Xie Zhuying angrily threw down a sentence, and ignored me no longer spoke. I was confused by her and wanted to know how she wanted me to "see". But she was angry, so I wouldn't be stupid enough to flirt with me anymore, so I closed my eyes, leaned my head on the back of the chair, and quietly slept.

Perhaps because of drinking, I fell asleep in a daze. It was not long, so I felt my left arm being pinched, and at the same time, Xie Zhuying's loud voice came from my ears: "Don't sleep, go to the place, go home and fall asleep!"

I woke up and rubbed my head while saying "Thank you" to her. Xie Zhuying still muttered: "It's so heartless to fall asleep in such a while!" I ignored her and wanted to push the car door to get out, but when I looked up, I couldn't help but smile bitterly. It turned out that Xie Zhuying sent me to my original home. No wonder she didn't know that I had moved to Yaoyao.

I subconsciously looked at the window of my house, it was dark. I looked at the watch, and it was time: 8:15. I began to wonder in my heart. Qianhui couldn't sleep at this time, why was there no one at home? I opened the car door and got out of the car, standing by the car door and looking at the dark window.

Seeing that I was not going home, Xie Zhuying looked at the window foolishly and looked at me suspiciously.

I couldn't have anything wrong, right? I suddenly felt a little worried. Should I make a call and ask? After a struggle of thought, I sighed, took out my cell phone and opened the landline at home. The beeping for a long time no one answered. I wanted to call Qianhui's cell phone again, but I felt it was not good. I held the phone and hesitated for a moment.

Xie Zhuying looked at me for a long time, looked at the sky, sighed, and frowned, and finally couldn't help asking: "Cheng Dong, what's wrong with you? You're so sad when you don't go home?"

I took the phone and sat back in the car, but I still felt a little unwilling to let go, but after thinking about it, I decided not to make this call. After all, it was only eight o'clock now, and maybe I was working overtime or having dinner with customers. Seeing me frowned, Xie Zhuying said with concern and asked again, "Cheng Dong, what's wrong with you?"

I leaned on the back of the chair weakly, sighed, and said with a wry smile: "No, you sent the wrong place. I have filed for divorce with my wife and we are separated. Let's go and send me to Yaoyao." After that, I lowered my head helplessly.

Xie Zhu didn't start the car, looked at me with concern and said, "Cheng Dong, are you... okay?" I forced a smile and said, "It's okay. I'm fine."

"Did she agree?" Xie Zhuying turned her head, expressionless, just looking ahead.

“Not yet.”

"What are you going to do?" Xie Zhuying still had no expression.

"Let's wait, what else can I do?" I glanced at her and replied.

Xie Zhuying was silent for a moment and said, "I didn't expect you to really leave your wife."

I said bitterly: "What should I do if I don't leave? Are you just consuming it all the time? Zhuying, let me tell you the truth. In fact, my wife has known about me for a long time. She just didn't tell me the truth from the moment she entered the house. It's inevitable that we can't...repay it again."

"When did you separate? Was it the day of dinner?"

"No. It was on the night my sister got married."

After hearing my answer, Xie Zhuying turned her head and looked at me in surprise. Obviously she also understood how deeply the harm she had caused to Qianhui on that day. But she didn't know that the harm that Qianhui suffered on that day was far from being included in the simple word separation. That day might be the darkest day in Qianhui's life.

Xie Zhuying smiled bitterly and said sadly: "It seems that there is another injured woman in this world!" I felt nervous and speechless for a moment. Xie Zhuying suddenly glared at me and said hatefully: "Cheng Dong, I didn't expect you to be so cruel too! Women in the world are all hurt by your bad men!"

I felt a sense of sadness in my heart, both for Qianhui and Zhuying. I understood her current mood. When she saw that I filed a divorce with Qianhui cruelly, she touched her sadness and vented her hatred for Wu Zheng on my head. I didn't want to argue, so I had to remind him with a wry smile: "Zhuying, you just said you understood me, why are you scolding me again now?"

Xie Zhuying said angrily: "It was just now, I didn't know that you had separated from your wife!"

I tilted my head to look at her and couldn't help asking, "Zhuying, I don't understand. Since a family no longer has the meaning and value of existence, why do you women always disagree with divorce? Do you have to keep two people in a broken family and suffer from each other?"

A trace of bitterness flashed across Xie Zhuying's face, and then returned to normal. He said to me coldly: "You should ask your wife for this question, not me!"

I glanced at her, felt a little reluctant, and sighed inwardly, and didn't say anything else.

Perhaps because I felt that my tone was too cold and hard, Xie Zhuying looked at my dejected look, and her emotions turned back, comforting me, "Forget it, I shouldn't say about you. Cheng Dong, in fact, you don't have to be too sad and angry. Your wife is so reasonable. I think she will definitely agree to divorce you. You should... wait patiently."

Xie Zhuying's emotions wandered back and forth in the care for me and his own experience, which made me feel uncomfortable. I looked at her and said slowly: "Zhuying, can you tell you how you live alone?"

Xie Zhuying looked low, then she showed a hint of panic. She closed her hair and said, "How can I live like this? I'm doing a good life. Besides, I... I'm so busy at work, don't you know that we have known each other for several months. Do you think I've always been like this? Even if... even if it's different sometimes, I'm still angry with you!" Xie Zhuying was already a little incoherent.

I looked at her and said, "What about you when you don't work? For example, what do you do every night, Sunday, holiday? Haven't you been separated for almost two years? More than 500 days and nights, you can't work every day and every moment, right? After so long, I really don't understand how you live. Do you just rely on smoking, drinking, or going out to race to anesthetize yourself to pass the time? Don't you think this is empty? Do you feel good about lying in bed and staring at the ceiling every night?"

Xie Zhuying didn't say anything, but just kept blinking, with a slight painful expression on her face.

I stared at her and continued, "Zhuying, I have always envied you since the first time I saw you. I think you live a very independent, wonderful, and exciting life. I even cheered for your freedom and unruly more than once. But later I realized that your heart is not as free and easy as your appearance. You also have joys, anger, sorrow, and happiness. Like an ordinary girl, you also need others to share your feelings. Seeing you happy, I am also very infected. But what about your pain? Why do you always have to hide it alone in your heart? Do you think torture yourself is a normal psychology?"

Xie Zhuying bit her lower lip tightly, without saying a word, and her expression became more and more sad.

I looked at her and felt very reluctant, but decided to take this opportunity to persuade her. I continued, "Zhuying, do you still remember that snowy night? We walked a long way together, and you were as happy as a child. You told me that you like snow, and you told me that you took your sister to play with snow on the ice when you were a child. You said that your sister fell and cried, but you could have fun with tears. You said that those days were so good, and you really wanted to go back to those happy days. But in this case, why do you still have to close yourself? You can be happy again, why hide when you talk about sad things? What's wrong with people living for a lifetime and opening your heart? Zhuying, you are such an outstanding girl, do you think your life is suitable for you? Should it belong to you? Do you want to live like this for a lifetime?"

"Stop talking!" Xie Zhuying suddenly exclaimed, covered her face with both hands, pressed her head against the steering wheel, and started crying gently.

I leaned over and held her shoulder and said, "Zhuying, I'm sorry, although... I don't know what happened between you and Director Wu, but seeing you are always in your heart and pain alone. As a friend, I feel very uncomfortable. Maybe I shouldn't say so much tonight, but no matter how strong you are, you are a woman after all, and you shouldn't bear so much pain alone. We may not have known each other for a long time, but the friendship has always been very sincere. You have helped me so much. I have never hidden anything from you. I also want to help you, even if you share your pain."

After hearing what I said, Xie Zhuying stood up and leaned on the back of the chair, her eyes were confused and her face was infinitely desolate, only tears were flowing silently. I didn't say anything, but just looked at her sincerely.

Xie Zhuying slowly turned her head to me, her eyes full of sadness and helplessness. I looked at her, reached out to pinch her shoulders and squeezed her hard, as a comfort. Xie Zhuying looked at me, with tears on her face, shook her head in pain, and shouted: "Cheng Dong, I..." After that, he grabbed my arm, put his head on my shoulder and cried again. I felt a little sad, and I stretched out my other hand to put my shoulders and hugged her, and sighed: "Now I know I'm crying, I'm usually dressed so vigorously, why do you think you're going to have trouble?"

After hearing my words, Xie Zhuying suddenly burst into tears with a "wow" sound, climbing up my neck with both hands, crying so happily, and pounding my shoulders hard while crying. I was extremely painful and sad, and kept patting her back. It was all because of Wu Zheng, a bastard who made the good bamboo tease look like this. At this moment, I wished I could kill him alive.

After a while, I saw that she was almost venting and said, "Zhuying, you should have cried almost ok? My clothes were already wet by your crying." Xie Zhuying stopped crying, leaned on my shoulder, and sobbed, "I deserve it, who told you to say those words, which made me feel uncomfortable!"

I smiled and said, "What are you afraid of when you feel uncomfortable? I'll cry much better now. If you feel uncomfortable again in the future, at worst, I'll lend you my shoulders to you to cry and you'll be there anytime you call, okay?"

Xie Zhuying pounded my back and said, "Go to you, from now on... I will never cry in front of you again! It's a shame!"

I smiled and said, "I know it's embarrassing, but I'm not going to get up quickly. Others will misunderstand when we see this!"

Xie Zhuying said angrily: "You..."

Xie Zhuying had just said the word "you", and suddenly hedged his body back and turned to the other side, as if he was frightened, while both hands wiping tears on his face.

I wondered, "What's wrong?"

Xie Zhuying glanced behind me, then lowered her head with a red face.

When I looked back, my face changed drastically. It was Qianhui! She drove a small bright blue Peugeot car and parked next to us at some point.

Qianhui looked at me and whispered: "Look for me?"

I was embarrassed and said, "No, I...I'm passing by."

Qianhui sighed lightly, looked at me, and said lightly: "The garage is empty. I passed a second-hand one from someone else and just got it back."

I glanced at her car and said, "No, it's quite new."

Qianhui looked at me, then looked at Xie Zhuying again, with a helpless expression, as if she wanted to speak but stopped. I didn't know what to say for a moment. In this way, we looked at each other silently for a while, and I finally lowered my head. Qianhui turned her face away, shook her head, and started the car and drove away slowly. I closed my eyes in pain. Qianhui must have misunderstood Xie Zhuying and me, and the scene just now undoubtedly hurt her again. She was completely heartbroken and completely disappointed with me!

Looking at Qianhui's car body turning into the community gate, I sighed and punched my leg hard. Xie Zhuying looked at the community gate, turned to me and said, "Cheng Dong, I'm sorry, I..."

"It's not your fault. It's me that I'm not good. I've hurt her too much and too deeply." I turned my head and looked at her and said, "Zhuying, I'm sorry, I'm going to let you take the blame again."

"Forget it, this is not the first time I took the blame for you." After saying that, Xie Zhuying started the car silently.

There was nothing wrong with it all the way, Xie Zhuying took me downstairs. I got out of the car, and Xie Zhuying got out of the car. I said parting with her and turned around and was about to go upstairs. Xie Zhuying suddenly said to me: "Cheng Dong, will you really get a divorce?"

I turned around and saw Xie Zhuying standing in the darkness with her long figure. I sighed, "Do I have any other choice now?"

Xie Zhuying looked at me with bright eyes, as if she was faint and resentful.

I walked up to her and continued, "I admit that divorce will hurt Qianhui, but it will also help her to be relieved. Moreover, I am not worthy of her now. Zhuying, I hope you will also think about it carefully and try to change your life, free yourself, and free others." After that, I patted her on the shoulder, turned around and walked towards the corridor.

Xie Zhuying was still looking at me behind her back, and I could feel the secret in her eyes. At this moment, the wind was cool and the night was warm, but it could not hide her deep eyes.

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