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Chapter 60

Song Chen felt that since he had worn this world, he should not live his previous life and become a mediocre person like before. He was immediately full of energy and was about to go to the study to write ten thousand words after dinner.

Who knew that just as he was about to go upstairs, Zhao Xinzhi stopped him and said, "Go out for a walk, I have something to tell you."

At this time, the Zhao family was all there. He spoke at this time, looking open and bright. Song Chen could not find a reason to refuse, so he nodded and said, "Okay, take a walk to eliminate food."

He glanced at Zhao Jindong and the others, and came out of the house with Zhao Xinzhi.

It was not completely dark outside, but the street lights were already on. The road I swept in the morning now had another layer of golden leaves, rustling on it.

"Is it cold?" Zhao Xinzhi asked.

Song Chen said: "It's not cold."

Zhao Xinzhi inserted his hands in his pocket and said, "I thought you would say it was cold, but I planned to take off my coat and give it to you."

Song Chen suddenly remembered that he had written such a plot.

Perhaps Song Chen would have taken this opportunity to have an ambiguous relationship, and would say he was cold, and then put on Zhao Xinzhi's clothes.

He said, "You said this to remind me of many things I have done before. I was ignorant before. Thanks to my elder brother, I didn't care about me. There are also my second brother, my third brother and my fourth brother."

When Zhao Xinzhi heard this, he turned his head and looked at him, took out a cigarette from his pocket, smoked one, and there was a wind outside, so he stopped, blocked the wind with one hand, and lit the cigarette in his hand.

Song Chen said: "Give me one."

Zhao Xinzhi was stunned for a moment and gave him one. Song Chen held it in his mouth. Zhao Xinzhi blocked the wind with his hands and lit the cigarette in his mouth.

The firelight reflected Song Chen's delicate face, long eyebrows on his temples, and looked particularly gorgeous.

Song Chen took a breath, sucked it very lightly, and then spit it out gently.

Song Chen smokes, not as old cigarette guns, but occasionally smokes, and can smoke and drink. Zhao Xinzhi still learns from him.

"I still remember the first cigarette I smoked was the one you ordered for me," said Zhao Xinzhi.

Song Chen said: "That's because I've taken you badly. There's no benefit in smoking. I'm almost quitting."

"You quit, but I smoked hard," Zhao Xinzhi said. "When you are upset, you will feel much better if you smoke a cigarette."

The reason why I feel upset is naturally because of him.

Song Chen did not respond and said, "Does your brother have something to talk to me?"

Zhao Xinzhi said "Yes" and said, "I owe you an apology. I was not good for what happened last time."

Song Chen pretended to be confused: "I forgot everything."

"I shouldn't have kissed you that night," Zhao Xinzhi said. "I was too confused and shouldn't have done such a thing. You know what kind of person I am."

Song Chen said, "Since my elder brother is open and honest with me, I will talk. I have been spoiled by everyone since I was a child. I am a little lawless and have no sense in doing things. But I know that my elder brother loves me. I saw that my relationship with Zhao Jindong was so bad before, and I couldn't bear to suffer in this marriage. Not only did my elder brother think so, but my parents, my third and fourth brothers think so, I know. However, my relationship with him has eased a lot recently, and I will try to be more sensible in the future and not ask you to worry about me anymore."

Zhao Xinzhi looked at him blankly and didn't say anything for a long time. Song Chen felt a little embarrassed, so he just said it clearly at once: "By the way, the third brother and Yang Hui are concerned about the matter. Yang Hui is just like that. The eldest brother deserves better. Not only is his parents worried about your marriage, but if I meet someone who thinks it is suitable for you, I will also help you with the help..."

"Don't say anything more." Zhao Xinzhi said: "I don't want anyone."

A gust of wind blew over, and the fallen leaves on the ground were rustling. Zhao Xinzhi squeezed the smoke in his hand and said, "I only have you in my heart. I used to be, now, and I will be in the future."

I, Cao, this is completely clear.

Song Chen's heartbeat was a little fast and he was very nervous: "You said you apologize to me just now, why are you saying this again now? Brother, don't say this again in the future, otherwise we can't even make a brother."

He was afraid that if Zhao Xinzhi had an attack, he could not bear it, so he turned around and left. Zhao Xinzhi grabbed him: "Listen to me."

Song Chen struggled for a while, but didn't break away. Zhao Xinzhi was the most burly among the four brothers and very strong. Song Chen frowned and looked back at him with a strong force. His eyebrows were quite sharp. Zhao Xinzhi was so cute that he was afraid of him, which probably became a habit. He let go of his hand when he saw it. Song Chen didn't leave this time, but threw away the cigarette in his hand, crushed it with the sole of his shoes, and said, "I know what you want to say. I still want to live under the same roof in the future. I'd better not to say it. I was wrong before, and I didn't tell you clearly. Brother said who you are, I should know. Then what kind of person I, Song Chen, is, must be clearer in my heart. Don't say that Zhao Jindong and I have a good relationship now. Even if we divorce, I will not be with you. You will be my eldest brother in your life. It's not something else. If you want to be my eldest brother or a stranger, you can choose it yourself."

"Why are you so cruel?" Zhao Xinzhi finally couldn't hold it in his voice, his face turned red, "You didn't tell me like that before. You said your dick was just pretending, you just wanted to torture him, saying that you would divorce him sooner or later."

Boss Zhao, Boss Zhao, you have been deceived by Song Chen.

When it comes to the four sons of the Zhao family, Zhao Xinzhi is the most honest and honest person, so he is the one who uses the deepest love. It is too easy for a person like Song Chen to hold him over.

"People will change," Song Chen said: "I have changed, not Song Chen in the past. Even if you said this, I have said that after the divorce, I have said that after the divorce, will you be with you? Have I made any promises to you?"

There is no such thing. Song Chen is very good at mastering that degree. He never makes any promises.

Zhao Xinzhi's lips moved, his face looked ugly, as if he was about to cry. He looked at Song Chen and said, "Are you playing with me?"

Song Chen turned around and said, "It's wrong for us to do this. We are all too selfish and shouldn't hurt Zhao Jindong like this. Think about it, if my marriage partner is you, but I'm so confused about you and Zhao Jindong, what will you feel in your heart? I haven't thought about this before, but now I suddenly think about it. Fortunately, we haven't made any bigger mistakes and can turn back. If I turn back, my brother will also turn back. What do you want, I can't control you, but I still have to tell you clearly that as long as I and Zhao Jindong are still in marriage, I will not do anything to be sorry for him. Not only in action, but also in my heart. Shouldn't people correct their mistakes if they know their mistakes?"

Seeing that he was about to leave, Zhao Xinzhi grabbed him, reached out and pushed his face, forcing Song Chen to turn his head to look at him. He looked at Song Chen's eyes and said with a red face: "How could you become like this? I don't know you anymore. Do you know how uncomfortable I feel when I saw the kiss marks on your neck? You have never made any promises, but you have given me a hope. Do you know how long I struggled before convinced myself that even if you got married to my second child, am I waiting for you? Am I the kind of shameless despicable villain? Are I the kind of unethical beast? You... you are just an ungrateful wolf, and I can't even feed you with my heart."

Zhao Xinzhi's eyes were shining with tears and his face turned red. Song Chen suddenly felt a little confused. He pursued blood when writing articles, but he never thought about the entanglements and tortures that would be felt by those who were in it.

There are so many pure bad people in this world, and there are so many pure good people. People's hearts are intertwined. Even if they are as upright as Zhao Xinzhi, they still have such dark and paranoidness. They are despised when they say it, but the people who can despise it seem that they cannot include him and the original Song Chen.

Perhaps it shouldn't be made clear, so that it should be made fade and blurred over time, giving each other a sense of decency, and not so intense and painful.

"From the first day you were brought into this home by your father, I gave you my favorite food and the toys I like to play with. My brothers are ignorant and rejecting you. I also protect you. When I was a child, I loved you, and when I grew up, I loved you. I never understood why you chose the second child. I don't understand, but I dare not ask," Zhao Xinzhi looked at him, with tears in his eyes: "I may not be smarter and good-looking than him, but I have tried my best. I am very tired now."

Song Chen was infected by him, his eyes were a little sore. Zhao Xinzhi looked at him and lowered his head to kiss him. Song Chen turned his head, but Zhao Xinzhi forced him to turn around and held his face in his hand. Song Chen said: "The only one I like from beginning to end is Zhao Jindong. I have liked him since junior high school."

He looked at Zhao Xinzhi and said, "I just dare not admit it, I just hate it, I hate him not like me."

He seemed to have entered Song Chen's spiritual world, with moist eyes. People who hate must have pitiful things, and people who have pitiful things must have hateful things. Song Chen and Zhao Xinzhi are probably both such people.

"If I have a choice, I also hope to marry someone I love and someone I love, but I don't like someone I love, and someone I like doesn't love me."

This is a tragedy belonging to Song Chen. He gave him a life of favor, supreme beauty and wealth, but he did not give him love. His personality is there, and he is destined not to choose the person who loves him, but tortures him and then tortures each other.

Oh my God, why is the author so perverted at that time? I really can't get it, but I won't let the people in my writing get it.

"I don't believe it," Zhao Xinzhi said: "He is so bad to you."

He said this, but let go of Song Chen.

Song Chen said: "Yes, it is obvious that the person in this family is the worst treating me."

Zhao Xinzhi could not accept this matter. Song Chen did not suddenly have a ease in his relationship with Zhao Jindong, but he was the only one who liked from beginning to end.

Song Chen pursed his lips and lowered his head.

I don’t know if this fate that belongs to Song Chen will extend to him.

He walked forward and when he walked out of the woods, he saw Zhao Jindong standing behind a big tree with his hands in his pockets.

Song Chen was stunned for a moment, turned around and looked at Zhao Xinzhi in the distance, and then said, "Are you eavesdropping?"

"Your voice is so loud, there is no need to eavesdrop on you." Zhao Jindong said.

Song Chen was a little embarrassed and continued to walk forward, but Zhao Jindong grabbed him and asked, "I am the only one I like from beginning to end?"

Song Chen licked his lips: "Do you believe me so much?"

"You are just a little liar, from childhood to adulthood, the words you say are true or false," said Zhao Jindong, "but there is one thing that I'm sure."

"What?"

"Nothing happened to you and the elder brother."

His eyes were bright, probably really joyful.

Zhao Jindong cared about these things, and his growth experience made him particularly unable to accept insults from his brothers. Most of his disgust for Song Chen came from speculation about the unbearable relationship between Song Chen and the other three brothers of the Zhao family. The cause and effect planted over the years cannot be completely eliminated by Song Chen's words "I have nothing to do with them", so he would say to Song Chen, "No matter what happened before."

No matter what happened before, if Song Chen had made a mistake, he would be willing to accept him like this, but if he could be sure that Song Chen was indeed innocent, he would be even more happy.

I really need to fuck it. I have nothing, but I insist on to torture myself and him like this.

Song Chen didn't know what was wrong, but suddenly felt a sore throat. He stood in the night with his eyes moist.

The feeling was very subtle, like Song Chen's upper body.

If the original Song Chen was still there, he would probably have a sore throat when he reached this point. He was such a distorted and contradictory person. He had been deliberately disgusting Zhao Jindong, but if he could get to this point, he heard Zhao Jindong say, "You and the elder brother have really not happened." His feelings are probably very complicated, but they must be sour...

Whether light or heavy, the three of them have their own hatred and pitifulness.

"What's wrong?" Zhao Jindong asked.

Song Chen said slowly: "What I told you, I just pretended to do it. Why don't you believe me?"

The last time Song Chen asked him this, he remembered that he replied, don’t blame others for not believing in you, think about what you did, so that everyone doesn’t believe in you.

But this time, Zhao Jindong said: "I hope one day, I believe whatever you say."

He believed whatever he said.
Chapter completed!
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