I smiled bitterly and said angrily: "Xiaoru, am I not good now? What am I going to be in a downturn? Besides, didn't we say it well a year ago? You also said that once you lose it, it will be forever. Why are you here again now?"

"So what can I do if I agree! Can you blame me?" Li Xiaoru stood up and said with great grievance, "You are now in this way, you are divorced, and the women around you have abandoned you. In this case, my heart is made of a stone, and it should be active!"

"Xiao Ru!"

"If you live well, I will accept it." Li Xiaoru closed her hair and said in pain, "But look at you, no one is human or ghost now, none of those women are willing to come back to take care of you, but I obviously like you, but I have to look at you. Do you know what I feel in my heart!"

I sighed, sat up, patted her arm and said, "Xiaoru, you don't understand this. They can't come back because of all kinds of reasons and difficulties, but they all have me in their hearts. Similarly, they are not by my side, and I have them in my heart. You think I am very down and out of my mind when I am sick. I just don't adapt for a moment and miss it too much. In fact, I am very fulfilled and happy. You have never experienced this feeling of being loved."

"Why haven't you experienced it! You... hugged me, and... kissed me! I still... can't forget the feeling of that day!" A bright red appeared on Li Xiaoru's face.

I said laughing and crying: "That doesn't count, I'm talking about the kind from the heart."

"If I don't believe you have never liked me from the bottom of your heart?"

"No!" I answered very simply and decisively.

Li Xiaoru looked at me in a daze, her big eyes kept flashing, and suddenly she lay on my legs and started to thrust.

My head was so big that I had to let her lie on my back. After taking a deep breath, I stroked her hair and said sincerely: "Xiaoru, do you want to hear my analysis of you?"

Li Xiaoru didn't say anything, but stopped crying. I thought she had agreed.

I continued, "Xiaoru, your love has always been very blind. When you see someone you like, you will be happy endlessly. Then you will hit it like a headless fly, and turn a blind eye to other lovers and suitors. This makes you miss many opportunities for happiness. You are no longer young, and impulse cannot be the whole of love. You must carefully care for and cherish your feelings. Learn rationality in the repeated entanglement of time, and you should also understand the value of calmness."

Li Xiaoru looked at me and listened very seriously.

I looked at her and continued, "Xiaoru, your problem is that you have never enjoyed being loved with your heart. In fact, you are a person with very simple requirements for happiness. The conditions are so good that you can easily get happiness. I dare say that as long as you open your heart and accept the person who truly loves you, you will be happy immediately. Like me, and your classmate who has been for more than ten years, you will forget it all!"

Li Xiaoru seemed to be touched, her eyes rolled and said stubbornly: "But... there are so many people pursuing me, how do I know which one is who truly loves me?"

I was stunned for a moment, thought about Fang Xiaoya's previous words, and said casually: "You can't say that! Don't you have someone who breaks up temporarily? I think he is the one who truly loves you."

When Li Xiaoru heard this, she immediately blushed and said with a stuttering voice: "It was Xiaoya who told you! This damn girl, why can you say this to you too?"

I saw it and it really made me foolish. I said happily: "Look at it, I blushed, I admit it myself!"

Li Xiaoru said angrily: "Oh, you... what are you talking nonsense! That person likes me, but I...I don't like him!"

I let out a long sigh and said, "I still say I don't like you. There are so many people who like you. Why did you break up with him temporarily? Don't break up with others temporarily? Have you ever thought about this problem? In fact, you have fallen in love with him unknowingly!"

Li Xiaoru focused on her mind and thought for a moment, but didn't say anything.

I said again: "Xiaoru, listen to me once, open your heart, accept him seriously, and enjoy being loved once, and you will find the joy in it."

Li Xiaoru looked at me and said reluctantly: "Let's talk about it when you get better. Let me wait for you for a few days!"

"Okay, as long as you are willing to try, there is no problem."

"Really! Then you are not allowed to chase me away!"

I smiled and said, "Don't worry, if you don't serve me, I have to eat instant noodles by myself. You think I...will eat it!"

Li Xiaoru said angrily: "Hate!"

In this way, in order to consolidate my health, I rested at home for three days, and Li Xiaoru also served me for three days. After three days, she came early and left late, cooked and cooked in different ways, and served me comfortably. I was a little overjoyed. When I was free, we chatted like good friends. Li Xiaoru was a very popular little woman, of course, just that kind of normal like. After opening our hearts to each other, we chatted very happily. Looking at her moving appearance, I seemed to see the vivid sophomore girl back then.

My mood has recovered a lot and I am ashamed. I never dreamed that when the woman I love is not around, Li Xiaoru, this dream lover who I have hurt, will return to me and spend the saddest days with me, and heal my spiritual trauma to a great extent.

On the third night, I was watching TV bored on the sofa. Li Xiaoru finished rinsing the bowl and sat next to me. I coughed and said apologetically: "Xiaoru, it's almost the Chinese New Year and my illness has been cured. I should go to work tomorrow, and you should go to work, so don't... Thank you for your hard work."

Li Xiaoru was stunned after hearing this, then showed a pitiful look and said to me: "Cheng Dong, we have been around for more than ten years. Do you... don't like me at all?"

Dizzy, this time...it doesn't seem to be calculated like this!

I turned to face her and said gratefully: "Xiaoru, if you say that I don't like you, that's a lie, but... it's not the kind of like. Think about it, I'm also a normal man. If I really feel that way about you, you think I... will let you go!"

"But you pursued me back then!"

I said seriously: "Xiaoru, there is one thing that I can never deny. At least during the time when I pursued you, you were the only one in my life. Although this was the fault of youth, I never regretted it. Every boy will encounter the first time in his life. I feel very happy to be lucky enough to meet you."

Li Xiaoru sighed lightly and said, "What you said is wrong. I think it's because we are not destined to be together. If Yaoyao and your beautiful female boss don't show up, at least after the second meeting, I believe you will definitely accept me, and you won't have to suffer so much."

I smiled bitterly. Li Xiaoru might be really not wrong. According to my situation at that time, if Xiaoyu and Yaoyao really did not appear, with Li Xiaoru's lethality and tenderness, coupled with her stickiness, I would probably be with her, otherwise I would not have been hiding from her at that time.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, Li Xiaoru smiled sadly and said, "Cheng Dong, don't make things difficult for you. This time I'm moved, but I figured it out a year ago. Don't worry, I won't bother you like before."

I sighed inwardly and said, "Xiaoru, don't say that. In fact, if possible, I don't want to be with you. I hope you can open your heart and accept others as I say. It's not for me, but for yourself."

"Let's talk about it." Li Xiaoru stared at me and said slowly, "If my attempt fails, will I come back to find you again? "

I said, "You try it with your heart, I believe you will succeed."

Li Xiaoru gave me a blank look, suddenly hugged my arm, and said, "Cheng Dong, then you... kiss me again and let me experience that feeling again, okay?"

I smiled and said, "No. The feeling of the first time is the most beautiful. If you have the second time, the feeling of the first time will be destroyed, and you will suffer a lot. Besides, no matter how you say it, you are also the dream lover of my first love. The first woman in my life that moved me. I am already very satisfied if I can get your first kiss. If you really care about me, let me keep this feeling!"

Li Xiaoru's eyes lit up and she came over and said, "Then look at me again, do you still have the feeling of the past?"

I nodded and looked at her pretty face carefully. My shiny eyes, charming eyes, and seductive face. I was fascinated by it, and I felt a little crazy. I seemed to have really felt the same way back then. My heart suddenly pounded, and I quickly turned my head and said, "If you don't look, something really happens when you look again!"

Li Xiaoru gave me a very charming look, stood up with satisfaction, and said to me, "Okay, I'm leaving. Remember, if I fail to try, I will come back to find you, and I will never leave after death." After that, she floated away.

Li Xiaoru left, and I was still sitting alone. I felt a little disappointed and faintly lost in my heart. This feeling is so good! It makes people feel both sweet and happy. If the last time her gorgeous turn made me feel the sadness of the broken dream, then this time, her drifting made me feel like I realize my dream again.

In the past ten years, many memories have gradually blurred in decadent days, but some are still so clear, or some of them cannot be forgotten and dare not forget.

I couldn't help but walk to the window and look at her back. Although it was winter, I still felt the devilish temptation of her figure. Her long hair swayed in the cold wind, as if her tenderness was fierce. Under the street lights, she looked back and smiled and waved to me. I saw her naughty eyes and heart-warming smile.
Chapter completed!