and other seats connected together in the canteen.

The group walked to the corner and sat down and started a long-lost dinner.

"Allen, is there anything you're doing here today?" My uncle asked after taking a few bites and filling in it.

Alan was originally eating with his head down, but when he heard this question, he suddenly looked a little dazed.

Then I remembered that it seemed that because of my emotional loss and mental instability, I had not told my aunt the purpose of the arrival.

"Well, I just told you that it is best not to leave the Sheriff's Department in the near future."

Allen said very directly. Hearing this, the eldest uncle and the eldest aunt also changed their faces, lowered their bodies slightly, and asked carefully, "Is there something wrong again?"

"Well, a terrifying criminal came in Gria City." Alan wanted to explain vaguely, but was afraid that they would not understand the other party's danger, so he added.

“It’s very dangerous!”

The aunt wanted to ask a few more questions, but the aunt stopped her with a look.

The eldest uncle knew very well that this may be related to Allen's current identity. It was enough for Allen to tell them so much, and they didn't want Allen to get into any trouble for this.

The aunt also came back from her previous nervousness and lowered her head to eat.

"Don't worry, we don't have any need to go out recently, and we will stay in the PSA."

Allen responded, and then there was no further information.

However, the dull atmosphere was finally made hot by the two little guys. The family sat together in the cafeteria and had a happy lunch.

...

"Uncle, I'll leave first. You must take that thing with you." Allen seriously reminded his uncle's family who sent him to the door of the Public Security Bureau.

Before leaving, Allen gave each of them a jewelry with enchanted mage shield spells, just like the one I gave to Charia last time.

However, this enchantment is not cheap either. Even if the executive department gives it a discount for enchanting oneself, it will be the expense of enchanting 4 Kimptons each time.

After buying a gift for Charia last time and enchanting it, his wallet began to shrink. If it weren't for the first month of his salary in the executive department, he had received 10 more Kimptons in his deposit, which would have been a bit irresistible.

But even so, he didn't have much money left.

Allen thought for a while and planned to wait until the supply from the executive department was sent out, check the equipment quality and then decide whether to borrow money from Renard.

Looking at the figure of Allen leaving, the eldest uncle, who was standing behind the two little ones, quietly asked the eldest aunt beside him, "You are sure that Allen was very worried and anxious when he came."

"Of course, I will lie to you." The eldest aunt gave the eldest uncle a look in anger. "But the child is acting well now, so it should be nothing."

After hearing the eldest aunt's words, the eldest uncle fell into deep thought, "That's hard to say."

"What's the meaning?"

"If Allen is really like you said, there is a big problem in his current state."

After hearing this, the eldest aunt was shocked and held the eldest uncle's hand in panic, "What should we do? Should we call Alan back?"

"What's the use of calling it back? The child is now determined to carry it alone, and we don't know how to relieve him." The eldest uncle sighed.

"Wait, hope he can come out."

"All we can do is not worry him."

Alan didn't know what his uncle and the others were talking behind him, so he walked on the street in silence.

Although he acted as if nothing had happened in front of them, this did not mean that Allen had emerged from the previous confusion and entanglement.

"Advanced silver requires physical or mental reaching the peak of the black iron, and then looking for hope in despair and creating possibilities in the impossible."

"This is the only way to create a force, fighting spirit or magic that is known as miracles."

"The key is to let the extraordinary emotions provoke to the limit, awaken the soul, and then implement the will of the soul and body in this stimulating emotion, ignite the fire of will, so that miracles can be born."

When Allen thought of this, he couldn't help but look more and more sad and heavier.

"Why didn't I think of this before?"

"If the soul is not the original soul. Then will the body and soul still be compatible? So can the soul awaken? Is it possible for it to create miracle power?"

"If two souls merge with each other, then what is his essence?"

"Am I Lu Ming or Allen?"

Everything in the past flashed in his mind, whether it was the beautiful days of Allen on the Blue Star of Water or the happy memories of Allen living in the city of Gria.

Logically speaking, he should have clearly distinguished the authenticity of the two and remembered his name.

However, all of this was shown in his head like a slide, everything was so real, everything was so harmonious, without any strangeness or barrier, as if these were everything he had experienced.

But his reason told him that part of this was just his memory, not his experience.

When Allen thought about this, he seemed to be trapped in endless thinking. His pace, which had already stalled, finally stopped and leaned against the cracked wall.

At this time, he fell into a confusion as if he had been in a philosophical question, but unlike ordinary people, this was not a full-fed entertainment for him, but an essential exploration.

"Hey, have you heard of it? That great philanthropist Daniel has distributed free relief supplies in the city."

"Really, where is it?"

"There are several places in Gria City, and I'll take you there later."

"And, it's not just residents who can receive it for free. If your family is in a bad condition, you can also apply for more things. Just let the other party go to your place to check out."

"That's great. The official has not distributed relief supplies recently. I'm still worried. Thank you very much."

Allen leaned helplessly on the corner of the wall, his eyes becoming confused and distant.

If no one else came, he might be constantly in deeper doubts here and then he would never be able to escape until he was exhausted.

After all, the more you think about some things, the more likely you are to go to a dead end.

But often after waiting for a while, when you look at this question, you will feel that you were so stupid that you were so stupid that you were at the dead end.

Allen's situation is similar now.

However, because of the streets, there were pedestrians passing by. The sudden sound woke up Allen who was constantly torturing himself.

After he suddenly came to his senses, he felt that he was so stubborn before.

"If you have the energy to think about these things, it is better to think about the soul problem and think about how to advance to silver."

"It's really idle to have such a big crisis in front of you just started thinking about it before you even have a chance."

Allen also smiled with a little self-deprecating smile, thinking that he was probably full and considered some of them.

He is the time traveler Lu Ming, but when he accepted everything about Allen, he was also Allen.

Who am I? There are so many great people in my previous life who have not explained it clearly, so why bother me?

I think so I am here. As long as I recognize my identity and are willing to take on my own responsibilities, that is enough.

Although the problem has not been solved, it has not continued to strand itself on this beach of death.

Maybe he will still think about this matter later, but he shouldn't be stubborn, and it's definitely not now.

After thinking about this, he suddenly bounced up from the wall and stood up straight.

However, it didn't matter if his move, but it scared the two aunts who came up on the street and thought Alan was preparing to rob.

Allen smiled embarrassedly and walked back to the executive branch.

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Chapter completed!