Chapter 169: Pan Yu's heart is heartbroken
After reading the contents of the letter, Pan Yu was already in tears.
Aunt Pan’s letter is very short, but the content is very rich.
It reads: "Goudan, I feel relieved to see that everything is well here.
You must be as close as brothers to Xiaozhi, Dazhi and Xiaozhi.
On the table is the soup I made for you by myself. Remember to drink it on time. I can’t take care of you personally anymore. You must know how to cherish your body.
Don’t fight with others at any time. My mother knows the reason for the fight. Don’t worry, no one will embarrass you in the future, and you don’t have to fight with others again.
Learn martial arts from Mr. Lin well and be a talent that is useful to society and family in the future, and you will be satisfied with your mother.
Someone was willing to be with me a few days ago, but Wei Niang was worried about you, so she came to the castle to take a look. Since everything is fine here, Wei Niang left with him.
Don't worry."
Pan Yu didn't expect that the letter his mother left him was full of care and the conflict between mother and son was mentioned. But how could he not think about why his mother left? He had that idea in front of him...
Chen Yong said: "Pan Yu, it seems that your mother has a home, so you should be happy for her. Then, this will be your home in the future.
Don’t worry, there are Lu Zhi, Dazhi and Xiaozhi who have been with you all the time. If you have anything to do, you will make decisions for you. I will ask Senior Sister Yue to take care of you for a few days starting tomorrow. What do you think?"
Pan Yu could not stop crying at this time. He looked at Chen Yong and said, "My teacher is here. My apprentice Pan Yu has something important to tell you alone. Please let them leave first?"
Without saying a word, Lu Zhi reached out to hold Dazhi and Xiaozhi and turned around and left the room. He knew that Pan Yu didn't want outsiders to know about his mother's affairs, so why didn't he satisfy his brother? He knew the pain in Pan Yu's heart, but only he could resolve these things.
There were only Pan Yu, Chen Yong and Feng Yuqiu in the room. Pan Yu rolled down from the bed with a "thump" sound and knelt down in front of Chen Yong and kowtowed repeatedly!
Chen Yong said: "Pan Yu, no matter what happens, you don't have to do this. Your teacher will definitely make the decision for you.
With me and Feng Yuqiu here, no matter what happens in the castle, we promise to do it for you. You don’t have to do this, so hurry up and tell us the truth.”
Pan Yu said: "My teacher is here, please find a way to save my mother. She may really choose to commit suicide because she wanted to draw her sword in front of me before she left."
Chen Yong said: "No, just reading letters, literally, she should have her partner, so she entrusted you to me to take care of her.
Don’t worry, Aunt Pan has been worried about you. If she has her own home, you should be happy for her mother. You should be more sensible in the future and listen to your mother well. I will take good care of you like Brother Feng.”
Pan Yu said: "My mother will never have any other men. I can assure anyone of this. She may no longer be alive now! Please save my mother! I am afraid that she has chosen to break up on her own now. If it is too late, it will be too late!"
Chen Yong said: "Although I don't have much contact with Aunt Pan, looking at her words and behaviors, I believe that she must have been to a private school since she was a child, otherwise she would not have written such beautiful words. Pan Yu, why would you think your mother is not alive? Could it be that she has suffered from some incurable disease?"
Chen Yong took care of his side and did not say anything about her, just to make Pan Yu anxious and wait for him to say what he said in his heart.
Pan Yu said: "My teacher is here, it's all my fault that I, Pan Yu. Please find a way to save my mother, otherwise I will be unable to sleep or eat in my life."
Chen Yong said: "Can you tell me the specific reason? In this way, we can find a way to save your mother."
Pan Yu said: "My teacher is here, so you can find two horses first. We will ride one by one. Now we will go find my mother. Can I tell you everything on the way?"
Feng Yuqiu said: "Third brother, just go and see his mother with Pan Yu. No matter whether Aunt Pan is in trouble or not, it is not too much for us to go there."
Chen Yong said: "Pan Yu, can your body ride a horse now? If not, I will ask someone to prepare a carriage and take you to find your mother. In this way, I will pick up Aunt Pan and bring her back together to reunite you and your mother."
Pan Yu tried to get up. When he was about to walk, he found that his thighs and waist were incredible. Now it was already very difficult to walk upright.
Feng Yuqiu looked at Pan Yu and said, "I'll prepare a vehicle for you two. Third brother, you can ask Pan Yu to drink the medicine first. Don't waste Aunt Pan's painstaking efforts."
After saying that, Feng Yuqiu turned around and left. Chen Yong knew that his second brother was here and he would definitely do things beautifully. It was the right way to take care of Pan Yu, who was physically unwell at this time.
Chen Yong picked up the casserole on the table and found that it was already cold. So he said, "The Chinese medicine on this table is already cold. I'll heat it up for you before drinking it."
Pan Yu said: "Mr. Lin, you pour me the medicine in the casserole for me. This is the soup made by my mother. If I don't drink it, it is the greatest disrespect for my mother. Over the years, my mother has been accommodating me. What am I doing?..."
Chen Yong looked at Pan Yu with a guilty face and said, "Okay, I'll pour it on you now, treating diseases and saving people like cold medicine. I hope you can feel your mother's feelings."
Chen Yong brought the poured Chinese medicine to Pan Yu, and Pan Yu hurriedly raised his hands to pick it up. The bowl of Chinese medicine came to Pan Yu's hands, and he remembered that he had knocked over the Chinese medicine he had cooked for him. His heart was really surging and he regretted it.
Pan Yu drank the Chinese medicine in the bowl in one breath. Although the Chinese medicine was very bitter, Pan Yu felt grateful at this moment.
Pan Yu thought to himself: "It turns out that my mother has always been so kind to me. Why did I make her angry everywhere? Was it really because I was disgusted with my mother and was insulted by bandits at that time?"
Pan Yu's thoughts suddenly returned to that time...
I only remember that the village was destroyed and countless elderly and children were killed or injured in the village. However, I was closely protected by my mother, but no matter how I hid, I could not escape the search of these people.
When the mother and son were discovered, she obviously saw the murderous intent of those people. However, her mother had been protecting herself. She had been standing in front of her since the beginning!
When those people were about to kill them, the bandits who were approaching saw their mother's appearance clearly and stepped forward to take her away.
But my mother protected herself with her hands. When the man saw this plot, he brought her mother and herself to the arrested crowd.
Then, with a few women who were also robbed, I was taken to a place with old people and children by them. It turned out that this was the shelter of these bandits.
I saw all kinds of sins here and the most sincere maternal love. I saw everything my mother did for her.
And how many of those women were forced to give birth to children, and some people gradually changed their attitude towards being a human being...
But my mother has never changed her original intention and has tried her best to protect her growth. She has seen all the sadness and suffering in her eyes.
This is also the reason why I hated all men after being rescued to the castle, because when I saw them, I would think of that humiliating past...
Since I learned cultural knowledge with Lu Mingyu and Grandpa Lu, I have learned more principles. I have gradually accepted more friends, including Lu Zhi, Da Zhi and Xiao Zhi.
My intelligence is not as smart as Lu Zhi. Because of this, I can take my anger to my mother... I know that I have nothing to do with my mother, but I don’t know why, I will take my anger to the person I love the most...
Including being punched by Dazhi, including Grandpa Lu Mingyu's death... In fact, as long as you are in a bad mood and the impatient you show will start to target your mother...
Because only she will think about herself and help her solve all problems no matter at any time. But now? Her mother was killed by her rudeness and her anger...
Since practicing martial arts, I have become the person with the highest martial arts value among these four children. Although I am not as good as Dazhi and Xiaozhi for strength, they only know how to use brute force. Under their own skills, pure brute force will certainly not play the role it should have!
It was only a few days before I came to this castle. I first learned that the "Yue Family Gun" was not as good as Lu Zhi's marksmanship. In addition, today, I was beaten off the horse by Dazhi with one stick and beaten out, and ended up like this.
All this unpleasantness will naturally bring all the evil in my heart to my heart. And my mother feeding her medicine to arouses her memories of the past. All of this will be sandwiched together, so that she can say such vicious words.
"Get out! You bad guys, hooligans, villains, bastards! You bitch, you are ridden by thousands of people..."
Thinking about it now, over the years, I have become accustomed to imposing all the evil thoughts in my heart on my mother, but she has been silently enduring all the sufferings for herself.
And isn’t I really too much today? If I don’t have my habits over the years, how could my mother choose to commit suicide in front of me?
I was stunned by that scene, and all this happened constantly in my mind, but finally I saw the letter my mother wrote to me.
Did she really choose to commit suicide? It turned out that due to her repeated torture over the years, today's evil thoughts have become the last straw that overwhelmed her mother's beliefs, completely losing her vitality.
When the carriage arrived, Feng Yuqiu drove the carriage, and he and his master sat in the carriage together. He finally told his mentor the past that was pressing on his heart.
This sad story also aroused the memories of the mentor. The two talked about the true meaning of life together. What should they do when they are alive?
Shouldn’t you love your parents and relatives first? Shouldn’t you take care of your friends? And what about yourself? But you have always been, who can be good to you, so that you can have the opportunity to bully them. Is it all your fault?
At this time, Pan Yu was really mixed and in pain! He had to see his mother before he could feel at ease!
When I came to the cottage at home, I realized that my mother must have been here. The clothes she was wearing were now on her bed at home. My mother's most beautiful clothes were no longer there...
Pan Yu was about to rush out to find his mother. Mr. Lin reached out to hold on to the shaky himself at this time and took him onto the carriage. Feng Yuqiu drove the carriage and went to the mountain road ahead together.
When the carriage was parked on the side of the narrow mountain road, Chen Yong helped Pan Yu get off the carriage. At this time, Fengyuqiu, Chen Yong and Pan Yu walked towards the mountain road ahead together.
Pan Yu was taking advantage of the moonlight and saw half of her skirt floating on a tree branch on the side of the mountain road. She recognized the skirt, which was the dress she loved the most. Pan Yu fainted when she screamed!
Aunt Pan, who had hidden her figure in the distance, was still heartbroken at this time...
Chapter completed!