Chapter 862 Sickness
Li Huowang clasped the iron window railing with both hands, staring at the patients outside with one eye, watching their strange behavior.
He thought for a long time, and finally opened his mouth slightly tremblingly and said to himself: "They are really hallucinations? Did I really have mental illnesses all the time?"
"You just realized it?" Yi Donglai's angry voice came from behind.
"Before you killed someone, you crawled into the grid, and you dug down your own eyes alive. Do you think you are a normal person?"
Li Huowang's expression gradually became ferocious, and his hands veins swelled up and grabbed the iron fence tightly. "There are certain reasons for those things I do!"
"Which mental illness has no reason to kill and hurt people? But this reason is just suitable for your mind! It is not suitable for the outside world!"
Li Huowang could no longer help it, and turned around and glared at his attending doctor Yi Donglai, "Why are you anxious!! Now I'm sick! Why are you anxious!"
"I'm not in a hurry? How can I not be in a hurry? Do you know what it means to me after something happened to you?" Yi Donglai stood up angrily.
"This means that the paper was withdrawn, and that I had no way to get promoted! It means that I was ridiculed by my colleagues when I was ugly! I even accepted an interview before! Talking about your treatment process in front of the TV!"
"If you can't get better now, my life will be over! I can't accept such a result!"
After Yi Dong finished speaking, he sat down again, closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and began to adjust his mindset.
When he opened his eyes again, he saw Li Huowang's one-eyed eyes were close at hand and staring straight at him.
"Yi Donglai, what do you mean by saying this? What projection is you? Why did my changes affect you?"
"Ahhhh!" He clenched his fists and smashed the table hard. Yi Donglai's mood, which had just calmed down, suddenly became distracted again.
"Look at him! I'll wash my face!" As Yi Donglai suddenly closed the door, Li Huowang followed the nurse to stare at him.
Li Huowang stopped looking at him, turned around and continued to look at the barbed wire outside and Gao Jinyun next to the barbed wire.
"Do I really get mentally ill? Then why is it so real? As expected, they are all real. What are the things I saw before? What are the hallucinations?"
All the memories of the past began to become unstable in his mind at this moment.
Li Huowang, who had a struggle expression, stood there thinking about this question and kept thinking about Yi Donglai and came back.
When Yi Donglai, who had washed his face several times with cold water, sat down again, he saw Li Huowang sitting upright in front of him, with his hands on his knees.
"What are you doing?"
"Don't I have a mental illness? Are you not my attending doctor? What else can I do? Of course I have to treat the disease if I have an illness."
Yi Donglai held his chin and looked at Li Huowang with frown, guessing in his heart what this guy wanted to do.
He always thought he knew Li Huowang very well, but now he realized that he didn't understand the other party at all.
However, Li Huowang didn't want to do anything. He really just wanted to treat the disease. Since he was really sick, he should indeed be treated.
And since Qing Wanglai completely gave up on himself, he was the only one who could save himself.
As long as the mental illness is cured, he can go out and then he can go to Qingwang to settle the accounts. Why was he not there during the Siming battle before?
"Are you sure? Are you really sure to fully cooperate with my treatment in the future?"
"Of course, do you still need to ask? I want to get better as soon as possible." Li Huowang said very naturally.
Yi Donglai chuckled and shook his head, "I really didn't see it."
"Tsk, Yi Donglai, what do you mean? Treat it quickly, the previous treatment method is quite good."
"No hurry." Yi Donglai pulled the stool forward, "Let's sort out the matter first. What projection did you just say I was?"
"I remember you told me before, can you repeat this now?"
"No, no, no." Li Huowang shook his head. "You don't have to worry about this, you just need to cure the hallucinations."
Yi Donglai looked at him with a frown. "So, do you think you only need to heal the hallucination? And the previous projections are real? Have you not considered it? Is this so-called projection also possible that it is one of your hallucinations?"
Li Huowang sat there with his brows frowned. After five minutes, he looked up at Yi Donglai, "What do you mean? From the beginning, Qingwanglai was lying to me?"
"No, what I mean is that Qingwanglai may be your illusion. You should know what the definition of delusion is, right? A false belief that is irrational, inconsistent with reality and impossible to realize, but firmly believe in!"
"I have treated a patient in the past. He was on the street. Another girl accidentally looked at him. He felt that the other party liked him. No matter whether the other party verbally disgusted or even beat him, he was extremely firm in this idea."
"If the other party beats him and scolds him, he will explain himself, thinking that beating is kissing and scolding is love. The other party cried and begged him to leave. He thinks that this is the little girl's tactic of trying to get him. No matter what the other party does, it can be misinterpreted into his own understanding in his thinking."
"Your situation is worse than him now. You still have hallucinations. You may even misinterpret what you said to the hallucinations again."
"I know you may now have your own bizarre but very stable worldview, and you're very sure of that."
"But your worldview itself is an extreme delusion, which is the same as the patient's opinion that other women love him. In fact, no matter what, other girls cannot like him. He is fifty-six, his fingers are broken three times, and his mouth is still crooked."
"No, no, maybe Qingwang came to me, maybe he was lying to me! But they are all true! It's true!"
"It's true? Who can prove it? It's up to you?"
"Nana!" Li Huowang looked up suddenly, "Nana went with me!"
"You mean, let me ask another mental illness to understand your delusions?"
"Can you let Yang Na go? Isn't you harming her enough?"
While Li Huowang was treating, the guard on the side of the guard said to another colleague: "I heard that the doctor was crazy when he was treated and was locked up in a mental hospital. I think if this continues, Dr. Yi will be crazy too."
"If you want me to tell me, Dr. Yi shouldn't have accepted this hot potato. The superiors have already given death orders. No matter if the treatment is not cured, he should have lived here for the rest of his life."
Chapter completed!