Chapter 99 A Different Girl
When I heard the boss's voice, Xie Zhuying and I turned around and saw him looking at us with a smirk. He was very impatient, but he couldn't see it on his face. Instead, he was full of excitement and expectation, as if he was waiting for the show to take place further.
When Xie Zhuying saw the owner of the shop, she turned around and lowered her head and turned to the side. Not only did she dare not look at the boss, but she didn't even dare to look at me. Her pretty face had just turned red to her neck, and I guess she could be red to her chest now. Not to mention Zhuying, even my face was so hot that I had a fever. Just now, we looked at my wounds, and I looked at your chest, and said warm words, which was almost like flirting. The owner of the shop not only listened, but also saw it clearly. Alas, it was okay for me to turn my back to the boss. Zhuying was really, too much, and I was in the process of investing too much. I stood in front of me, but I didn't see it! So dizzy!
I was thick-skinned, coughed, and said calmly: "Just follow what we wanted last time!" The shop owner smiled and said: "A golden lion, seventy or eighty strings, right?" I said: "Boss, do you have a good memory?"
"Where are you two rare guests?" After saying that, he turned around and left. After walking for a few steps, he returned to me. He glanced at Xie Zhuying, who was embarrassed and embarrassed, put his head in my ear and said, "Brother, don't say that my brother didn't tell you that a woman is pregnant, it's best not to drink alcohol to avoid getting angry."
I was so amused and crying that I sighed and said, "Boss, if there is nothing to do, please give us something early, right?"
"No problem! Come soon! Come soon!" The shop owner's obscene mentality was satisfied, and he ran to help us arrange food and drinks.
I looked at Xie Zhuying, who was embarrassed and embarrassed, and couldn't help feeling heartbroken. I finally understood why she was so sensitive, and even a relatively normal look would make her unacceptable. As Wu Zheng said, Zhuying's first time was done when he was confused, and the two of them had never had beds since then. From the perspective of physical feelings, although Zhuying was already twenty-seven or eight years old, she was still no different from an uninformed girl.
Alas! The tragic experience made Xie Zhuying look completely different under her bold and unruly appearance!
I sighed inwardly, reached out and pulled Xie Zhuying's sleeve. She struggled a little; she pulled it again, but she struggled a little; she pulled it again, and Xie Zhuying finally couldn't help but turn around and said angrily: "It's tugging, what do you want to do?"
"What are you doing? I want to chat with you for a while." I said seriously.
"What's there to talk about?" Xie Zhuying gave me a blank look, turned around and sat down.
At this time, the boss brought the wine over and served us a few free side dishes. I opened two bottles of wine, handed her a bottle, and said, "The old rules are you okay with six bottles per person?"
"Nonsense!" Xie Zhuying looked at me disdainfully, filled with a glass of wine, and said, "Do it first!" I raised my glass and fucked her, and we poured another glass of glass. I said, "Zhuying, I have a question to ask you." Xie Zhuying looked at me vigilantly and said, "What's the question?" I looked at her and smiled, "My question is very simple. You can just answer yes or no."
Xie Zhuying waved his hand impatiently and said, "Please-I am a reporter, don't play any word games! If you have any questions, just ask directly!" Xie Zhuying seemed to know what I wanted to ask, and as he said, "She has another glass of wine. I had no choice but to have a drink with me, and then said, "Zhuying, do you love Director Wu?"
"If you don't love, what's wrong?" It's rare that Xie Zhuying's answer was so straightforward this time.
"I don't understand this. Since you don't love him, why don't you divorce him?"
"I, what's the matter with you whether I divorce or not? I warn you..."
"Of course it's my business!" I interrupted deliberately and angrily.
Xie Zhuying blushed, opened her eyes wide and looked at me, and said strangely: "My divorce is still related to your business? What does it matter to you?" I turned around and looked straight into her eyes and said: "Zhuying, that's it. You know that I want to divorce now, and you no longer love your husband, but you still don't want to divorce. I am very worried that my wife will oppose it as firmly as you, so that I will be under a lot of pressure. You are all women, so please help me analyze it?"
Xie Zhuying smiled and said, "How can that be the same? Of course, your wife will not divorce you easily if she loves you; but I am different. I don't love the one named Wu, so...so..." Xie Da reporter finally got into a trap.
I still looked straight into her eyes. Xie Zhuying glared at me and said in a slight sense: "I won't divorce if I don't love you, so... so your wife will not divorce even more so, do you understand?" After saying that, he turned his head and refused to look at me.
I was so amused and sighed, and said earnestly: "Zhuying, don't think I'm talking too much. Look at you, you are so busy with work, but there is not even a person who takes care of you. What if you have an illness or a disaster? Why hold on so hard? You are still so young, so capable, kind and enthusiastic, and so beautiful. Don't you really want to find someone who loves each other and live happily for the rest of your life?"
Xie Zhuying sighed quietly, his expression was a little sad, and then he returned to normal. After closing his hair, she turned around and said coldly to me: "Cheng Dong, what's going on today? I'm talking about me endlessly. Do you still think you are not messing enough? Do you still care about my affairs?"
I stabilized my emotions, lit a cigarette, took a sip, and said, "Zhuying, I am indeed a big deal about my own affairs, I admit it, but I have never given up on my pursuit of happiness. You said right, my love life is very chaotic, but what can I do? Who made me meet! Do you think I did it on purpose? I am now, many people may say that I am fickle and passionate, and I am not a human being. But compared with my first thirty years of life as a walking corpse, I would rather live such a fickle life, whether sweet or bitter, at least I live a delicious life, flesh and blood, and it is very exciting. Don't you want to live a wonderful life by yourself?
After hearing what I said, Xie Zhuying thoughtfully and glanced at me and said, "But, can you live like this for the rest of your life? You still have to have a final choice after all. You are wonderful, but have you considered that your choice may mean the harm to others. Do you have the heart to bear it?"
"What does it mean to be unable to bear? How big a person's heart is? Can you care so many things?" I drank the glass of wine and poured another glass, "Zhuying, we are fellow villagers in County R. You don't know the situation there. Like you, I grew up in poverty since I was a child, and the goal of life is to fill my stomach. In the past 30 years, I have never considered myself in order to share my parents' worries and take care of my little sister. I dare to pat my conscience and say to the world that I, Chengdong, have never been sorry for anyone. But now these problems no longer exist. I am thirty-three years old. Can't I think about my happiness?"
After knowing what happened to Xie Zhuying, I wanted to impress her with similar experiences between them, but I didn't expect that I became excited as I spoke. Xie Zhuying was even more surprised and opened her mouth to look at me, and said quietly: "But, but if you divorce, wouldn't you be sorry for your wife?"
I sighed, looked her in the eyes, and said, "Zhuying, you are right. If I divorced, the only person I am sorry for in my life will be her. Qianhui has given me a lot, and I am very grateful. I admit that I am very selfish. But I can't do anything about it. I feel unhappy and even depressed to live with her. I don't want to live my original life again. And with my current situation, if I don't divorce, I will be sorry for Yaoyao. You also know the situation of Yaoyao's family. If it were you, if it were destined to be sorry to one of them, which one would you choose?"
"But, but you still have Qin Yu? You can't be responsible for both of you, right? You still have to be sorry for one more. I don't believe you can give up Qin Yu again for Yaoyao."
"Oh, Zhuying, that's another problem. I'll tell you in detail later. In short, I will solve this problem in the future. I won't be sorry to anyone I love." Change to a cigarette, and I continued, "Zhuying, the purpose of telling you so much today is to tell you that a person's heart is very small and cannot pretend to be too many things. He has to give up what he should give up. He can't always live in the past. Only by grasping the happiness of his future is the most important thing. There is no need to live a cowardly life with emotions. Do you understand?"
Xie Zhuying was full of thoughts and silently said, just holding a wine glass and drinking in small sips. I wanted her to digest my words, but did not disturb her, but just kept pouring beer into her mouth, as if experiencing the bitterness of life.
After a while, Xie Zhuying turned her head and looked into my eyes, saying meaningfully: "Cheng Dong, you just said... you won't be sorry for anyone you love. Can you tell me what you are going to do... be responsible for Qin Yu and Yaoyao at the same time?"
I killed another glass of beer, looked at her, and said, "I haven't figured it out yet. Things have to be resolved step by step, and this is the step after divorce. However, I can tell you that this will be my future goal. Can you understand if I say that?" After hearing my words, it was strange that Xie Zhuying did not show surprise, and turned around and thought about something silently. Suddenly, she killed the wine in the glass in one sip and turned to me and said, "Cheng Dong, why did you say these words to me tonight?"
Chapter completed!