After the climax, we hugged each other tightly, and the light rain fell on me as usual.

Seeing her breathing for a while, I asked, "Tell me now, what's wrong you have hidden from me, and why did you push me to Xie Zhuying?"

Xiaoyu raised her head, smiled, and said, "Actually it's nothing. I've seen that you like her for a long time. I think I'm not at home these two days. You must be bored and she's so pitiful, so I called her."

"It's because of this?"

"Yes, haven't I told you that I can be happy if you are happy!"

I frowned and said, "Xiaoyu, you think I am a fool. I also used such an idiot to deceive me!"

"I'm not..."

"To be honest!" I was a little impatient and had a rough tone.

Xiaoyu was stunned for a moment, then lowered her head, looking a little sad. I stared at her calmly.

After closing his hair, Xiaoyu raised his head and said sadly: "Okay, I'll tell you. After I separated from you that day, my brother and I went to the airport. For some reason, I was in a bad mood along the way. I thought of my mother, death, and...that I thought of what you said before." Xiaoyu stopped and looked at me.

"What's the matter?"

"You can have the same bed in your life, and you can have the same hole in your death."

I felt ache in my heart and was speechless for a moment.

Xiaoyu said softly with red eyes, "Originally, I always wanted to be buried with my mother after death, but my father moved the grave and the three of them were going to be buried together. It's impossible for me to think about what you said. I remember you asked me if I would be buried with you after death, and I said I dare not think about it. But at that moment, I really regret it. Cheng Dong, I really want to... I want to be with you after death." Xiaoyu cried.

I felt extremely uncomfortable, so I hugged her tightly and said, "Don't talk nonsense! You are still so young, how can you think of death!"

Xiaoyu cried and said, "Why can't you think about birth, old age, sickness and death... Isn't it normal?"

I wiped the tears from her face and said seriously: "Xiaoyu, I'm sorry, I shouldn't ask you this. Although birth, old age, sickness and death are normal, these are unpredictable for life. The same acupoints after death are just the thoughts of the living and have nothing to do with the dead. It's comprehension of the heavyness of death, not the heavyness of death, but the heavyness of life. It's useless for living people to think about these things. Enjoy life well. Do you understand?"

Xiaoyu whispered with tears in her eyes, "Life is unpredictable, but everyone will die. Is this still unpredictable?"

I patiently said: "Although death is everyone's last destination, the time of death is unpredictable. We can miss the dead, but we must be responsible to the living, to ourselves and others. You just mentioned death, you know what I feel! How do you feel! If that is true, even if I give the whole world to me, I will be worse than death!"

Xiaoyu lowered her head and cried silently.

After listening to me, Xiaoyu wiped her tears, looked up at me, and said seriously: "Cheng Dong, tell me the truth. I asked Xie Zhuying to come and accompany you. It really has my purpose. I know you, and I can see that you like her. I have an idea in my heart. If you really love me, I hope... you can promise me now."

"What's your thought?" My heart suddenly sank.

Xiaoyu stared into my eyes and said, "I think...I think if one day, I mean if, if, if I really, something suddenly happened, I left you, or... or died, I want you to accept her and treat her as my substitute."

"What?!Die?!" I was both uncomfortable and fearful, and the huge sense of hollowness filled my heart again. I sat up, grabbed her shoulders, and said, "Xiaoyu, tell me the truth, what did you hide from me? What is your secret?"

"No, I don't, really." Xiaoyu kept shaking her head in tears.

"I don't believe it! Since there is no, why do you say such things?"

Xiaoyu shook tears, held my face with both hands, and said bitterly: "Cheng Dong, my mother gave birth to me at the age of 40 and died of illness at the age of 47. Although I have seen through life, after meeting you, I am full of fear of life again. I am often afraid that I will die early like my mother. How can I bear it when I left you alone at that time! Xie Zhuying is so good and beautiful, and she loves you so much. You will definitely be very happy with her, so I want... to let her take care of you on my behalf, take care of you on my behalf, and accompany you to achieve the highest goal."

"What are you talking nonsense!!" I could no longer listen, and felt so uncomfortable that I felt tears flowed out. I held her in my arms, fearing that I would lose her if I accidentally did.

I said sadly: "Xiaoyu, how can you say such things? Your mother is your mother, you are you. You can't lose confidence in your life just because your mother is gone. Losing a close relative in her childhood will have a certain impact on growth and psychology. I understand this, but if it affects life for a lifetime, it is a pathological condition. Do you understand? Don't have such thoughts again. You will harm yourself and me, do you know?"

Xiaoyu lies in my arms, bursting with tears, and nodding his head constantly.

I helped her up, looked at her eyes, and continued, "Xiaoyu, I admit that I like Xie Zhuying, but you should understand that in my heart, no one in this world can replace you, and that highest goal is set for Yaoyao. Without you, the three-person world would have lost its meaning of existence. Therefore, your substitute's idea is simply wrong. Also, don't mention the word death again. If we can't die in the same year, month and day, then I must die before you, because I am selfish than you, I will leave many things to ask you to help me and ask you to take care of Yaoyao; if you really die first, I will accompany you, and I will ignore the others!"

Xiaoyu didn't speak, threw herself into my arms and burst into tears.

I hugged her and pressed it into her ear and said, "Xiaoyu, don't worry, I will give you another promise, I will definitely not let you die in front of me, sure!"

Xiaoyu nodded to me with tears and said loudly: "I promise you that I will definitely accompany you, let you die first and watch you die!"

I hugged her tightly, and there was no more that Xiaoyu's love was so selfless, so great, and so unexciting than this moment.

Outside the window, it was already dark.

We hugged together quietly, and my mood calmed down a little. Looking at Xiaoyu's moving body, I smiled bitterly. I finally understood why she was extremely erotic today. She was afraid that after she finished saying these words to me, we would not be in the mood to do it.

"Tell me, what have you done with Meimei Xie in the past few days that you have done to me that I am sorry?" Xiaoyu looked at me playfully.

"We... didn't do anything. We had drunk a lot of wine, bought vegetables together, and..." I suddenly thought of Qianhui's father. That ominous premonition quietly arose in my heart again. In connection with her recent low fever, I seemed to understand something. I am too stupid. After so long, I didn't ask such an important question clearly. For a moment, my heart was filled with fear and deep fear.

Seeing that I stopped talking, Xiaoyu giggled and said, "Why don't you say it? Do you dare not say it? I don't believe it. You have never even kissed her!"

Looking at Xiaoyu, whom I loved in front of me, my whole body was trembling. The huge fear made my scalp numb, my hands and feet became cold, and sweat instantly flowed all over.

"Cheng Dong, what's wrong with you?" Xiaoyu looked at me in surprise.

I grabbed my shoulders, looked into her eyes, and asked as calmly as possible: "Xiaoyu, tell me, your mother, who did she die of illness?"

"Heart disease." Xiaoyu was very calm, as if she had known that I would have asked this question.

"Are you sick?"

"No."

"Really not?"

"real."

I stared at her, and she looked at me calmly. We looked at each other for a full minute, and Xiaoyu finally couldn't help it.

"Cheng Dong, you... don't believe me?"

"Well, I don't believe it this time."

"you……"

I blocked her mouth, Xiaoyu was kissed by me, and her big eyes looked at me in surprise.
Chapter completed!