Yan Qiuchi was honest for a while, and after he lay down, it took several minutes before gradually getting up.

Shen Jintai was so hot that he was cold and felt that he wanted to show some momentum and take the initiative: "Put on clothes."

Yan Qiuchi didn't say anything, and after a while, he said, "It feels uncomfortable to put on his clothes and hug him..."

"Why did you wear it before?"

Yan Qiuchi said: "Now...is different from before."

Can it be the same? He has tasted the most delicious meat in the world and now he only lets him lick his bones. How can he be satisfied?

In fact, even if he hugged each other without clothes, he had already made great patience. He wanted to reappear last night now. It wasn't too much twice a day?

He felt that Shen Jintai had good physical fitness.

Not to mention his own physical fitness, he can hold the ball to the sky if he thinks about being wrapped up.

However, he also knew that "Spring Night Rain" could not be delayed anymore. Now the entire crew is waiting for Shen Jintai. "When You Are Old" will be officially released tomorrow, and Shen Jintai will have to make time to run for a roadshow.

"When You Are Old" has a huge reputation, and it broke through the siege of a number of blockbusters during the Spring Festival. The screening rate has increased from 7% originally scheduled to 15%. It is also a good time, place and people. Several blockbusters in the same period have not had a good reputation, so it is inevitable to make screening for "When You Are Old".

Shen Jintai fell asleep in a daze, and felt Yan Qiuchi tossing and turning, and he didn't fall asleep in the early morning. He opened his eyes and felt Yan Qiuchi sitting up in the dark.

I really didn't expect that Yan Qiuchi was such a lustful person, as if he would be able to die if he didn't do that.

Shen Jintai was infected by his strong desire. Thinking that Yan Qiuchi's mind is now full of intimacy with him, he actually feels itchy. After all, it means that the person he loves also has a stronger love for him, and he is somewhat satisfied. He hesitated for a moment, thinking that he would go to the crew early tomorrow morning and attend the premiere of "When You Are Old" in the evening, so he held back.

And to be honest, it was Yan Qiuchi who was obviously burning inside but still able to restrain himself, which made him like Yan Qiuchi more.

He felt that men who could control their lower body were more attractive.

When he woke up the next day, he found that Yan Qiuchi was no longer there. He got up and washed up. While he was blowing his hair, Yan Qiuchi came into the bathroom and said, "I bought breakfast."

Shen Jintai said "um" and saw that Yan Qiuchi looked a little tired, so he smiled. Yan Qiuchi walked behind him and took a hair dryer from him. Shen Jintai said, "I can just blow it myself."

"Just satisfy me." Yan Qiuchi said.

If he didn't fall into love, he didn't know that he would be so clingy. He felt a little tired of being afraid that Shen Jintai would not like it, but he had no choice but to take care of Shen Jintai and wish he could take care of all his life. He liked to take care of others, and satisfied himself.

When Xiaotang came with breakfast, Shen Jintai and Yan Qiuchi were already eating. He brought breakfast to his room and when Li Meilan came, he asked, "Sister Lan, do I don't have to buy breakfast for Brother Jin in the future."

He was a little disappointed and felt that his life had been taken away.

Mr. Yan is so busy, why do you still buy breakfast by yourself?

After breakfast, Yan Qiuchi has to go back.

"If you have time, I'll go to the crew to pick you up."

"You didn't sleep well yesterday, right?" Shen Jintai said with a smile: "If you finish your work early, come back and have a sleep. I have Xiaotang and the others, so you don't need to pick you up."

He said that, touched Yan Qiuchi's face and looked carefully: "Why are your eyes so easy to have red bloodshot?"

"It's almost dawn and I've only had a sleep for a while," said Yan Qiuchi.

The tone is fine, I didn't take the opportunity to sell it.

Yan Qiuchi took the coat from the hanger: "Okay, I'll leave."

When Shen Jintai was sent to his door, Yan Qiuchi turned around and wanted to kiss him goodbye. Shen Jintai kissed him, but Yan Qiuchi was not enough. He grabbed his waist and kissed him for a while. It seemed that he had been holding it in one night. He wanted to vent his anger and pressed it on the door and kissed him on the neck.

They kissed for several minutes without realizing it, and both of them were very excited.

Shen Jintai felt that he was infected by Yan Qiuchi. Yan Qiuchi had a strong body, and his emotions and desires were particularly strong, so he could easily infect him.

"I'm leaving." Yan Qiuchi let go of him, opened the door and went out.

When Yan Qiuchi went out, he put on his coat and buttoned it. Xiaotang had been waiting in the corridor for a long time. When he saw him coming out, he tiptoed slightly. Seeing that Yan Qiuchi stopped bowing, he just nodded and called "Mr. Yan".

Yan Qiuchi said "um" and went into the elevator.

Shen Jintai wiped the corners of his wet mouth and felt his tongue numb.

Because it was the first day after the New Year, Shen Jintai prepared a red envelope for every staff member of the crew. When he arrived at the set, Xiaotang held the box and accompanied him to send the red envelope.

"I heard you were sick yesterday?" Cai Jun asked with concern: "Is it better?"

"It's much better." Shen Jintai said embarrassedly.

His makeup has been used for a long time today, and it is mainly used to cover the kiss marks on his neck. However, after a day, the kiss marks on his neck became darker, and it is impossible to completely cover it with makeup alone.

Yan Qiuchi lost control for a while, which really caused him a lot of trouble in filming. In the end, he had to change his costumes. However, in this way, he was no longer involved in the scenes he filmed before. In order not to delay time, everyone filmed the original one again.

Xu Dahai's illness became more and more serious, and his forgetfulness became increasingly important. The memories of the past began to occupy his brain, but his father-son relationship with Xu Xingchen became more and more harmonious.

Xu Xingchen felt that Xu Dahai was becoming more and more like a child, and his temper was still stubborn, but he was so coaxed.

It was cold in the middle of winter, and the small county town was a little blocked. The sky was short and the night was long and there was nowhere to go. Xu Xingchen cleaned several houses inside and out.

After cleaning, I found many memories of the past, including his textbooks from middle school, toys from childhood, and his two major diaries.

He started to fall in love since his third year of junior high school, and his diary was full of boys' thoughts. Now he was sitting on the bed and reading a few articles, and he could see goose bumps.

He didn't remember when he was so Qiong Yao, there were also stickers by Xiaolongnu in his diary, Choi Ji-woo in "The Ladder of Heaven" and Lee Jun-ki in "The King's Man".

He remembered that the first homosexual movie he watched in his life was "The King's Man". After the college entrance examination, he went to the Internet cafe on Huimin Road with Yu Chenglin. At that time, they were still in an affair. There was only one chair and one headphones in the Internet cafe. The two of them squeezed on a chair, leaned together, and used a big headphone.

After watching the movie, they went to the billiards hall south of the cinema to play billiards. Yu Chenglin taught him step by step. When he returned home in the evening, Yu Chenglin held his hand in the uninhabited alley.

It was also that day when he went home and ran into a woman who came out of their master bedroom in disorganized clothes. Xu Dahai was lying on the bed with his shirtlessness, snoring and snoring.

He got angry and had a cold war with Xu Dahai for a long time. Finally, Xu Dahai beat him up. He ran away from home in anger and lived at Yu Chenglin's house for a few days. The two of them stole the forbidden fruit one night.

Looking back now, my mood is very different.

At that time, he could not accept Xu Dahai's remarriage at all, and he was very resistant to the fact that he had a stepmother, not only for his deceased mother, but also for his own self-esteem, and felt embarrassed.

Ironically, later he wanted to come out, and Xu Dahai also felt embarrassed, he was a pervert and sick.

He felt that the man Xu Dahai could not understand him at all. He was just in contact with the Internet at that time and knew that homosexuality was not perverted. Many places were calling for equal sexual orientation. Some countries in the West even accepted same-sex marriage. Even doctors said that this was not a disease, but just "fireworks of different colors."

These words are still left in his diary, with sloppy handwriting. Obviously, he was scolded by Xu Dahai just after he finished writing, and he was very angry.

Now that I have grown up, I can understand Xu Dahai.

This society is developing too fast, and each generation has its mark. Life is a process of continuous growth and change. The regret is that people understand but cannot start over.

Time can change everything, just like Xu Dahai, who used to be willing to break off a father-son relationship with him. Now he occasionally asks when eating:

"You haven't been back for so long, does that person have no objection?"

"Why haven't your phone ringed lately?"

Later, he even called Sun Mingzhi the first time he used "Xiao Sun": "What is Xiao Sun doing?"

Xu Xingchen did not tell Xu Dahai that he had broken up with Sun Mingzhi. Perhaps the father-son relationship between him and Xu Dahai was complicated and heavy enough, which slowed down his emotional injury. Thinking of Sun Mingzhi, he didn't even have any hatred. After crying in his dream twice, he was full of Xu Dahai's affairs.

For example, taking care of Xu Dahai's daily life every day, exercising his memory, and taking him to see a doctor. Xu Dahai's lack of cooperation is the most trouble for him.

"I've asked the doctor a long time ago," Xu Dahai said: "It's useless. If you spend money in vain, you will reach that point in the end."

Xu Xingchen also knew what step he would go in the end during the search for medical treatment and medicine these days.

Xu Dahai asked him to go back to Beijing.

"Let's talk about it later." Xu Xingchen said.

Xu Dahai no longer urged him because the Spring Festival is here.

On New Year's Eve, Xu Xingchen climbed up the ladder and posted Spring Festival couplets to the gate. There was a "spring" in the middle and an "blessing" hanging upside down at both ends, which meant "blessing is here". Aunt Zhao and the others held the bowl and chatted with him while eating. Xu Dahai was cautiously holding the ladder under the head and directed, "Stick to the left, and a little to the left."

The sound of firecrackers came from afar, which was the last Spring Festival that the father and son spent together.

On New Year's Eve, Xu Dahai fell ill and had a high fever. Xu Xingchen spent the night in the corridor of the hospital.

When he came back from the county hospital the next day, Xu Dahai gave him all the keys, bank cards and passbooks in his home.

"You have so much money in your hands." Xu Xingchen was surprised to read the passbook notes: "You said you didn't have money when you were in the doctor."

"It's useless," Xu Dahai handed over a green bank card to him with a little thin hand: "This Agricultural Bank card is the one you sent me money. I don't know how many of it is. Anyway, you've called it all inside..."

When he wanted to cut off the father-son relationship, Xu Dahai threatened to support him for so many years and had to pay it back. He would pay the money to the card regularly every month. At first, he paid 600 a month, then 1,000 a month, and then 2,000 a year, which was estimated to be about 100,000.

"Even if I don't get married, I have to have a home. I heard them say that the housing prices in Beijing are very expensive... Well, when I die, you will sell the house at home... or after a few years, it may be demolished, probably enough for you to collect a down payment. I haven't saved much in the past few years, and I have spent all my money on medical treatment... Alas," Xu Dahai sighed again, and the topic suddenly changed: "You said I am old, and I have you to send you to the end. You are old, who will give you a pension and see you? There is no child..."

Xu Xingchen paused and said, "Now, many people don't get married have gone. As long as you have money, you can stay in a nursing home when you are old, which is better than living in a home."

Xu Dahai obviously couldn't understand and could not accept the fact that he was staying in a sanatorium, but this was a dead end and was destined to be like this. He was worried and anxious, but he had no choice but to do so.

He cried silently.

Xu Xingchen rarely saw him crying, and felt a little uncomfortable, saying, "You don't have to worry about me. Society is developing so fast, maybe everyone will not get married by then. Thinking more than ten years ago, how could you think that divorces are so common now? You haven't been to big cities. I don't know that there are many older men and women in Beijing, Shanghai and Guangzhou now, and they don't get married. When I get older, maybe I can still adopt them. As long as I work hard, the adopted children are no worse than those of my biological parents. When I get older, I guess both men can get married. Now, gay men can get married in many countries. Do you know?"

"It may be all, it's all estimated. Maybe you don't have a single person when you are old, and no one cares about you when you are sick. You don't have any brothers or sisters."

Xu Dahai became more and more sad as he spoke, and he covered his face and started crying.

Xu Dahai is old, he is really old. His father, who was beaten up to his teeth, has now become an old man who will cry in front of him.

The camera moved from Cai Jun's back to Shen Jintai's face. Shen Jintai licked his lips slightly, his throat moved, his eyes were wet, but his expression was calm.

If it was his own father, he might come forward to hug him, but as Xu Xingchen, he could only sit there, stretch out one hand and put it on Cai Jun's back.
Chapter completed!