Chapter 265 Farewell to the fairy tale of childhood
After setting off, the cruise ship became lively again.
In this era, cruise ships are extremely new, and the nobles who tried this new thing also experienced various benefits.
In this era when roads are underdeveloped and infrastructure is incomplete, traveling around is either riding in bumpy carriages or taking a rare airship.
Although airships are convenient, the route is fixed, and the space and weight that can be loaded are limited, so they are not so comfortable. The emergence of cruise ships has solved the previous problems.
The spacious and well-service cruise ship is like a small city, with all kinds of facilities in it, luxurious and tidy. There are about 1,500 service personnel on the ship, and about 2,400 passengers.
"Wow, I feel that the nobles on the Cangcui side can really enjoy it." Alena ran for a while, jumped up, and then fell on the soft big bed. Lily, who was beside her, opened the door next to the floor-to-ceiling window and came to the balcony. This small balcony could place two lounge chairs and a small round table, and the blue sea was outside. The moist sea breeze blew towards her and she could see the white clouds and blue sky in the distance.
There are also complete bathrooms, bathrooms, etc. inside the room, and there is even a small hall that can be used to entertain friends, chat and play chess, etc. There are more than 800 suites like this on the cruise ship. Among them, the luxury and ordinary versions are divided according to the location and size. There are also 600 suites without balconies and only windows, which are considered economical versions.
"Take a shower first, then meet with Lolan and the others." Alena said to Lily, then took off her clothes quickly and jumped into the marble bathtub in the bathroom.
The warm water flowed through the pipes and then fell on her body through a shower, allowing Alena, who had been away from the academy for nearly two weeks, to experience this comfort again.
On the other hand, Loran Hill took Keti to a luxurious suite. Although the room was not very high, the facilities were just right and not crowded.
After taking a shower, the two of them came to the balcony and lay on the beach chair to blow the wind. The water droplets on their skin also dried up, bringing a refreshing and comfort.
In this way, the two of them took a nap.
After opening his eyes, there was still some time before dinner. Lolan Hill watched the setting sun gradually setting in the sky, and the red burning clouds were very beautiful under the golden sunlight.
I always feel that I can't rest. Looking at the scenery in the distance, this kind of thought came to my mind.
She suddenly thought of the hysterical young man, and some fragments of memory slowly surging in her mind.
If you play for a long time, you will feel guilty in your heart, as if you have let down a lot of things.
I have been in this world for quite some time, but apart from the years I have been sleeping, it is estimated that it will only be 3-4 years in total.
But the habits or ideas brought by previous lives have not completely disappeared.
[With your parents working so hard, why do you have the nerve to play and not study hard?]
[Look at you, you can't do any small things well, and you're not working hard?]
[Your uncle's cousin is 3 years old, you don't even have a partner, and you still wander around every day and haven't settled down.]
[Sorry, we only recruit students from prestigious universities.]
[Sorry, you are not a graduate of the relevant major and have no work experience.]
[The future of our industry is extremely bright. You are welcome to join. As long as you continue to do it, it will be easy to earn more than 10,000 yuan a month.]
[Our company does not recommend overtime work, but everyone usually leaves after 9 o'clock. If you feel that you can't adapt, we don't need such people who can't fight.]
[Well, this month is good. I will give you a salary increase in the future.]
[Why resign? I want to go home and take the civil service exam.]
[How. The interview scores are average, not passed.]
[Someone is getting married, are you going? Forget it, I haven't contacted my classmates for many years, it's not interesting to go there.]
I don’t know when it started, but I won’t cry anymore.
When was the last time I cried? Maybe one summer. My parents locked them up at home to study and did not allow them to go to their hometown to play, because that would be very troublesome.
On a quiet afternoon, I was alone in the attic, and the dazzling summer sun shone in the room. Occasionally, the sound of cars came from afar, and the wind blew the curtains and made a slight sound.
I don’t know why tears start to fill up, I don’t know why sadness is, loneliness, seeking but not getting it, or I don’t know what the future looks like.
In the eyes of my youth, the future is vague, incomprehensible, and unknown. Therefore, for me, it does not exist. I can only use my short life experience of more than ten years to infer and imagine, and fantasize that it is beautiful and full of hope.
But as I grow older, the unknowability of the future becomes less and less, and its possibilities become less and less, and I can't help but realize this.
I don’t have countless possibilities as I imagined when I was a child. I have become a scientist, celebrity, famous writer and rich man. I spent most of my life as a low-level employee, staff, waiter, shop assistant, errand runner, and doing some valuable jobs. Maybe it will take many years to survive to a small middle-level employee with my qualifications. Compared with the great expectations of my childhood, this gap is unacceptable and painful for it.
The world is big and big, and it is hard for people to imagine. The Internet links hundreds of millions of people and presents the best, best, and hardest people and things to you.
This is our luck and our sorrow. You will find that thousands of people have done what you want to do. They do it earlier than you, newer than you, talented than you, and harder than you.
There is no starting line for the race in life. When I start, some people may have been running ahead for nearly ten years. The gap of despair is simply suffocating.
After get off work every day, I calculated the income of the day, and then found that I might not be able to afford the house I wanted without eating or drinking for the rest of my life. I lay in bed, tossing and turning, and didn't want to fall asleep because I knew that when I woke up tomorrow morning, I would have to enter that kind of dark and numb work, day after day.
Everything becomes fast and anxious. Society changes dramatically, if you are not careful, you may be out of date and get caught up by the surging crowds around you.
In such a living environment, childhood dreams have long been like old and damaged toys, and I don’t know where to throw them. Even if I am immersed in the fantasy world, I still cannot get rid of the difficulties. After all, the groups of demands, indicators, strange faces that I have to face every day, listen to the cold or harsh words, and complete the endless task. This kind of personal coldness can be anesthetized by a few simple words or chicken soup stories.
Sometimes even if you play all night, the process may seem refreshing, but when the phone or computer is closed, a huge emptiness will come to your heart.
Loran Hill stared blankly at the sunset in the distance, letting the orange sunset fall in the water-like black pupils, recalling her experience after graduating from college in her previous life.
Perhaps it was at that time that I had developed this concept. Although it was a very distant thing, Lorran Hill still slowly recalled it.
As my mother said, how can I be ashamed to play? Others are working hard.
One day, you will say goodbye to the fairy tales of your childhood and enter this complicated and chaotic world.
Chapter completed!