One hundred and twentieth chapters carry the despicable to the end
The sun was bright in the early morning, and the sun shone over the whole house. Today was a good weather. I got up and saw the four feet at the end of the bed. The feeling of happiness once again filled my whole body. Yaoyao was still sleeping with the quilt beside her, sleeping soundly, and her smile hung on her face. I was full of love and kissed her gently on her forehead, then got out of bed and walked to the window, and opened the window.
Breathing the fresh air outside the window, my mood calmed down a lot. Generally speaking, the natural scenery and human thoughts are always connected. The heart and things outside are all shrouded in the rising sun, which makes me feel that life is so beautiful.
After breakfast, Yaoyao and I said goodbye and went to work with a small bag. The crowd on the road was in a hurry. I drove the car and looked at the crowds on the street. The surroundings were filled with floating and messy cities. I suddenly felt that I had changed and became ruthless and unrighteous. I couldn't even believe that I had left Qianhui. What was she doing when Yaoyao and I were surrounded by happiness? Will the sweet smile still hang on her face on the same night, the same sky?
Alas, I sighed. The high speed of the information age made everyone living in the city cold and numb. The numb people didn't feel it, as if they were on the operating table waiting for surgery, and I myself was no exception. This fucking world! I cursed inwardly, turned a corner, and the car arrived downstairs of the company.
I went to the office and drank a few sips of tea made by Zhou Xiaoxiao. Xiaoyu came and asked me a few questions about moving yesterday. Seeing that my complexion was still normal, I arranged a lot of work for me to share my worries, so I turned around and left. I couldn't tell the truth, but I was moved in my heart. Xiaoyu has always been knowledgeable and understanding, but she never cared about right or wrong in matters about me. She never opposed anything I was happy to do. Even if I care so much about my relationship with Xie Zhuying, she would mostly turn a blind eye; if I suffer, she would jump out to fight back or even strangle me without hesitation, and would never be ruthless, for Peter, who has been a long-term suitor, and even for Qianhui. At this point, she definitely inherited the "excellent qualities" of the Qin family.
In summing up Xiaoyu's love for me into "two whatevers", I started working for the whole day. It was almost three o'clock in the afternoon, and I finished my work at work. Suddenly I thought I hadn't seen Qi Wuping for a long time, and so many things have happened in the past two days, so I really wanted to drink some wine. I chatted with him, so I called him and asked him to have a drink at the Bluebird Bar. He immediately agreed. I greeted Xiaoyu, called Yaoyao, and went to the Bluebird Bar. Considering my current mood, I didn't drive, but took a taxi. I knew that neither I nor Qi Wuping would be drunk this time.
When I arrived at the Blue Bird Bar, I ordered a few glasses of beer and some side dishes, and then lit a cigarette to wait for Qi Wuping to arrive. A few minutes later, my phone rang. It was Qi Wuping's call. I answered, "Old Qi, why haven't you arrived yet? I've been waiting for a while!"
Qi Wuping sighed on the phone and said helplessly: "No, Xiao Cheng, I can't go. Vice Chairman Qiu is inspecting City D. I don't know which medicine was wrong. He suddenly ran to City S. I have to entertain him later. By the way, why don't you come here to have some drinks with us?"
I was a little disappointed when I heard this, so I had to say, "That's it, forget it, I won't go. You can accompany Mr. Qiu first. Let's talk, it doesn't matter if you get together another day." After hanging up the phone, I looked at the food and food that had been ordered in front of me, and sighed. I can't retreat anymore, so I can eat something for myself.
In desperation, I had to drink alone here. Time was not long, and I heard a bunch of footsteps coming from the second floor. I was about to look back and take a look, but someone behind me said, "Isn't this Lao Cheng? Why are you drinking alone here?" I looked back and saw that it was Wu Zheng, and there was a large group of people behind me. Before I could speak, Wu Zheng turned around and said, "You all go first, I have friends." Then he sat opposite me and fucked a glass of wine.
Then I had the opportunity to speak: "Old Wu, so coincidental, come and drink when you have time?" Wu Zheng looked at me and said: "Oh, today I have a deputy captain's birthday, come and have two drinks. What's wrong with you? You look at your bad complexion, either you are overly indulging in love with men and women, tell me." As he said that, Wu Zheng lit a cigarette for himself.
I looked at Wu Zheng and thought that although Wu Zheng and I didn’t fight or deal, we were not very familiar with each other after all, and this was not a glorious thing. So I answered vaguely: "Don’t talk nonsense. Lao Wu, I haven’t thanked you for helping me contact the city last time. Come on, I’ll give you a cup!" I wanted to turn the topic away.
Wu Zheng raised his glass and took a sip with me, and said to me disapprovingly: "Don't interrupt, don't interrupt, tell all your troubles about men and women, and I'll give you an idea." I smiled and said, "Old Wu, I said, you are a great public security chief, how can you find out about this kind of thing? Come on, drink." Wu Zheng glared at me and said, "What do you mean? Do you think I, Wu Zheng, are a gossiper? Tell you, I have no interest in your behavior of having sex with men and women. I want to give you an idea to cheer you up quickly and help me as soon as possible."
I couldn't laugh or cry. Wu Zheng's words were too ugly. I said angrily: "Old Wu, how do you speak? What does it mean to have sex with men and women? You are a police chief at the age of a public security bureau, so you can't speak more civilizedly?"
Wu Zheng retorted: "Are I wrong? You have a wife at home and at least two lovers outside. This has to be considered Xiaoying. Are you not a man-woman relationship? I blushed for your wife. Think about it, your wife is the financial director of Zhengda Group and is also a figure on the interpersonal relationship network in S City. Although you are not a high-ranking official, you are a celebrity after all. The woman who has a relationship with you is not Qin Fengchi's daughter, but Xiaoying, who is like our family. Your little thing has long been known to everyone in the upper class of S City. How do you ask your wife to be a human being? Tell you, if you didn't see that you could sacrifice your life to save your woman, you would be considered a man, I wouldn't be too lazy to talk nonsense to people like you!"
Wu Zheng said something unblocked, making me blush, ashamed, sweating profusely, and ashamed. Wu Zheng said nothing wrong. Qianhui not only has to bear the humiliation brought by my cheating, but also has to face the worldly vision with joy. Now I want to divorce her again... I am really a great sin!
Seeing my pain again, Wu Zheng slapped the table and said impatiently: "Okay, okay, don't act like that bear, come and have a drink. I really don't understand, why would Xiaoying fall in love with someone like you?"
I raised my head and said anxiously: "Old Wu, actually Zhuying and I..."
Wu Zheng interrupted me and said, "Oh, don't let mother-in-law and mother. No matter what your relationship with Xiaoying is, it can't change the fact that you are doing a lot of misconduct now. I ask you, do you have any feelings for your wife? You are doing so many things outside, have you ever thought about her feelings?"
I smiled bitterly and said, "My wife and I have known each other for almost six years. How could we not have feelings for each other!"
After hearing what I said, Wu Zheng frowned and suddenly asked me: "How did you and your wife meet?"
"What's wrong with someone introducing it? Why are you asking about this?"
"That's it. Your relationship with your wife must be average." Wu Zheng leaned against the back of the chair, drank half a glass of wine, and changed into another cigarette.
"Why do you say that? You don't know what happened to me and my wife?"
Perhaps the atmosphere in the bar is more suitable for pouring out, perhaps it was influenced by my mood, or perhaps it was Wu Zheng's cheerfulness that infected me, and I started talking to him unknowingly.
Wu Zheng rushed to the ground and looked at me and said, "It's very simple. Your wife is the financial director of Zhengda Group, and you are from Y County. Y County is a famous poor place. Your conditions were definitely not as good as your wife at that time, and they were quite different, right?"
I drank a big sip of wine and said unconvincedly: "So what! According to you, can the poor and the rich fall in love?"
Wu Zheng smiled and said, "No, but you just said that you were introduced by someone else. The introduction object is different from free love. The introduction object is similar to the arranged marriage. The equality of conditions is very important. In the past, it was called a good match. Your wife's conditions are better than you. In this case, the introduction is unequal for both parties. Because her conditions are so good, you have no choice at all. This causes you to be selected but not the right to choose during a blind date. Can you understand? In other words, your union is just the result of your wife's choice alone, plus the introduction person who is very familiar with both parties.
If you make do, you have already made a pair. For you, you have not had time to fall in love, so you jumped to the stage of husband and wife who is responsible to each other. Even if you are not married, it is difficult for you to feel in love because you have taken each other as your future partner for granted. To put it bluntly, you have not yet entered a semi-kinship relationship similar to that of couples for many years. This kind of relationship is the least strong, and the only bond that maintains your relationship is children, and you have not yet had it. So, your relationship with your wife must be average."
I was stunned when I heard this. Wu Zheng was worthy of being the director of the Public Security Bureau and was very clear when analyzing it. This theory is indeed quite consistent with the relationship between Qianhui and I back then.
Seeing that I was speechless, Wu Zheng said again: "If you are in this situation, don't delay your wife. Let's leave quickly."
I smiled bitterly and said, "It's not easy to talk about Li. First of all, my wife may not agree; secondly, I feel uncomfortable in my heart; Besides, I don't look like you, you only have one Xing'er, and I have two women outside!" Wu Zheng glanced at me, took a sip of cigarette, and said lightly: "What can two women do? Then I'll have them all!"
"What! I... want it all!" Although I was communicating with Wu Zheng on a reservation, and my three-person world was indeed equivalent to having it all, this sentence was different from his mouth. "Old Wu, why... how can you say that? You are still the director of the public security department. Didn't you instigate me to commit bigamy?"
"What's wrong with the Public Security Bureau Director? It is because I am the Public Security Bureau Director that I can say this. I have been the Public Security Bureau Director for many years. I have seen a lot of high-ranking officials and wealthy officials and prostitutes, but this does not mean that these elites in the country are not good people. Human nature is the same. It's just that the ordinary people outside lack the conditions and ability to do such things, so they will vent their anger." Wu Zheng shouted at me with anger in his face.
After taking a sip of wine, Wu Zheng said again: "Old Cheng, I know what you think now. Do you dare to say that you don't want it? You have concerns. First, you think it's outrageous and inconsistent with legal morality; second, you feel that you are not sorry for your wife; third, you are afraid of rumors. Is it right? Let me tell you that there are only things that you can't imagine in this world, and there are no things that you can't do. Moreover, things about emotions don't matter whether they are true right or wrong. If you can show the courage and courage of a man, and be really good to your women, it will be completely possible. As long as everyone is willing, the law cannot control it. As for morality, although people say you are despicable now, as long as you can carry out despicableness to the end and be despicable for a lifetime, it is not despicable, it is a responsible behavior. At that time, others will not only not think you are despicable, but also think you are affectionate and righteous, and a real man!"
After hearing Wu Zheng's words, I was stunned for a while before saying, "I... I'm not afraid of any rumors. I mainly feel sorry for my wife. Moreover, my parents are both ordinary farmers, especially my mother. It's so traditional. If it's really despicable, I'm afraid it's not easy to explain to them!" When I said this, it was equivalent to exposing my true psychology.
Wu Zheng laughed and said disdainfully: "What's wrong with this? If you can really settle a few women and take them all home, your mother wouldn't be so upset that I'll take your surname!"
I thought about Wu Zheng's words and pondered silently. At this time, my cell phone rang. I took out and saw that it was Xie Zhuying's phone. I subconsciously glanced at Wu Zheng. Wu Zheng immediately understood, took a sip of cigarette, and said to me: "Hehe, it's Xiaoying's phone. It's okay. It's time to answer, just pretend I don't exist."
Chapter completed!