Chapter 23 Confidante
After leaving Li Xiaoru's home, I was upset and my head was swelling. Li Xiaoru was too simple in terms of feelings, just like a fierce Zhang Fei, who knew how to rush and beat him hard, regardless of whether others could bear it or not! I finally realized the feelings of her classmate. Love is so scary that it makes people feel. Who can accept it! I also learned a lesson, that is, I will never try to convince a woman who is confused about love.
The next day, I had nothing to do, so I rested at home. Yaoyao originally said that she would come at 3:00 in the afternoon, but she also said that she would not come after something happened, which made me very disappointed and listless. It seemed that in just a few days, I had fallen too deeply in Yaoyao.
The TV was on bored, and I leaned on the sofa to smoke, thinking about reading a poem before: Smoking is a posture/let loneliness parasitizes in the smoke screen/smoking is a habit/young youth is burned out by skillfulness/smoking is a kind of self-abuse/luxury alveolar consumption/smoking is nonsense/rape that is closed to enjoy/100 times, 100 times…
Looking at the cigarette in my hand, I want to ask myself if I am lonely? I have been with Qianhui for five years, but I have never asked this question. After Qianhui left for a year, I didn’t feel this way alone. But after only a few days of getting along with Yaoyao, I have experienced the taste of loneliness. Loneliness is a feeling. A person is not lonely, but only when I think of someone, I will be lonely.
I was lonely and waited alone until night, but Yaoyao didn't call me. I finally couldn't help but call. After I answered, I asked impatiently: "What are you doing, Yaoyao? Why don't you call me so late?"
Yaoyao chuckled: "Dong, do you miss me?"
"I'm almost crazy if I think!"
Yaoyao said angrily: "Who told you to call me last night, but I waited for one night in vain. I was so uncomfortable that I didn't sleep for a whole night. I just miss you, and the more I thought about you, the more I became scared, I was afraid that you didn't want me."
"How could it be? I'm too late to spoil you!"
"This is almost the same." Yaoyao was happy, with a little smugness, "Dong, I tell you! I deliberately didn't go today and deliberately didn't call you. I just wanted to punish you and let you taste the taste of last night!" I was angry and happy: "Yaoyao, your punishment is too cruel. I'm restless like an ant. Don't punish me like this next time!"
Yaoyao was happy: "I ask you, why do you think of me? Are you lonely alone?" I was stunned after hearing this. The girl and I thought of each other, and they really had a good understanding! I said softly: "Yaoyao, I am not lonely alone, but when I miss you, I am lonely."
I fell silent on the phone, and I knew Yaoyao was experiencing the happiness brought by this sentence.
After a while, Yaoyao said, "Dong, so do I."
When the phone hung up, I was surrounded by a huge sense of happiness and my whole body became boiling. It turned out that there was happiness after loneliness. I was so excited that I decided to find a bar to have two drinks. I didn’t drive, so I called. Since I bought the car, I, a person who is still delicious, have lost too much fun in the cup. But thanks to this car, I was able to get to know Yaoyao, which is my big media and Yaoyao!
I came to DreamWorks. This bar is not far from the company and is considered a small base. I ordered a glass of beer, lit a fruit plate, lit a cigarette, and enjoyed the happiness after loneliness.
I really want to sort out my recent relationship, but I still have no idea. After getting along with Yaoyao, I don’t know if I love Qianhui, at least I feel a little bit worse. For five years, we have no conflicts and are always calm. After Qianhui has been away for more than a year, I have not done anything to be sorry for her. But after knowing Yaoyao for a few days, I will lose my moral integrity and cannot extricate myself. I really don’t know if I am too bad or suppressed for too long and I am too eager to be moved once. Forget it, I don’t think about it anymore, it’s still like Yaoyao said, let it go. Things will be solved one day, and I don’t need to worry about it.
The phone rang, it was not Li Xiaoru, but Qin Yu.
"Hello, Xiaoyu!"
"Cheng Dong, have you returned from Z City?"
"I didn't go to City Z. My sister also returned to County R yesterday. We met. Is there anything wrong?" The music in the bar was quite annoying, and I pressed against the phone. Qin Yu said relaxedly: "It's nothing, I'm bored alone, I want to talk to you. Where are you? Why do you seem to be very noisy?" The music is so loud, she shouldn't ask her knowingly, right?
"I'm at DreamWorks, should I come here to have a drink together?" I sincerely and politely invited her. Although Qin Yu is a workaholic, as long as she is not working, it is quite easy to be together.
"Haha, then, I'll go and accompany you." Qin Yu was so happy. After closing the line, I looked at the phone in my hand and felt that there was something missing. Well, I understood. Qin Yu didn't say "by the way" this time, and I suddenly realized.
Fifteen minutes later, Qin Yu arrived, and she was still wearing a standard white-collar suit and dress. This woman was like going to work when she came to the bar, without any mood. After saying hello, Qin Yu called out a cup of human head horse. I glanced at her, and she wanted something, and I don’t know where she got so many elegant habits?
As if I knew what I was thinking, Qin Yu smiled slightly: "Don't worry, Manager Cheng Da, I'll treat you tonight." I smiled and said, "I don't care who treats you, I only care about who pays the bill. Last time I said it was you treating you, but it turned out that I was not paying the bill."
Qin Yu raised her head, as if she had just met me: "Cheng Dong, I didn't expect you to be the same..."
"I'm petty, petty?" I took the conversation and laughed, "I'm kidding with you. I'm asking you for help, how can I ask you?"
"Really? Since that's the case, I'm not polite." Qin Yu's eyes rolled, and waved to the waiter and said, "I'm sorry, I don't want that glass of human heads and horses. Change the bottle of Bordeaux wine that has been in the 1986 years."
I...I'm convinced.
The waiter politely delivered the red wine, and Qin Yu poured himself a glass of wine gracefully. I glanced at it and made a secret swear that if I were polite to this woman in the future, I would be a bastard of a turtle son!
Qin Yu looked at me with a smile and said lightly: "Cheng Dong, I can't drink this bottle of red wine alone. I think you don't drink your beer. Drink this with me, otherwise too much will leave, and someone should feel distressed again!"
I was stunned after hearing this, and then smiled bitterly.
Qin Yu poured a glass of red wine and slowly pushed it in front of me: "I didn't drive today. I looked at it before entering the door, but I didn't see your car." This sentence seemed to be inconsistent, but I understood what she meant. She wanted to tell me that I could let go and drink it tonight. In fact, this is nothing big. She didn't feel tired even if she had to make a big circle! Fortunately, I'm smarter.
I moved the beer aside and raised the glass of red wine: "Xiaoyu, today is the last day of the holiday. Let's have two drinks together and start working tomorrow. Come on, I'll give you my respect first!" These words were polite again, Qin Yu wouldn't have to pick on it again!
Fortunately, she didn't say anything this time, and she happily talked to me. After toasting, I was about to add wine, but Qin Yu picked up the bottle first: "Cheng Dong, do you really think I'm quite inhumane?"
She asked this once, and I fooled it a few times, and now I asked again. It seems that she cares about her relationship with me. I feel a little disgusted. It seems that it is not her who is unkind, but me. "Xiaoyu, frankly... Maybe I have said too many polite words in my daily life, which makes you have such an illusion. In fact, I have long regarded you as a friend."
Qin Yu's beautiful eyes lit up at the time: "Really? When did you treat me as a friend?"
I just expressed my apology in a tactful way. I didn't expect that she was quite serious, but at least I didn't mind being friends with her. I lit a cigarette and explained: "You have been here for a short time, and we don't have much private relationships. Treating you as a friend is mainly a psychological process, first..." Qin Yu chuckled: "President Cheng, we are now communicating privately between friends. Please don't make the first and second things like summarizing the words!"
Qin Yu's smile made me once again experience the cuteness of this peerless beauty. At that moment, her eyes were rippling like autumn water, and her slightly red cheeks were like lotus blooming. I was a little crazy! The bar is really not suitable for men and women to talk to each other. The burgundy lights and slow music like crying and complaining. This mood is too warm and even a little *.
Qin Yu saw me looking at her stupidly, her beautiful face turned slightly red and coughed gently.
I was so dizzy that I lost my composure! I hurriedly gathered my mind and returned to the topic just now: "Okay, Xiaoyu, I will tell you in a different way. It is a psychological process that says you are a friend, starting from the moment you announced your decision to deal with Long Xiaowei."
I stopped and observed it. Qin Yu had recovered as usual and was listening to me seriously. I continued, "I don't deny it, because you are always... cold, so I can't help but resist you psychologically. You said that I always be polite to you, and it's because of this. The Long Xiaowei incident, I think you are a good person, kind and sensible person. Although you later said that you wanted to know and understand me, I did not change your opinion of you. In addition, I was very happy to have dinner with you last time. I dare not say that we are already friends, but I am very willing to be friends with you."
I spitted a puff of cigarette, ended my words, and quietly looked at the beautiful boss in front of me. She didn't speak immediately, but from her eyes, I saw a hint of gratitude and relief. It seemed that my sincere words were resonated with.
Qin Yu smiled indifferently: "There is no way, I don't like it either, but I'm used to it." I didn't understand this and didn't reply, waiting for her to continue. Qin Yu took a sip of wine, shook her head slightly and said, "Cheng Dong, you should understand that being a woman is hard, and being a beautiful woman is even harder. If I don't find a way to protect myself, it will be very troublesome."
She was somewhat sentimental, but I understood that talking to this woman who was good at protecting herself was still too tiring.
I frowned and looked at her and said, "Xiaoyu, I don't deny that you are a rare beauty. I can understand this, but don't you think it's tiring to wear a mask all day long? Not all men are as you think. For example, I think I'm not a bad person, but I can't help but lose my composure when I saw you just smiled. But this does not mean that I have any inappropriate thoughts. It's just a rational reaction from the perspective of pure appreciation, a love for beauty, and a human nature. If you close yourself up just because of this, do you think you can get along?"
All I said were psychological words, but I shamelessly added a high-sounding reason to my loss of composure just now. Well, instead of being misunderstood by Qin Yu, it would be better to call me first.
After hearing this, Qin Yu covered her mouth and smiled. The little woman's posture was extremely seductive. I resisted not losing her compliment. Qin Yu gave me a blank look: "Cheng Dong, you are so good at speaking. You not only complimented my beauty, but also expressed your persuasion to me. The most ridiculous thing is that you shamelessly defended yourself! I didn't blame you, I'm afraid you have a ghost in your heart."
"Who has a ghost in his heart! What I just told the truth." She saw me thoroughly.
Qin Yu lowered his head and smiled, then raised and said, "Cheng Dong, it's not that I am prejudiced against men, this is simply the fact. Of course, I don't deny that there are exceptions, such as... For example, you. But most men are like perverts. Look at the day I first arrived at the company, those male employees looked one by one! Especially Long Xiaowei, his eyes were about to fall out! If it weren't for you, maybe I would have sent him to the Public Security Bureau. Let's put it this way, you and the logistics manager Lao Han are the exception in the company."
"Old Han!" I was so amused and crying. Is there such a comparison? "Old Han is fifty-seven this year! Do you praise me or hurt me!" Qin Yu also smiled and angrily said, "I said this to make your Vice President Cheng know that I have never regarded you as a disciple. I will always defend myself if you have nothing to do in the future. You can say it out loud!"
I laughed and didn't say anything. Qin Yu said again: "Cheng Dong, in fact, I said that I asked you to help me is just one thing. I think you are a trustworthy friend to do this. You don't think about it. If I really think of you as a disciple, may you treat you as a friend?"
I was a little moved: "Xiaoyu, I am very happy to have a friend like you. I got so close to you tonight. I really feel like meeting a soulmate. I, a beautiful boss, can become my confidante. I, Cheng, have the honor of three lives! Come on, I, I, have another cup of honor to you!"
Qin Yu clinked my glasses with me generously, and we drank them all. In the fusion of eyes, we all felt each other's sincerity, or our sincerity infected each other. It turned out that in addition to love, men and women can also have friendships that transcend gender.
"Please have a beer!" A familiar voice came from the direction of the bar counter.
Chapter completed!