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This passport was last time after Xu Huaisong was unhappy because of Li Shican.
I just got it yesterday and wanted to wait until the meeting was held at Huanshi today and discuss it with him after the work arrangements in the next stage were clear.
Her idea of applying for a passport was very simple.
During the time in the foreign country, the two of them fought against the time difference and distance every day, but they still had problems in communication. Since her work itself does not have strict geographical restrictions and sufficient economic conditions, she thought that when he flew to the United States next time, she might be able to follow him and come back together after he finished his work.
But this idea is limited to this. When she applied for this passport, she did not consider settling in the United States.
Xu Huaisong returned to China for her sake, and she should have known it for a long time. She also heard him say it in Su City a few days ago. But perhaps he made this decision lightly from the beginning, and she subconsciously believed that his return to China was a "fallen leaf return to the roots" and that his family "will be happy", so she did not see this matter at the same height as Lu Shenglan.
Although emotionally speaking, she didn't like Lu Shenglan's attitude, she looked at her rationally, and one thing she woke her up. - In this relationship, she did much less than Xu Huaisong, and she was gradually addicted to it, used to accepting it, and slowly took his goodness for granted.
She is a person who looks forward, and she is not overly depressed when facing the eight years he is missing. But everything has two sides. She put aside the past and lived in the present, but also ignored the painful struggles he might have in that past.
Ruan Yu looked at Xu Huaisong who was driving the car, and was indescribably upset.
He really couldn't take the initiative to mention those, but she could actually try to ask him.
Why didn't she ask?
Xu Huaisong looked ahead and asked, "Are you scolded at the meeting?"
She shook her head and signaled no, and said, "I'm thinking, am I..."
"Um?"
She lowered her head, grabbed the corner of her skirt and said, "It's quite selfish..."
Xu Huaisong frowned. Just as he was about to ask, he suddenly heard a vibration from her cell phone, so he stopped.
Ruan Yu looked at him and casually opened his phone. He found that it was Li Shican's news: I forgot to tell you that Mr. Wei seems to have plans to go abroad in the near future, so you can feel at ease in the next moment.
Xu Huaisong glanced at her dialog box and saw the source of information.
She looked up and explained: "He told me that Mr. Wei was going abroad recently."
He said "hmm" and opened his mouth as if he wanted to continue the topic just now, but he gave up again and said, "What do you want to eat?"
After the two of them returned home after dinner, Xu Huaisong went to take a shower first.
Ruan Yu was nestled on the sofa in the living room. Seeing that he hadn't come out for a long time, he sent a message to Shen Mingying with his mobile phone, skimmed some details about him, and briefly talked about what happened today.
Mingying: You are not telling me now that you plan to settle in the United States with him, right?
It is related to life and the family behind it. Of course, Ruan Yu couldn't make a hasty decision. She paused for a moment and was about to say that she was just thinking about it. Halfway through typing, she saw Shen Mingying send a string of question marks: How long have you been dating? It takes two months for a while, and half of it is still in another place. Are you sure this is not a hot-headed person? What does he think about this?
She did not face the first two questions and replied: He was taking a shower, and I haven't talked to him yet.
And she estimated that as soon as she opened her mouth, she would be called back directly by a saying "no need" or even "impossible".
Mingying: What about your family?
Nephrite: I have to think it through myself before I can mention it to my family.
Ruan Yu was right, and he didn't even think about it. Of course, he shouldn't have disturbed his parents blindly. But this statement was passed through the screen to Shen Mingying's eyes, and it may have been misunderstood as "taking first and then reporting".
So she became "exploded": when love comes to death, sacrifice is sweet, but can you guarantee the future? Not to mention anything else, imagine that kind of life, are you planning to be a canary in a big house in a foreign country for the rest of your life?
When he returned to China, his career started again, but you were not familiar with the place where you were. Apart from him, there were always conflicts in life. What should you do when you quarrel or even when your relationship was deteriorating?
To put it bluntly, if you are alone in a foreign land, others bully you, he can protect you, but what if he bullies you? You can't tie yourself to a man without hesitation!
To put it bluntly, this is that everyone has different relationships with each other. From whoever stands, they will think about whoever they want.
Shen Mingying's unpleasant words came fiercely and violently. Before Ruan Yu could reply, she saw her one by one. At some point, Xu Huaisong had already come out and was wiping her wet hair with a dry towel. Her eyes fell on her but she didn't speak.
She was upset by Shen Mingying's words. At first glance, she was a little dazed and said without saying anything: "Have you washed?"
Xu Huaisong said "yes".
She put down her phone and got the hair dryer: "Then sit down, I'll blow your hair today."
Xu Huaisong looked at the phone with a constant vibration on the sofa, and sat down on the chair with a new WeChat message.
The sound of the hair dryer isolates the mess of the news.
After helping him dry his hair, Ruan Yu sat down and said, "Huaisong, I have something to say to you..."
"Take a bath and have a rest." He interrupted her, "I have to go to Su City to do business tomorrow morning."
Ruan Yu didn't follow him to the law firm today, and he didn't know their work progress. He nodded in a daze: "Then I'll talk about it when you come back."
Xu Huaisong may be really tired and just sleeps whenever he says he wants to sleep.
Early the next morning, Ruan Yu wanted to ask him if he could bring him with him, but when he opened his eyes, he saw that he was empty.
A note left on the bedside table: "Breakfast is in the refrigerator."
She felt that the atmosphere between Xu Huaisong and herself was strange. I don’t know if it was because of her concern or whether there was something wrong with him.
Unexpectedly, she sent a message to ask him when he would come back. After receiving the "evening" reply, she went to the supermarket to buy dinner ingredients. Unexpectedly, she received a call from him on the way back.
Xu Huaisong said: "Aren't you at home?"
"Ah?" Ruan Yu was stunned, "I'm going home from the supermarket and I'm going to get into the elevator. What's wrong?"
Without getting a reply, Ruan Yu quickly knew what was wrong. Xu Huaisong, who was supposed to be in Su City, returned home, and it seemed that he had just arrived.
She was stunned: "Why did you come back suddenly?"
"A temporary decision not to go."
She smiled and shook the shopping bag in her hand and said, "That's right, these are just for lunch."
Ruan Yu was about to turn into the kitchen, but he saw Xu Huaisong suddenly coming forward, pulling out the shopping bag in her hand, put it on the ground, and then wrapping her around from behind.
Unpredictable, her heart trembled for some reason.
Xu Huaisong tightened his arms, buryed his chin into her shoulder without saying a word.
She turned her head confused: "What's wrong?"
He didn't answer and asked silently: "I'll have to go to the United States in a few days. Wei Jin's affairs have not come to an end. I'm not at ease when you are alone. Do you want to go with me? You can apply for a passport in a hurry, and I can also find a relationship with my visa."
Ruan Yu originally wanted to talk to him about this matter, but when he heard that he spoke on his own initiative, he answered without hesitation: "Okay!" After pausing, he turned around and said, "I have a passport, just arrange a visa for me."
Xu Huaisong's relationship network in the United States is indeed very good. Ruan Yu's visa is not a back door, but a "plane" on it.
Until a few days later, she took her luggage to the airport, she felt so fast that she had not recovered, but she felt a little more cheerful.
Actually, what’s there to hesitate? It’s not too late to think carefully about the future from now on. Instead of thinking hard, it’s better to walk around the path he has walked and see the life he has lived, and maybe you will suddenly become clear.
September in Hangzhou is still hot. Ruan Yu was sitting in the passenger seat and blowing air conditioning. She was so boring that she opened the car window and reached out to find a sluggish wind while the light was red, saying, "The temperature difference between San Francisco and here is so great."
This time, Xu Huaisong asked her to bring a few sweaters and windbreaker jackets.
"It will be a little cold sooner or later." He glanced at her, "I drove and reached back."
Ruan Yu said "Oh" and looked at the road conditions ahead. He found a long queue of cars, moving slowly, and looked down at the time of the phone.
"It's time to drive this section." Seeing that she wanted to blow the air, Xu Huaisong turned off the air conditioner and drove slowly. After another half an hour, the traffic around him was indeed much less, especially after getting on the cross-sea bridge, the cars in front could still be seen, and a few cars were sparse behind him.
Ruan Yu looked back and asked, "Today's weekend, is the bridge so empty?" After saying that, he didn't wait for him to answer, and said, "How long has your driver's license been? Can't you get on the highway?"
Xu Huaisong looked at her: "Aren't you driving for seven years?"
Oh, during the internship, you can get on the highway with the old driver.
Ruan Yu glanced at him: "Actually, you brought me with me because of this!"
Xu Huaisong smiled and didn't say anything.
After driving over ten kilometers, because the speed of the bridge was relatively fast, the sea breeze gradually became so strong that it was so heavy that Ruan Yu turned his head and closed most of the windows.
There was no car coming from behind, but a black BMW that drove very slowly fell in front.
It is probably because the lowest speed is stuck, and it makes people feel depressed to follow the car.
Xu Huaisong looked at the time, turned on the turn signal and overtook the car. When he was parallel to it, Ruan Yu subconsciously turned his head and looked at the owner.
Then his whole body became stiff.
Xu Huaisong had already driven over to the front, noticed that she looked wrong, and asked, "What's wrong?"
"It seems Wei Jin in that car..."
She was not sure about it when she passed by in an instant, but the person's appearance was indeed so sharp that she was particularly sensitive.
Xu Huaisong had no special reaction: "Didn't Li Shican say that he was going abroad a few days ago? I guess he would go to the airport too."
Ruan Yu nodded and looked back through the rearview mirror.
At this time, I found that the BMW car was sometimes fast and sometimes slow, and the route was erratic, pressing on the line in the next lane from time to time, and then almost turned back, as if drunk.
Just as she was about to ask what was going on, she saw Xu Huaisong, who was also looking in the rearview mirror, frowned.
He asked, "After we boarded the bridge, how many cars have come from behind?"
Ruan Yu was indeed wondering about the road conditions behind just now and said, "Only two or three cars?" After that, he became confused again, "So, there seems to be no cars coming over the opposite lane?"
Xu Huai Song frowned even more.
She blinked blankly and realized: "Is it because the roads were blocked at both ends of the bridge shortly after we came up?"
To be continued...